Need some confession advice
I will try to make it as much short as i can so please read it fully and tell me what i can do next?
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There was a girl in my a college, she was a year junior to me, we are in same branch. We were used to be close together pretty much (I think). We met during my 2nd year if I am correct. We used to talk a lot in college, on whatsapp. Generally girls doesn't like boys calling them on phone but she once said I should have called her if wanted to meet in college (nothing was serious i wanted to talk just normal talk). I liked talking to her so I faked i wanted her to pick a gift for my sister as i already decided to buy whatsapp, first bit reluctant but later helped me via whatsapp chating as we are in different parts of the city so meeting wasn't possible. I have never seen her other people of my class or meeting someone, never seen her much wandering her with other boys. I used to call her with nickname like Kritu - Kritika (just for example), sometimes called her shetan, badmash bacha, jhalli. I have noticed her coming forward to meet when we came face to face not talking much that time just handshake. My college is stupid so there was confusion in our backlog exams, she texted me first and asked me about for exam if i am coming as message from teachers stated that our backlog exams will be held separately later on but she insisted like this isn't what i think, gave the exam next day and thanked her and actually exam was held later on but those who have given earlier won't have to give again. We talked a lot regularly but sometimes she stopped replying and later we have normal talking. I offered to help her in skill which i worked but she doesn't respond in yes or no to that. After our gate exam I tried her to ask her out but couldn't. When our results came I didn't qualify but she a got rank when i talked to her on a phone regarding as i was demotivated, she scolded me asking till when i will be upset, do i have to give this exam again or not?. My answer was yes. She was like then why you are upset it won't do anything, how long i will take to cope up things start now, i started smiling on the way she was scolding me. After that i asked her if we can talk and she instantly agreed but those words stuck in my throat and didn't came out. After that she stopped replying to my text and it's been today we haven't talked each other. We are both graduate now.
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Many people whom I talked said this is a pattern as she deliberately stops talking to me. Some says she isn't into me. Some say she needs time to recover as lot of things might be happening with her. Some say she doesn't want to talk you as she is now ahead of you
So please tell me how can i confess my feelings to her. It is also affecting my prep also as she kept coming in my mind and sometimes makes me restless.
