u/Sugomi_121

29M,Single.. Till last year I was not much into this Childfree idea, but recent days I had changed my mind into being childfree.

This unemployed phase had taught me many things, For a one vacancy there is a huge crowd waiting to compete with u. I don't want kid to enter in this rat race.

I'm hearing lot & lot of crimes against children nowadays. This is bothering me. My frnd is working as a yoga instructor in a ICSE school, he once told me that nowadays many children are getting suicidal thoughts & he used to give some counselling or yoga practice to them.. I was shocked to hear this.

And this economy & AI era, The uncertainty level has been increased to the peak.

People with children & childfree both r going to suffer.. Being childfree couple won't be like a easy walk.. But at least as a childfree adult, you only have to handle your own struggles, without worrying about a child's future..

That's it.. Why I'm being childfree

I will be turning 30 in next year, I don't have any good memories in my 20s. Im jobless, I'm a failure person. Failed in NEET, Now in Banking exam..

In my age everyone will be having at least 3yrs of experience. But I have only 1 year work experience, that too i don't have any proof of it since i worked in toxic company due to my financial issues.

I seriously don't know where to build my career. I upskilled myself in supply chain last year in one institution , but the HR who came for interview told me ur above 25,so we are not taking u.. Tried job in that for 10 months.. Everything failed

Then in my hometown i joined in sales in a IT startup, they told that we won't pay u for 3 months after 3rd month u will get 8000Rs as salary, I agreed to that and joined. But my health got affected & undergone surgery, took rest for 4 months, So that job too gone.. So then I was preparing for Banking exam, but I'm not getting speed. I'm planning to go for BPO, But seriously i don't know what career path will it leads to

Im feeling like dying, Whenever I drive bike, I m like some lorry or any vehicle please hit me.. I feel like dying.. I hate myself.. I'm a failed son