u/Maevenclaws

I watch horror movies and shows all the time. I read horror books every night. But I’m having a lot of nightmares, and while some of those shows like Supernatural are comforting to me, she says the images might still linger in my mind, so she wants to test it, no horror for 48 hours and see if the nightmares go away. But I have nothing else to watch or read 😭 please recommend your favorite non horror shows and movies

I just downloaded KawaiiStacie mod. The preschool one works but the high school one doesn’t. I followed the instructions, unzip, add the files etc, tried placing the full file into the mod folder, tried placing only the files into the folder. Downloaded, deleted, downloaded again. Nothing works. Help please

I mentioned that I bought some nail stuff to do gel nails at home and she said that it's different and I'm different and I want to do something impossible. Impossible??? It's nails. She says it's uncommon, but there a nail salon in every block, and most do gel these days. How is gel nail different and uncommon and impossible? I've always done my nails at home, regular nail polish, but yesterday I got them done in gel for the very first time, but the problem is that I don't like the lack of flexibility, I don't know why, but I need to know that I can remove my nail polish any time I want, which I can't do if I have to rely on a salon. Why does she call everything I do different and uncommon? I don't understand her definition of "normal". She got her nails once and didn't like. Why am I so different for wanting to do my own nails??? It's cheaper in the long term too. I said I was getting them done (paid with MY money), she thinks it's an exaggeration, unnecessary. Half the time she says it's great I take care of myself and do everything myself, because she could never do it, she can't do hair, nails, makeup, etc. The other half I'm vain, only care about the way I look and it's all a waste of money. I can't.

I got my nails done for the first time today, they're fine, I posted on /nails, but they have issues and I didn't love them. I'm thinking how I tell her that I didn't like it. We already scheduled the next appointment for next month, but in the moment I didn't notice all the issues, now I do. I'm not sure if I just sleep on it and hope I like it tomorrow or if I just message her and tell her how I feel. One of the issues is the shape, I asked for oval but she gave me stiletto, when I asked her to round it, she said she'd do it next time, I didn't question it.

Tenho um Avell as uns 3 anos, meu segundo, já tive problema com placa mãe, tive que mandar trocar, o carregador esquenta e desliga, e agora o som não funciona, simplesmente parou de funcionar. Preciso de um notebook novo. Estou entre ASUS TUF Gaming F16 ou Alienware Aurora. Uso bastante para jogos e estudo. Me ajudem por favor. Preciso começar minha pós graduação mas não consigo porque meu notebook não funciona 😭

I’ve been working on driving again, I hadn’t done it in years, every week after my therapy sessions I try a bit, usually on an empty street or a parking lot. Today I went to the grocery store with my mom, I drove around the parking lot and the exited, the back exit of the lot goes into an empty street, so I kept going, drove a couple blocks, and then switched with my mom who the rest of the way home.

Until today I was only driving empty streets and parking lots, but I drove down an actual street, with actual cars and street lights. Very few cars, really only a couple but still.

It was a random dream where I chose a card, like tarot or poker, and it had the picture of a woman and “Lilith” written in the bottom. I’ve been talking to a couple tarot reader about clearing my ways and connecting with my spirituality. I don’t know if this was Lilith trying to reach out, honestly I doubt it, but I would like to try it. How do I reach out to her? What color candles do I light? What do I put on an altar? What do I say?

Those dna ones with the cheek swab? I bought one. My adopted mom says our last name comes from this and that country, but it’s not really mine, you know? So I want to do this to learn more about where I come from, to connect with those cultures. We live in a melting pot country, there’s so many people from so many places, I want to know about me.

I have my bio mom’s instagram, and I think I’m going to message her. The contact with bio bro didn’t go anywhere, I don’t if he’s shy or what, but now I think I’m going straight to the source. I’m nervous though. Does she even want me to contact her? Is she okay with it? Do I do it?

I got two different readings from two different people. One to see if my ways were blocked, and the other for energy. The first one said I had an obsessor, that someone might have thrown it at me, she asked if I ever dated someone who was already in a relationship, I said no, not to my knowledge, there was one person who had just broken up with their partner tho, but this was 10 years ago, she said the girl might have been jealous and thrown something at me. The second person did an energy reading and said there was nothing like that (I didn’t mention the other reading since they were for different things).

The first person wanted to charge me A LOT of money for a cleanse, I told her that I can’t afford it right now, which is true, so she told me to find someone local to help. She offered to “break it” and send it back. I’m not buying it. She did two readings, first reading she said the obsessor was very clear, that it wasn’t hiding, I asked for more details, then she did a second reading and said it was hard to find 🤔 I thought that was sus, so even if I had the money I wouldn’t spend it with her. She was also an hour late to the reading. Though everything is online, we did schedule a time.

I got a better vibe from the second person, so if I need another reading I’ll go back to her. But I am thinking of buying a tarot deck and learning how to read it myself. There’s a couple stores in town that sell this kind of esoteric stuff, books, candles, etc.

I’m still going to find a local temple just to try it. I do feel drawn to it, so let’s see how it goes.

My birthday is on Saturday, my mom’s is on Sunday. We ordered a personal cheesecake for me for Saturday. Since there’s a World Cup game on Saturday I imagine everything will be closed. My mom wants to pay for me to eat a pizza or something since I won’t be celebrating. But I can’t indulge on Friday, Saturday and then Sunday. I can’t not eat but I also can’t go overboard just because it’s my birthday.

But we’ll go out to lunch for her birthday. How am I suppose to eat without doing too much?

The house will be full of food.

This is my first birthday in a few years where I actually get a baked good (cake etc). I haven’t had much reason to celebrate

I can say this because I’m naturally blonde. My hair is getting darker with age but it’s still blonde. I think dark hair is so beautiful and wish I had naturally black or dark brown hair. Dark eyes too. I have green eyes but it’s overrated. The grass is indeed greener on the other side and blondes do not have more fun.

Y’all. My nmom sent me this instagram video of this new age spiritual guy and this is how it started. I didn’t even watch the rest. When I told my therapist about it, she gave a high sigh and asked why. Even she’s frustrated with my nmom’s nonsense.

She knows I don’t believe the same things as her, so why do this?

I am autistic, I also have borderline personality disorder. Both of which she refuses to acknowledge.

Ganhei um café triturado e queria fazer um café com leite

Last week I bought the AirPods 4 with active noise cancellation and oh my god. My life is changed. Everything is quiet. I feel so much calmer when I’m in public. Grocery shopping isn’t awful anymore (aside from the lights). There’s a lot of construction happening near my house so being able to have peace and quiet is incredible.

I was skeptical before. And they’re not the cheapest. But WOW

I don’t know what’s in it, how much of it, or how it was made.