The truth
The truth is never true I tricked u Don't go looking where you will be debased The truth is only true until another truth will reveal the previous truths lies.
The truth is never true I tricked u Don't go looking where you will be debased The truth is only true until another truth will reveal the previous truths lies.
You showed me a past version of myself today. I was jealous, then pitiful, then shameful, then compassionate. Most of all I thought of where he was, and where he got to. I just hope to get there too.
Suddenly everything changes. Perceptions. And yet, everything is the same. Nothing new under the sun. There are some things I hope will never change. I carry my identity in a safety pocket in my soul, so that wherever I am I will be able to reach in and take it out, slowly moulding it to the shape of my new skin, Until I am able to shed the new one, and keep the old one on again, anew.
Nothing is stronger than a child's will to vendicate their parents suffering. Where others labeled them denigratorily, they see them as their idol and saviour, and they will stop at nothing to see them vindicated. U got this 👍
You murdered one of my best friends!
You isolated him
Controlled his phone
Yelled at him
Abused him
Stole time and ruined all his friendships because you are insecure you botched butchered hideous bitch!
Last his mom heard from him he was scared of you saying not to intervene that he will take care of it and you were screaming and going psycho on him and threatening him!
Now he’s dead because of you! You have some fucking nerve to say what you did with your manic novel making it all about you. You didn’t know him.
You just wanted him to be your slave!
Every day for the rest of your life I hope you know that your entirety is worth - nothing.
So many people have the evil eye on you. If you show up to the funeral, you won’t leave in one piece with how people are feeling. I hate you.
You better pray the cops find you before I do.
except I'm totally incompetent at friendship, and the person out there with whom I would have everything in common would be as standoffish as I am, as well as equally sensitive to any real or perceived differences with each other. but I can still daydream about instantly achieving perfect codependence with someone who doesn't set off my other-person alarm bells :)