I have such a giant crush on here and I’m thinking about her almost every day now for the past few weeks. We’re great friends and I can’t ruin that but the delusion is eating me up.
I don’t know where else to-write this so I figured I would write this here. Maybe she’ll see this one day maybe she won’t I don’t know. I’m crushing so hard hell maybe I think I’m falling in love with my bartender. We’re great friends, she looks out for me all the time when I’m there with food water & what not . She’s so god damn amazing everything about her is so beautiful both inside and out. Her ability to make you feel so welcoming is so out of this world we deserve more people like her in this world. Oh dear god I almost confessed last night When I was drinking. However I knew better it was probably for the best I didn’t. She makes me want to be a better person, to actually show compassion towards everyone even if they don’t deserve it. Im thinking of taking dancing lessons just to dance with her one time. I would climb mountains cross rivers do the impossible if it meant I could marry this woman, god what a happy ending that would be for me, then all the ups and downs of my life would have payed off. I would do it all over again if it meant that was the outcome. I don’t want anyone else no one else can ever compete with her. I try to get her out of mind but I just can’t. Everyone at the bar knows how I feel because my drunk loose lips can’t shut up about her when I’m there, I think she knows too but is being nice about it. She doesn’t really show interest in me and I get it I don’t meet her standards however it’s nice to dream. it’s nice to hope that’s what life is about to never give up hope, hope for a better tomorrow. The Knicks winning the championship made me realize anything is possible that’s why I keep trying, that’s why I can’t give up the delusion. So In conclusion to anyone reading this shoot your shot life is to short not to, anything is possible.
I don’t know where else to-write this so I figured I would write this here. Maybe she’ll see this one day maybe she won’t I don’t know. I’m crushing so hard hell maybe I think I’m falling in love with my bartender. We’re great friends, she looks out for me all the time when I’m there with food water & what not . She’s so god damn amazing everything about her is so beautiful both inside and out. Her ability to make you feel so welcoming is so out of this world we deserve more people like her in this world. Oh dear god I almost confessed last night When I was drinking. However I knew better it was probably for the best I didn’t. She makes me want to be a better person, to actually show compassion towards everyone even if they don’t deserve it. Im thinking of taking dancing lessons just to dance with her one time. I would climb mountains cross rivers do the impossible if it meant I could marry this woman, god what a happy ending that would be for me, then all the ups and downs of my life would have payed off. I would do it all over again if it meant that was the outcome. I don’t want anyone else no one else can ever compete with her. I try to get her out of mind but I just can’t. Everyone at the bar knows how I feel because my drunk loose lips can’t shut up about her when I’m there, I think she knows too but is being nice about it. She doesn’t really show interest in me and I get it I don’t meet her standards however it’s nice to dream. it’s nice to hope that’s what life is about to never give up hope, hope for a better tomorrow. The Knicks winning the championship made me realize anything is possible that’s why I keep trying, that’s why I can’t give up the delusion. So In conclusion to anyone reading this shoot your shot life is to short not to, anything is possible.
I’m crushing hard on my local bartender. She’s absolutely stunning both on her looks and personality, she’s truly amazing has a person. Now I know it’s her job to make the Patrons feel like a million dollars so I really shouldn’t think I’m special. Me and her are great friends. Everyone in the establishment loves her she’s one of a kind Man. I would absolutely marry this woman in a heart beat. I would change my ways for her if she asked. I would give up drinking smoking all my vices if it meant I could be with her. From what I heard she has very high standards I don’t care I’ll meet them one way or another. I don’t talk to any other women and to be quite honest I don’t want to I just want to get to know her. Now I know how that sounds, to get her off my mind I really should talk to other women however I’m just so shy and werid and awkward and whatever. I try to limit texts and limit my time going there. So my infatuation with her can dwindle down a bit. I could ask her out but she’s so out of my league I know I’ll get rejected and just mess up the friendship and I can’t have that. What do I do? How do I stop this crush? God I’m so delusional for this woman it’s so silly.
I know I don’t have a shot. I know she’s just the neighborhood bartender. It’s her job to make sure you feel special. I just want to stop crushing so damn hard. I know I don’t have a chance, I don’t want shoot my shot because I know I’ll get rejected and I can’t handle it . But man she’s just one of a kind she’s so fucking beautiful both inside and out. I would reshape my life for her. Please just bring back to earth and make me realize I’m a very delusional person.
I have a problem with this odor problem with my armpits. This problem is affecting my mental health i have tried everything and anything I don’t know how much more I can take my mind is fragile from this.
The problem is my armpits smell horrible even after a shower. I scrub well around both of them with soap with body wash for about a minute then leave it on for another and wash it away. After my shower They still smell like I haven’t showered in days. They absolutely reek. I’ve heard people say I smell well damn If only they knew I do shower I fucking try. What the fuck am I doing wrong? I’m doing pretty much what everyone else does so why the fuck doesn’t it work on me what the hell am I doing wrong? With all due respect I don’t want to hear anything about my diet. I watch what I eat I don’t eat spicy foods I don’t eat all that garbage. I’m fit for the most part I exercise everyday. I’ve tried all the deodorants extra strength antiperspirants for men blah blah blah. All the soaps they don’t work. I scrub so damn hard. I’ve gone to the doctor the have done tests and no abnormalities have came back. I have gone to the dermatologist they injected me with Botox thinking that would kill the odor nope it didn’t. I wash my cloths well. With a powerful detergent. I also trim my armpits make sure there’s no build up of hair. WTF then man. Enough. What’s the solution? Please please help me.
Unfortunately due to bad financial Decisions made on my part I can’t afford an exterminator to fend off this cockroach infestation right now. I rent a first floor apartment with 3 bedrooms. The infestation is primarily located in the kitchen. Are there any alternatives to fend them off until the exterminator can come? Please help.
Due to horrible financial decisions made on my part I can’t afford one right now. I am renting for context. Are there any alternatives on how to get rid of them ? For the time being until I can afford one. Please any kind of help would really help me.
Respect to everyone
Make me laugh lol
Please help it’s to hot for this shit.