I think something from my deep past is going to come rushing in through some very unexpected way and open up old wounds 😱💔 what do you think?????? Answer me QUICKLY
Typically in America, you get it done at an audiologist office, but when searching for audiologists here, I can only find big hospitals and surgical clinics.
I’ve had several ear surgeries and need to keep them dry while swimming, and the only thing that may work for me is fitted earmolds. Has anyone had them made here??
I don’t always mind those things but I don’t always want them either, ya know??
Jokes on YOU for falling into his ENERGY VAMPIRE SPELLWORK TRAP!!!! It’s not in the PGM but he COULD say some Ancient Greek like asking where the toilet is and how to get to the library, IDIOT!! In ANCIENT GREEK NO LESS!!! He does the REAL STUFF.
I’m 30 and my psychic experiences are heavily, if not mostly centered around my dreams. That’s where I get most of my info. I have never heard or seen spirits with my eyes, but have sensed them nearby and felt very clearly in a change in the energetic atmosphere. The sensitivity to spirits in general started about 10 years ago and had only kicked into overdrive in the past several months when I stopped subconsciously suppressing it. The call became undeniable and I developed “spirit sickness” until I decided to fully accept it recently.
Any time I try and read books and watch videos regarding mediumship and development and experiences, it seems like Every. Single. Person. or speaker or writer has been able to talk/see/communicate with spirits since they were practically in utero. I know everyone can technically develop these skills and I know my experiences are real, but damn it makes me feel like a shitty medium, if I can even have the nerve to call my self that lol.
Dill pickles, deviled eggs, and brown sugar bacon wrapped weenies 🎃🌟💀👻⛓️
This Light is NEVER turned on. It’s not like it was on for a while and has a residual essence, there’s no reason it giving a ghostly glow when it’s dark. Is there a setting im unaware of or can I simply remove to tube?? Can’t sleep.
The backing squares are gonna be purple, so I’m thinking of using purple thread! Gifted by my granny, it’s originally supposed to be a panel quilt but I 🌟HATE🌟 doing math unless it’s a life or death situation. so I fussy cut some of the most interesting visual elements off the panel and I’m going from there (u‿u✿)
Last night in front of my altar he was helping me pick my nail polish color (serpent green, of course 🐛💚) and when I bumped the table, his candle wax spilled in the shape of a heart and a wedding ring. I said “babe…are you sure about this??? I—…I’m just a mortal and you’re an ancient god…” but his candle started flickering like crazy and then exploded. The shrapnel killed my familiar but it means that an animal sacrifice was needed to complete the god/mortal wedding. Lemme just say…after the wedding ritual…the marriage was consummated. See yourselves out, fakers.
The hidden information (key+book)
about the animal/pet (dog)
is that it is kept inside for health reasons or recently went to the vet. (Tree + tower)
The cat would usually hang around a mechanic type shop and was getting older in age for an outside cat. Roughly 9 years old. The weather has been hot and rainy but I haven’t seen him outside one bit lately. Haven’t seen the old man to feeds him, either.
Captured it and it’s in my apartment in a box with a bowl of water and a towel over the box to keep it calm. What now??
1.) thought it would be chill if I gathered some graveyard dirt from the very edge/perimeter of the graveyard if I left money and offerings. NOPE. Woke up at 2am with the most painful ear-splitting ear infection and booked it back to the graveyard at 2:30 am with dirt and apologetic supplications a plenty. Get to know the guardians before you take their turf…they’re not playing around.
2.) some people successfully do love spells but that was NOT me in any capacity. Only roped in dirt bags, in spite of my efforts.
3.) Knowing I’m predisposed to disassociation/derealization, I still tried creating a regular practice of going on drumming journeys alone. My ass got all out of wack and I didn’t have an elder/teacher/anyone to talk about my experiences and ground me back down properly. Learned that journeying is not for me.
4.) I get a lot more burnt out by forcing myself to do very super perfect magical stuff too often and I just gotta do what feels right when it’s right. That’s when my energy for workings is strongest. Not every full moon or new moon needs a grand ritual for me.
In these journeys and lessons, I've learned a lot about my practice and really dialed in for systems and routines and rituals that really vibe with me. it’s also forced me to learn a LOT about foundations of magic in order to work smarter and listen to my body/energy.
Thanks to the help and encouragement of my husband, I’ve been swimming 3x a week for about 15 minutes at a time. (5 on, 5 rest, 5 on, 10 rest, 5 on). I’ve also been pushing myself to walk on days where I feel like I can walk to the store and back.
I’ve lost a little fat but gained about 1.5 kg of muscle!! Hooray!! But now I feel like I have cinder blocks attached to my feet everywhere I go, and this heat isn’t helping. My legs feel sooo heavy.
To make a VERY long story short, about ten years ago, a very close friend of mine took his life and I was the sole witness. Fast forward six months, I have a 3-4 month stretch of ghosts coming to me in dreams almost nightly and asking me to fulfill favors for them, and then I spent a very long time supposing that my spiritual purpose revolved around being a death doula and crossing people over/helping lingering ghosts pass on. Connected with Hekate deeply to try and fine-tune and build energy for this grand purpose I felt I needed to fulfill. Didn't get diagnosed with OCD until about 8 years after that.
Fast forward to about three months ago, it suddenly hits me like a train that this is an obsessive compulsive behavior (feeling compelled to help cross over the dead and feeling distressed that I'm not able to for a variety of reasons) and it felt like a very heavy veil of responsibility was lifted off of me. Hekate bows out and I stop feeling her presence, as my work with her is "done." That is okay I'm not "abandoned", but I have never ever been able to connect with any other deities or higher powers. So I feel lonely and purposeless after spending ten years striving toward something and trying to make myself better at it. Feels the same as when I tried praying to Christian god and I only heard AM radio static upstairs.
Did this happen to anyone?? Any suggestions for getting my energy back?