u/NovaBratt

Im trying to do my nails for the beach, July 3rd - 5th but i also need to do my birthday set before the 11th so im trying to do 2 sets in like the week lol but i was wondering if there was a way i can make my beach nails easier to pop off without them just popping off out of nowhere?

My puppy is about five months and he’s a baby pitbull. I take him out about every 20 minutes or every hour and He will go pee outside but for some reason these last two days he’s been peeing inside nonstop like and it’ll be out of nowhere. It’s so stressful and I’m not sure how to stop it because I don’t know why he’s doing it? I take him out regularly. He gets all the essentials from bath to food and water, etc. and I just don’t know what to do. And the areas range from just a regular wood floor to the Ottoman, the living room, his dog bed, my blankets on my bed his blanket that goes on the couch the rug like it’s just so much and I’m getting really stressed out.

I’m trying to purchase something without it showing up on my Cash App transactions because it has a sponsor. I’ve transferred my money from cashapp to the Apple amount, will it show?

im 15F soon 16 but I don’t have a lot of friends (max is like 2 tbh and I barely talk to them.) I don’t go to a regular highschool, im in a charter school so i literally do packets at home then go to school to test and that’s it so no one rlly talks. I also only go into school twice a week so im home the rest of the week, my parents are kinda strict so I can’t go out a lot or have social media like insta and TikTok, so its pretty hard to make friends and I get lonely and fomo when I see my sister talking about school or being with her friends 😭😭 any advice?

So for context im 15F soon 16, mom and dad were never together since I was young but my dad used to live in the same state as me, but when I was around seven my dad moved states, my mom used to allow me to fly on planes to go see him at least twice a year, as I got older, my mom told me about how her relationship with him and how he was abusive.

Basically he’s not the best kind of person to be in a relationship with, and it was hard because it’s was like choosing a side. I live with my mother and I always have but when I was about 12 my mom basically forced me to cut off all communication with my dad because she she got with her (now) husband, he didn’t want me talking to my dad because he wanted to kind of be “the dad I never had”

I struggle with MDD (Mental Depressive Disorder) and I’ve had a good amount of trouble over the years just due to behavioral issues but I went to a outpatient mental hospitalization last year and I’ve been doing really good since, about a month ago I found out that my brother on my dads side (16M) had a baby, my cousin told me the news.

I deeply miss my dad and brother and find myself thinking about them often, I want to talk to them but I know my mom will absolutely flip, as well as consequences from my stepdad. I feel if I don’t reach out now what if I regret it later on, it’s been so long since I’ve talked to them and I miss it. I was old enough to understand that I was basically pulled apart from them without wanting to be.

Do I risk it and message them secretly?? Do I not message them and just hold this heavy weight on my chest? I don’t know what to do.

For some more information, every time I bring up wanting to talk to my dad it just turns into a huge argument and makes me feel hopeless. My mom won’t budge due to my stepdad and it hurts because yes I love my stepdad, yes that’s my dad as well but I just miss my biological dad as well. My mom hates that my dad is inconsistent with reaching out to me, and has a bit of a drinking problem but im not looking for a every day communication type of relationship with him because I know that he isn’t capable of it. I just miss him, even if that means texting him once a month, im okay with that and that’s all I need, that’s all I want tbh is to just be able to text him when I want to. I’m not replacing my mom or stepdad , just simply want the feeling of knowing he’s okay and I could reach out and tell him I love him, same with my brother.

So for context im 15F soon 16, mom and dad were never together since I was young but my dad used to live in the same state as me, but when I was around seven my dad moved states, my mom used to allow me to fly on planes to go see him at least twice a year, as I got older, my mom told me about how her relationship with him and how he was abusive.

Basically he’s not the best kind of person to be in a relationship with, and it was hard because it’s was like choosing a side. I live with my mother and I always have but when I was about 12 my mom basically forced me to cut off all communication with my dad because she she got with her (now) husband, he didn’t want me talking to my dad because he wanted to kind of be “the dad I never had”

I struggle with MDD (Mental Depressive Disorder) and I’ve had a good amount of trouble over the years just due to behavioral issues but I went to a outpatient mental hospitalization last year and I’ve been doing really good since, about a month ago I found out that my brother on my dads side (16M) had a baby, my cousin told me the news.

I deeply miss my dad and brother and find myself thinking about them often, I want to talk to them but I know my mom will absolutely flip, as well as consequences from my stepdad. I feel if I don’t reach out now what if I regret it later on, it’s been so long since I’ve talked to them and I miss it. I was old enough to understand that I was basically pulled apart from them without wanting to be.

Do I risk it and message them secretly?? Do I not message them and just hold this heavy weight on my chest? I don’t know what to do.

For some more information, every time I bring up wanting to talk to my dad it just turns into a huge argument and makes me feel hopeless. My mom won’t budge due to my stepdad and it hurts because yes I love my stepdad, yes that’s my dad as well but I just miss my biological dad as well. My mom hates that my dad is inconsistent with reaching out to me, and has a bit of a drinking problem but im not looking for a every day communication type of relationship with him because I know that he isn’t capable of it. I just miss him, even if that means texting him once a month, im okay with that and that’s all I need, that’s all I want tbh is to just be able to text him when I want to. I’m not replacing my mom or stepdad , just simply want the feeling of knowing he’s okay and I could reach out and tell him I love him, same with my brother.

So for context im 15F soon 16, mom and dad were never together since I was young but my dad used to live in the same state as me, but when I was around seven my dad moved states, my mom used to allow me to fly on planes to go see him at least twice a year, as I got older, my mom told me about how her relationship with him and how he was abusive.

Basically he’s not the best kind of person to be in a relationship with, and it was hard because it’s was like choosing a side. I live with my mother and I always have but when I was about 12 my mom basically forced me to cut off all communication with my dad because she she got with her (now) husband, he didn’t want me talking to my dad because he wanted to kind of be “the dad I never had”

I struggle with MDD (Mental Depressive Disorder) and I’ve had a good amount of trouble over the years just due to behavioral issues but I went to a outpatient mental hospitalization last year and I’ve been doing really good since, about a month ago I found out that my brother on my dads side (16M) had a baby, my cousin told me the news.

I deeply miss my dad and brother and find myself thinking about them often, I want to talk to them but I know my mom will absolutely flip, as well as consequences from my stepdad. I feel if I don’t reach out now what if I regret it later on, it’s been so long since I’ve talked to them and I miss it. I was old enough to understand that I was basically pulled apart from them without wanting to be.

Do I risk it and message them secretly?? Do I not message them and just hold this heavy weight on my chest? I don’t know what to do.

For some more information, every time I bring up wanting to talk to my dad it just turns into a huge argument and makes me feel hopeless. My mom won’t budge due to my stepdad and it hurts because yes I love my stepdad, yes that’s my dad as well but I just miss my biological dad as well. My mom hates that my dad is inconsistent with reaching out to me, and has a bit of a drinking problem but im not looking for a every day communication type of relationship with him because I know that he isn’t capable of it. I just miss him, even if that means texting him once a month, im okay with that and that’s all I need, that’s all I want tbh is to just be able to text him when I want to. I’m not replacing my mom or stepdad , just simply want the feeling of knowing he’s okay and I could reach out and tell him I love him, same with my brother.

TW;

my puppy peed on my bed, i got yelled at, my depression is coming back, i stubbed my toe, I currently hate food and get nauseous thinking about it, ive had a headache all day and the list goes on 🥀 (this was all in the last minutes.. besides the depression and eating part.)