u/boredmango5445

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Yeah so hi, i'm a girl from Eastern Europe (you can guess my country when we start chatting if you want!) and i'm suffering from depression and a very bad screen addiction, which are pretty much correlated. Without boring anyone, i want to improve my life and my mental health by using reddit more intentionally instead of spending too much time here. I haven't managed to find my people yet and i haven't called someone a true friend in a long time.

I used to be into spiritual stuff (astrology, tarot) before i got depressed. I'm trying to get back into some childhood hobbies (which are kind of silly, but if we end up being super close and i feel like i can trust you, i'll tell you more about them). I'm hoping to meet other introverts here with similar hobbies and/or who are also recovering from bad mental health. I just want us to rely on each other and not disappear after a while :(

I'm also a very cuddly person, so if you're someone who values hugs too, i think we will get along great :D Sometimes when i get emotional, i just need to know there's someone out there for me who can give me a hug.

I want hugs and cuddles :(

EDIT: Welp, this post made me realise that people only care when it's cute and sweet. Once you have a problem, everyone disappears..

I'm tired of this shit

I'm very tired from having to walk for hours. I'm also lonely and have no friends. I just wish there was someone who cared...

Went with my dad to a concert, he said it was supposed to be a 30 minutes walk but it was 1 hour🥲 and now we're coming back. I just want some support and to talk with someone

I really need a hug

Just checking on my fellow comrades :)

I'm also looking for some close friends. Everyone seems to be super busy doing whatever, while i have all the time in the world. I just want to be someone's priority😔 not wait a day for a text

Title pretty much, i have no one to talk to tonight, i've texted countless people and no one replied. I'm sorry in advance if i'm a bit dull, it's not my intention😔

I'm constantly depressed, i swear i can't do this anymore. Please send a wave of hugs

I'm going to be honest, if you want to make a good, long-term friend, i'm not the person for you. Actually, i suck at making friends. BUT but i suppose this sub is also for meeting people and having fun, no? So here i am, lol. If you just want to have a casual chat, drink a virtual beer and joke around, feel free to send a message.

If you have no idea what to message, you can try guessing where i'm from :)

EDIT: Why is everyone guessing Germany, i'm not from Germany guys :0

I'm probably the least deserving person of a hug and honestly, i have a lot of pent up frustration and depression within me. Today it's just another day when i realise that it's my own fault when it comes to everything. I don't have any friends and whenever i try to talk to someone on here, i end up being very defensive and mean to people for no reason. As much as i crave connection, i also fear it and there are some deep insecurities within me when it comes to my own self-worth and my place here on this planet. I hate seeing people irl together, which makes me angry. I also don't feel like i deserve what they have.

I could go on and on, but i feel like my excuses don't matter.

How can someone spend the majority of their lives having no friends? No partner? You tell me (you can probably figure out that's my life, send help ;~;)

I'm sorry in advance if this post is going to be too dramatic. I had a good day today, played some video games, but after that i start to get really sad because i remembered that i'm alone, i have no friends where i'm currently living and truth is, i don't even want to live here. My dream is to move abroad to another country, i don't know which one, because part of me believes i could never end up in a great western country like many people from my country who move abroad (i live in Eastern Europe).

I guess i just wish i wasn't alone in this. Maybe there are some people here feeling the same way as i do

The more i talk to people online, the more i feel like i have to protect myself. For the life of me, i can't trust anyone anymore. I've been depressed for God knows how long, i have become a recluse who spends all her time at home, listening to music or playing games on my phone. Even my passion doesn't bring me any joy now.

I get easily frustrated and angry when i'm going through a difficult time and i ask people online for support and they're not helping me at all. Some of them try, i can't blame them, i'm just too tired of all these connections where i can't seem to...connect to people, even when they're nice. And then the constant comparison of X and Y going out with their friends while i dont' have any...yeah. Life's great, what can i say..

I feel like i've finally woken up to reality and realised that i've been wasting all my time chasing pseudo relationships online while real life has passed me by

It's that time of the month😭 i literally woke up at 4 am bc of pain, took a painkiller and here i am 2 hours later, still in pain

Why is reddit making me feel this way every night :(

I realised i didn't really like hanging out with them that much, so i decided to end the friendship. It was brief, but it served it's purpose. Now i'm scared cause i have no one i can chat with and enjoy their company😭 I tend to feel lonely at night and tonight is no exception.

I will be honest thought, i'm currently a NEET (basically a loser with nothing to do) so i'd appreciate if i could find similar people. I tend to get triggered by people with "a normal life" (job, friends, partner) because i'm not like that and i've always been different from most people. Been struggling with accepting who i am. I wish i was just an average person with an average life who fitted in :(..

Hii all, hope i'm not trespassing any rule, but i'd like to offer some free birth chart readings to people who really need it!

I've been feeling quite depressed lately but now that i'm feeling better, i've reconnected with my passion for astrology and i'd like to help people rediscover themselves, empower them or simply give some advice. I've been studying astrology for 6 years now and have prior experience with birth chart readings.

I won't keep this post up for too long, so if you want a reading, don't hesitate to reach out :)