▲ 5 r/AvPD

19F first job full time thoughts?

i have never worked or been employed before, but i'm in a situation where i need reliable income working somewhere sustainable for me. i got prescribed lexapro which has somewhat helped with my anxiety and depression, but i'm introverted too so i'm mortified by how draining this will probably be. i'm a small woman so i couldn't do something too strenuous. i thought of working in customer service, but the thought of confrontation is horrifying. i like doing things efficiently without problems. i get overwhelmed from fast-paced environments, but it could help distract me. i thrive off of routine and consistency, something repetitive but not too difficult. i'm trying not to be so selective with no experience, but does anyone have recommendations?

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u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 10 days ago

what products never leave your makeup routine?

it’s so hard to find products that work for my pale, cool toned skin, but i’m in love with this lip combo. i like these products more than my higher end purchases.

-maybelline color sensational lipstick romantic rose
-nyx lip liner brooklyn thorn
-maybelline lash stiletto waterproof mascara
-la girl ultimate gel eyeliner

u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 1 month ago

Amber never respected her girlfriends interests and it triggered me so much

i can’t imagine not respecting my partners interests. i might not always be into what someone likes, but i still support them for enjoying something and try to understand more about it. the clip i found is just a quick example, not even close to the amount of times she does it on camera. it was the worst with krystle. numerous times she belittled krystle’s interests right in front of her, with beck it seemed like she was bullying them regardless by laughing at them whenever she forced them on camera. destiny not so much, but i can recall one time destiny went to go see a star wars movie, and instead of trying to understand what her girlfriend liked, she went and watched her own movie or something else like shopping. she’s just insecure and jealous of people for having actual genuine interests instead of just hoarding torrid clothes, cheap earrings, journals, or whatever money pit she’s moved on to.

u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 1 month ago

favorite unofficial mlp song? <3

sweetie belle makes this don’t mine at night pony parody so adorable. but i love pinkie’s lie and fluttershy’s lament too.

u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 1 month ago
▲ 166 r/lexapro

does the tiredness ever disappear?

on lexpro for over 4 months now. i feel like i’m more used to the symptoms, but i’m constantly so tired. when i took my pill in the morning i literally couldn’t make myself get out of bed, but now that i’m taking it at night i can’t sleep. i’m in bed for what feels like forever before i finally pass out. i’m someone who has always prioritized their sleep and had no problems sleeping 8-9 hours a night. i like this medication so i don’t want to quit, but i’m losing my mind. does it ever improve? or do you just have to get used to living with it? </3

u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 1 month ago
▲ 899 r/bats

literally the cutest creatures ever.

i’m obsessed with them, i love them so much.

u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 2 months ago
▲ 101 r/charlixcx

would this be an appropriate casual shirt?

i love this charli photo, so wanted to get it printed on a shirt. i don’t know if this is the right place to ask this, but would this be considered appropriate to wear out casually, even for people who don’t have context? or if i should only wear it in some situations. i’m a girl but i’m worried it might come off creepy or attention seeking if people don’t know what it’s from. it’s so cute but i don’t want it to be taken the wrong way

u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 2 months ago

the thought that disordered people are fatphobic.

i don’t know why this is such a normalized sentiment but it triggers me. self loathing and body dysmorphia making you do this to yourself does not mean you feel the same about other peoples bodies. i literally don’t care or notice what other people look like most of the time. no one wants this disorder, i don’t like that when i look at myself i feel suffocated by the fat on my body. i literally like how curvier, healthier bodies look on other people. i mean i’m attracted to bigger, huskier guys too, they’re my type. but my brain is trying to convince me that i look horrible, and i deserve to slowly kill myself, and i might like myself more if i do what it wants me to. to give such a deadly disorder an even more horrible stigma around it is just sick to me. we are not horrible people for coping in unhealthy ways, i’m tired of being treated like i’m disgusting for being mentally sick. this is not how i thought my life would ever turn out when i was younger. this is a slow suicide, a living nightmare and miserable existence i would never wish on anyone.

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u/Ok_Lingonberry6957 — 2 months ago