u/Ok_Emergency613

i hate it, im trans but i don’t pass AT ALL. i’m a minor and still live by my parents. i came out to them a few months ago in january. it didn’t go that well, and they did not understand me right, i made a whole presentation about it, what trans it self means, and everythin, and stuff like that. but yea anyway, they don’t allow me to buy a binder from my own money, or to cut my hair. i’m not even allowed to boy more „boy coded“ clothing. and we’ll- what a surprise, they ofc don’t use the right pronouns.

my friends are also not realy helpfull. but i cant be angry about them. i mean, i don’t pass at all, so why should THEY THEN use the pronouns. i can’t be mad at them.

But I’m really starting to feel disgusted. Sometimes I just start crying when I think about people seeing me as a girl. And by now, I can’t even look at my body without feeling disgusted or bursting into tears. I’ve thought about just cutting my hair short myself, but for one thing, I don’t know how, and for another, having short hair alone wouldn't make me pass as a boy. I really can't take it anymore, and I feel like I won't make it to my 18th birthday.

so yea, Does anyone know what I can do? Or have any ideas on what helps with dysphoria?and also if some one actually read this to here, than tank you:)

(Just so you know, I live in Germany and I'm 15.)

I was chatting with another Alien Stage fan recently. everything was going fine, but when they asked who my favorite was, I said, „I really like everyone, but Ivan and Till hold a special place in my heart" (they were the ones who got me into Alien Stage; I saw an edit of them, and that’s how I discovered the series), even though I actually like all the characters. The person probably just misunderstood me, but they claimed I was a "fake fan" because that’s such a "basic" choice. I hear things like that all the time, and it’s starting to get really annoying. anyways, What’s your take on this, and who is your favorite?

So, the thing is, I love OC lore when it's more aquatic, you know. Maybe that sounds cheesy, but I really like things with mermaids/mermen or other "mermaid-like" creatures. But I also love more "normal" ones, without fantasy or anything. And every creator I know has a specific story. And I can't decide between a lore with aquatic elements or something more "normal.". If I were to create both, and they would each have different OCs, would that even work?

(By the way, sorry if there are any spelling mistakes or if it sounds strange; English isn't my first language.)