u/Jaded_Hue

Following up on why people ask why I’m not married another question also I get when asked is who will take care of you when I’m gone. My mother is one (currently I live with my mom) but also others as well. I guess to be honest… I have no idea. I can’t take care of myself to save my life.
But I guess people do point out the harshness but living single not having a partner to help you out.
Dealing with things alone. I guess I’m not expecting much I guess that is a hard one to answer with a comeback.

Well this is probably off topic but I’d rather be a spinster than a mistress. But that’s me.

I mean I don’t mind being single and I’m not looking for validation but I just wonder why people would ask that? I mean sometimes I feel a bit insecure as most wouldn’t see you as complete or a respectable person.

Well my answer was simple I didn’t find the right person yet.

But it’s more personal I have my insecurities and I’m surviving and taking little at a time. And even dating seems like a lot of work. I also seem to have doubts of how relationships are becoming nowadays or if they always been this way. And it’s not the idealist fairy tale you once thought it was.

Im overworked and burnt and stressed out my body just feels numb and I’m just frozen and anxiety and I know I have one more week before vacation. No one talks to me and some might want to take my job even though I’m not sure how I feel about this job that I’m the one that people depend on that I’m supposed to find that as a good thing? I mean I want to try to appreciate the job I have but I feel this is taking a toll on my mental health. And I don’t think people realize it but if I quit now I don’t know if I’ll find a better job where it feels fulfilling but at the same time I don’t know how I can go on still for another week.

I just feel like playing this song on repeat because I’m sad

Maybe I’m bored, maybe I’m lonely, maybe I’m unmotivated. Maybe all I want to do is sit in with my thoughts

Was stumbling across this video only to find out they’re endangered me feel a bit guilty owning one. Since I bought mine at a grocery store which they don’t sell anymore.

I know they’re native to North Carolina but I didn’t think they’re a endangered species 🥺

You can delete if it’s unrelated.

Just like the title says. I’m currently on my bed with nothing to do. And I don’t even feel I want to do anything not even wanting to do my hobbies like painting nails or playing Stardew valley. I’m not even into pottery like I once was before. I just wake up go home and lay in bed on my phone. Is there any hope in life at this age(35)? I’m just mentally exhausted and haven’t taken my vacation yet nor a day off. I can’t even find an excuse to. It’s like nothing matters to me anymore. I even have to censor my posts or else it’s going to be taken down. I’m so fed up right now.

He had a hard life.

I’m (35) not saying my gender because I don’t want to. Just like the title says friendship is a myth where most friendships are one sided and no one cares about me. Sometimes I just feel a sadness that I can’t open to anyone anymore and nothing works and I’m just on my phone all the time. I don’t know if things will get better and I know I’m not the most social person and I can’t socialize to save my life like I used to and sometimes I don’t know how I feel when people are super friendly I feel like they have an agenda and will pressure into to things you don’t want to do. I guess I’ve always been like this where I can’t open up to anyone like I used to. I always felt alone all my life like I have no one to relate to. And I can’t even think positive like I used to. I don’t even date or look for friendships anymore. There’s no hope anymore.