u/Fogwoven_04

[L] Can someone talk to me for a bit until I fall asleep?

Hey… I’m having a really hard time calming my mind right now and I can’t seem to sleep. If anyone’s awake, could you talk with me for a little while? Even just random chatting or distraction would really help. I just don’t want to be alone in my head right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 24 hours ago

Can someone help me calm down? I think I’m having a mixed episode (Bipolar II)

Hi everyone. I think I’m going through a mixed episode and I feel really overwhelmed. My mood is all over the place, my thoughts are racing, I’m agitated, and I can’t really sleep or think clearly.

If anyone has been through this, any advice or grounding tips would really help. I just need to feel a bit more stable right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 1 day ago
▲ 20 r/love

I want to learn how to show love in ways people can actually understand

Two people I care about deeply (my mom and my partner) have told me that my love sometimes feels “invisible” to them. That really stuck with me, because I never want to hurt the people I love just because I don’t express it in a way they can easily see.

I think I show love mostly through talking, saying how I feel, checking in, and telling people I care about them. But I’ve been told that it doesn’t always come across the way I intend it to, and I honestly don’t know what I’m missing or how to improve.

I’m not trying to change who I am, I just want to understand how to make my love more visible and easier for others to feel.

If anyone has gone through something similar or has advice on how to learn this, I’d really appreciate hearing it.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 2 days ago

Is aripiprazole effective?

I have bipolar type 2 with psychotic features/schizoaffective disorder so I take aripiprazole and mirtazapine

But my hallucinations aren't stopping, they're getting worse

Anyone on aripiprazole? Can you tell me about yourself experience?

And thank you

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 4 days ago

Hi there

I have bipolar type 2 with psychotic features, PTSD, tics

I stopped carbamazepine yesterday, but now I have so much hallucinations and it feels so real

I started denying the hallucinations until now I think everyone around me is fake except me and my bf

I feel like I'm going crazy, and I'm scared of being hospitalized and idk what to do

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 6 days ago

Abnormal liver function tests on carbamazepine and I’m struggling with anxiety, low mood and hallucinations

18F, 157 cm, 47.3 kg, non-smoker, no alcohol

Medical history: bipolar type 2 with psychotic features, PTSD, tics, stomach problems

Medications: aripiprazole, carbamazepine (400 mg/day), mirtazapine, domperidone

I’ve been taking carbamazepine for a few months, and I recently had blood work done. My liver function tests came back abnormal:

Total Bilirubin: 4.8 mg/L (normal: 2–10)

Direct Bilirubin: 2.7 mg/L (normal: <3)

Indirect Bilirubin: 2.1 mg/L (normal: <10)

AST: 85 U/L (normal: <40)

ALT: 106 U/L (normal: <35)

ALP: 123 U/L (normal: 30–120)

GGT: 168 U/L (normal: <40)

My doctor told me to stop carbamazepine because of these results.

I stopped it this morning, but tonight I have so much hallucinations and it feels so real

I started denying the hallucinations until now I think everyone around me is fake except me and my bf

I feel like I'm going crazy, is this because I stopped carbamazepine?

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 7 days ago

I'm 18f, I take carbamazepine, aripiprazole and mirtazapine btw

I'm having hallucinations and it's scary, and i don't have anyone real to talk to, so please distract me or anything

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 16 days ago
▲ 0 r/COCSA

Between COCSA and rape, which one is harder for a person to forget?

Which one tends to hurt more?

Also, what are the differences between being sexually assaulted by a female vs. a male, and why?

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 19 days ago

Between COCSA and rape, which one is harder for a person to forget?

Which one tends to hurt more?

Also, what are the differences between being sexually assaulted by a female vs. a male, and why?

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 19 days ago

I SHOULDN'T POST THIS HERE BUT I CAN'T i need help and nobody is answering on other subreddits

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 22 days ago
▲ 6 r/CPTSD

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 22 days ago

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 22 days ago

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 22 days ago
▲ 5 r/COCSA+1 crossposts

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 22 days ago

Hiding a knife for self defense cz i live with my rapist mch haja ghalta, right?

Manich bch nedghr hata ensen ama ma nhebch haja khayba tsir so it's just for threatening

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 23 days ago