u/Pitiful_Ad2591

Please I know someone out there knows it 😭🙏 please share i beg

There's that saying that nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. And yes I totally get that. But damn does a whole seafood boil everyday and buldak ramen everyday, etc tastes amazing. Like i crave food all the time. Im always thinking about the next meal. It sucks. I am trying to switch to healthier food but its so hard. And cooking is so stressful sometimes that I just crave fast food. Its such a comfort. I want to get skinny again. Not just to be hot but to also feel healthier again. I miss being in high school and feeling like I could climb any mountain or run forever. But now its all too much.

And I am insecure some days. And I do miss how I looked when I was skinnier. I often think about how other perceive me even if I do love myself. Its hard. Im also in a happy marriage and I think we just feed into each other's bad food addictions and bad habits. We both got bigger after getting together and our families comment on it all the time. But we also love food. Idk how we can ever get over that.

Ive been feeling it a lot lately. My posts are gaining traction and idk if my self esteem can handle the hate that comes with that. I feel like every other comment has been a mean one that just comments something unnecessary that gets to me. Ive been called annoying, ugly, fat, or people make fun of my breathing or my voice. Its hard. I almost wanted to quit but I kept posting. I just felt like my safe place to be myself and be creative is not that anymore. And I wish I was better at not letting it get to me. I more so than ever have been really critical about myself and what i wear or say before I post. Which is stealing a bit of the joy I had from posting. Especially with me thinking I need to wear makeup or fix this or that before I post. But I dont want to my content to feel like I have to be perfect or else. But if its not other people will point out mean things.

It is soooo hot. And its going to get hotter in July. I always default to a tank top and shorts but how do the fashionistas deal with the summer heat? Im also a bigger girl but ive always been a sweaty girl even when i was younger. How do I keep a cute fashion sense in the heat? There's less layering options 😭😭 ive even looked into cottage core but it still looks hot. I just default to a granola girl outfit everytime. What's your secrets to being cute in the summer? Or are we all wearing something akin to athlesure except for things like a music festival or a pool party?

I recently was sharing on social media how i was trying to find needohs bc the reason I was finding any at all is bc I was copying how other people were finding them and it took me a long time to find any and when i did i posted them and i was very clear like "6am Walmart search for needohs"

I got my first regular needoh in like a year. The regular sized cube. And I only took one single one because there was only one box of them on the shelf. And when I posted my video I got mostly hate comments saying im an adult so I dont need it. But aren't adults the ones buying these anyways? I only got one as well. Anyone else could have got it so why could I not get one? I dont understand why there's so much negativity 😭😭

And on monday i found like 10 boxes full of them! So I got a good amount. I got two of each one that i didnt have one of(i had only two of my own before this) and then I got spares for my four younger siblings who had literally zero because I didnt find any before this that I could give them! And people got really mad at me. I think it was mostly children asking me why I needed so many and how I basically bought most of them(even thought I showed in the video all the boxes were full even after I left).

Idk its making me feel really nervous to continue posting in the needoh squishy community. Other adults were being super sweet and we were commenting to each other about our finds and there were people who were super sweet. But I find that most of the initial reactions is just hate and it sucks. All the content I see about squishies and needohs are from adults my age so I know im not the only one but it sucks getting mean comments.

Maybe it's just me, and while i do love my maxi skirts, idk in the summer im sweating and it causes my thighs to be chafing so bad bc of the lack of air flow. So I invested in those deodorant sticks for that. But even spring or fall is good temperature wise but I feel like the skirt ends up wet because its almost always raining! And does anyone wear a maxi skirt in winter?? It feels like a disaster waiting to happen.

When i first heard Begged on Snl I was instantly connected to it and played it over and over again. I cried to it and i didn't get why I felt so touched by the song. But my husband and i had a fight last night and it's the same fight we keep having every few months. And my instinct was to listen to Begged and when I heard the lyrics it made sense to me. My subconscious knew that was how im currently feeling in my relationship. Olivia's writing is just so brilliant. I feel like im growing up with her and her songs always match what im going through. I literally was getting my driver's license when that song came out. Its so emotional rough being a livie that can relate so hard to her music but it's such a gift as well to be in this moment with her music growing with me. 😭😭

(I listened to never do while writing this and now I'm even more sad. How does she manage to write songs that just encapsulates my feeling so well.)

I moved out of state and I am craving spicy pastele stew so bad! My husband and I would always go buy from Miki when we had late night cravings for it. It was so so good. Does anyone have a good recipe for it? I see so many online that are just the pastele stew recipe. What do I add to make it spicy? Or just a good spicy pastele stew recipe in general. Please help I cant stop thinking about it 😭😭

I literally queued for Olivia Rodrigo tickets the second they dropped and didnt get any after an hour and a half... I've been waiting days to see if ticketmaster would put up any resale tickets just to see the price and compare to other sites that had them up immediately. And I still dont see anything up on ticketmaster for resale?