I’ve had this since my grandpas passing but I think it’s time to repot it. Any advice would be appreciated! I love this plant so much and don’t want anything to harm it. Second picture is what the soil looks like.
He has broken over 15 glasses by bulldozing them over with hims head.
I had my daughter 10 months ago. During my pregnancy I was diagnosed with severe preeclampsia and had to be induced three weeks early. I was given tons of magnesium to lower my blood pressure, which had spiked at 170/138 during labor. My daughter was nearly lifeless when she was born and had to be resuscitated. She stayed in the NICU for two weeks and is now (thankfully) a happy, healthy and perfect baby. I am now healthy too.
After this experience, I have been having a really difficult time coping with reality. I know I didn't have an NDE (although my daughter may have) but I feel like something intensely spiritual is happening within me. I love my daughter so much, I can't even believe that she came from me. She is so beautiful, perfect and wonderful and everything I *never* thought I was. Having grown up with severe depression and self-hate, I have created a life-long habit of self-destruction.. But now that I have her in my life, I realize that this whole time on Earth I should have been loving *myself* just as much as I love her. Wow. Why did it take me this long to come to this?
My body was nearly destroyed, but it feels like a symbolic letting go of my past. Motherhood, to me, means embodying love in the face of fear. I'm still transitioning into motherhood.. I'm still learning how to let go of my past ideals and bad habits. I'm learning how to be a good example of love, which is *really really* difficult. Especially since love had never been so real to me until now. It's terrifying and I want to run away from it, but I can't. I need to learn how to be love, for my daughter and for myself and for my family.
This realization had led me down the NDE rabbit hole. I've been obsessed with hearing about divine love and coming home eternally. I crave to hear about peoples encounters with guardian angels. I am comforted by the knowing there are spirits surrounding me, guiding and helping me.
But it seems like no matter who I talk to about this stuff, no one is as interested in it. Not even slightly. Which makes me feel so alone. It makes me question my intuition, it makes me feel crazy. It has a way of catapulting me into depressive episodes.
I want to embody love, and be a beacon of light for others. I desperately need to connect with my higher self but I'm not sure how. I'm practicing meditation and positivity, but my heart aches for something deeper. I trust it will come to me in time, as all is part of a divine plan. Any recommendations would be appreciated.
Thank you for reading my story.
I had my daughter 10 months ago. During my pregnancy I was diagnosed with severe preeclampsia and had to be induced three weeks early. I was given tons of magnesium to lower my blood pressure, which had spiked at 170/138 during labor. My daughter was nearly lifeless when she was born and had to be resuscitated. She stayed in the NICU for two weeks and is now (thankfully) a happy, healthy and perfect baby. I am now healthy too.
After this experience, I have been having a really difficult time coping with reality. I know I didn't have an NDE (although my daughter may have) but I feel like something intensely spiritual is happening within me. I love my daughter so much, I can't even believe that she came from me. She is so beautiful, perfect and wonderful and everything I never thought I was. Having grown up with severe depression and self-hate, I have created a life-long habit of self-destruction.. But now that I have her in my life, I realize that this whole time on Earth I should have been loving myself just as much as I love her. Wow. Why did it take me this long to come to this?
My body was nearly destroyed, but it feels like a symbolic letting go of my past. Motherhood, to me, means embodying love in the face of fear. I'm still transitioning into motherhood.. I'm still learning how to let go of my past ideals and bad habits. I'm learning how to be a good example of love, which is really really difficult. Especially since love had never been so real to me until now. It's terrifying and I want to run away from it, but I can't. I need to learn how to be love, for my daughter and for myself and for my family.
This realization had led me down the NDE rabbit hole. I've been obsessed with hearing about divine love and coming home eternally. I crave to hear about peoples encounters with guardian angels. I am comforted by the knowing there are spirits surrounding me, guiding and helping me.
But it seems like no matter who I talk to about this stuff, no one is as interested in it. Not even slightly. Which makes me feel so alone. It makes me question my intuition, it makes me feel crazy. It has a way of catapulting me into depressive episodes.
I want to embody love, and be a beacon of light for others. I desperately need to connect with my higher self but I'm not sure how. I'm practicing meditation and positivity, but my heart aches for something deeper. I trust it will come to me in time, as all is part of a divine plan. Any recommendations would be appreciated.
Thank you for reading my story.