I hate how the rest of my family are social butterflies while i'm anxious about introducing myself to new people.
It's like i was at a karaoke bar for the first in forever. two girls sitting at a table below me and i couldn't bring myself to say hi or shake hands or exchange names. they were too pretty and it made me think i wasn't attractive enough to be successful.
I did say some words, asked one what they were drinking because i didn't know the place also served Soda, thought bars only sold alcohol.