is it wrong to think People on reddit have ruined my view of Christianity and made me really want to just ignore it and move on to things that don't make me worry?
i am the one that started it so it is also my fault but at this point i feel like the damage has already been done. at this point it feels like it comes to this: either ditch my little pony or burn in hell. i just want to enjoy the things i enjoy, and thats it, i'm Autistic and i Believe mlp is my hyperfixtation. Autistic People's minds work different. Autistic People can have hyperfixtations. mlp is mine. i try to be Christian but at this point i try to not think about Christianity as much because then i get worried and overthink. mlp is my comfort show and my hyperfixtation so of course i'm going to love it. when You get upset do You turn to things You enjoy and calm You down? i do. it feels like if i am not Thinking about God 24/7 or enjoy the secular things i enjoy then i am sinning. i am so tired of being worried and scared. yet it seems like no matter what the thoughts about what if People on the internet are right do not go away.