u/f0lil

fun time feeling great

fun time feeling great

They probably just got kicked out for being weird but wish we got to see more

was walking home- a bit windy but i thought i guess i won't go through the park because ive been stressed about the park since hantavirus outbreak. Was walking along the sidewalk and there was a ledge and the wind pushed a bunch of leaves from the park onto me...
brain: hantavirus bird flu
dogs pee and poop there kids play there the leaves were probably contaminated probably got in your face ur gonna die
so yeah got home and showered which is all i can do but i genuinely don't know how to function i bet a bunch of kids got leaves blown on them walking the same route and don't care... dont know if ill ever go back to that

was walking home- a bit windy but i thought i guess i won’t go through the park because ive been stressed about the park since hantavirus outbreak. Was walking along the sidewalk and there was a ledge and the wind pushed a bunch of leaves from the park onto me…

brain: hantavirus bird flu
dogs pee and poop there kids play there the leaves were probably contaminated probably got in your face
ur gonna die

so yeah got home and showered which is all i can do but i genuinely don’t know how to function i bet a bunch of kids got leaves blown on them walking the same route and don’t care… dont know if ill ever go back to that

I’ve watched this show like 5 times and I don’t think I’ve gotten any smarter or really understand what they talking about…

I know super asymmetry not real but i’m still like… wait what is it

i would be most interested in how u think Sheldon or even bernadette would act due to her being in medicine

I was walking in park and a dog started kicking up dirt and dust after pooping as i walked by scared i'm going to get hantavirus - the park has alot of people daily and in the sun and weather and has a bunch of rat bait traps near by im just scared i also had a mask on but im scared of the dust and stuff on me and on my bag

I was walking in park and a dog started kicking up dirt and dust after pooping as i walked by scared i'm going to get hantavirus - the park has alot of people daily and in the sun and weather and has a bunch of rat bait traps near by im just scared i also had a mask on but im scared of the dust and stuff on me and on my bag

I literally was doing so good now i’m worse than before I don’t want to go outside or anything and every little thing somehow relates back to hantavirus.

idk what to do im suffering

I was walking in park and a dog started kicking up dirt and dust after pooping as i walked by scared i’m going to get hantavirus - the park has alot of people daily and in the sun and weather and has a bunch of rat bait traps near by im just scared i also had a mask on but im scared of the dust and stuff on me and on my bag

I was walking in park and a dog started kicking up dirt and dust after pooping as i walked by scared i’m going to get hantavirus - the park has alot of people daily and in the sun and weather and has a bunch of rat bait traps near by im just scared i also had a mask on but im scared of the dust and stuff on me and on my bag

I had never self harmed in any way most of my life. This past year to year and a half i started getting contamination ocd- scared of germs anxiety getting worse. Then I needed up moving back in with my mom after college. Due to me suddenly having alot of new mental health issues hard for her to understand we would fight a lot. I started with just like scratching my skin like last summer I would just scratch the surface and have my skin be red for a bit but it would go away… that seemed like good coping. kinda was doing scratching for awhile but with my mental health and the fighting getting worse now i hit myself to where i leave bruises. I don’t want to be doing it and it’s bad and it hurts - especially because i’m mostly doing it on my legs and thighs and ouch it hurts to walk morning after… again i don’t want to be doing this and because of my health anxiety i worry i’m like going to be causing health issues to myself- never would hit my head because scared id give myself a deadly brain injury

but in a way it’s just when me and my mom fighting i have anger and frustration and feeling like im a bad person and a burden that i just do it feel like i deserve it sometimes but just good way to get emotions out and i feel it bad but when i see i actually bruise then i feel accomplished

yes i can just stop drinking from it and wash the cup but my brain says i’ll contaminate all the dishes in the sink and washing once wont be enough

This isn’t like looking for medical advice- just wondering if anyone else has been experience anxiety over it or has been coping with some spiritual practices. Even if anyone has done any readings or deity communication that has given insight into what’s going on.

I work in a school around the same people for hours- grocery shopping is close i just don’t get how that’s doesn’t constitute for like quarantine

going insane don’t know how to be mentally well- my mom feeds animals and washes her hands less than what i think is okay -

also in general she probably would not take hantavirus or anything seriously unless like the state shuts down

i’m very stress

Yeah hantavirus- seems it’s just getting worse and that it changed from like u need to be really close contact to just u can get sick being near people on plane.

I just this is really hard just being in a long distance relationship anyways i’m scared that this virus going to be a thing and i’ll never see my partner again

but also concern if it gonna keep getting worse and if it’s safe to travel next week

just nervous i’m gonna be traveling soon for my partners graduation… i’ve been masking on planes since covid but im still worried also just meeting family and around a bunch of people
also just stressed out because i moved back home with my mom and our apartment very like outdoorsy- we have birds and deer and i mean last summer there were some mice on a hill by our apartment. Also shared communal outdoor laundry room and just blegh. I have to walk to work everyday through a park it’s just hard.

My mom also probably doesn’t care about this until like other people start doing precautions so it’s frusturatinf thinking about her getting something accidentally and then i’m stuck with her

My mental health has been getting worse due to environments. My partner has been genuinely supportive and comforting. I just see myself getting worse especially with hantavirus right now. They said they’re even scared of me being agoraphobic. We don’t fight but it’s hard when I’m spiraling and they get frustrated because they can’t help silence my brain. and i genuinely afraid of dying so i panic.

Just feel like with the world getting worse i’m going to get worse mentally doesn’t feel fair to make someone deal with me