I'm either having a Mandela effect, or I'm forgetting where I read something.
During the destruction of Lud, I swear I recall a moment where the ka-tet observes a crowd of people being thrown into a crusher. Describing the facial expressions of a few of them as looking "relieved" to be doing this, instead of facing the nerve gas.
I can't seem to find this passage in the book. Did I imagine this? Is it mentioned in a recounting of Lud's destruction in a later book? Am I going insane?