u/sirpentious

Ok before anyone roasts me I've been reading a lot on this subreddit about people who don't want to come back to earth.i am aware there are different types of reincarnation within different religions etc. So just getting that out of the way.

Which is fair and wanting to rack up good karma so they don't have to come back to earth and can "ascend" now seems like there's no genuine intent to be a good person but other people won't know that. Don't we have the choice to come back anyway?

(Now stick with me for a minute.)

I understand some people who were really bad won't get that choice? Right?

So how would that affect us after death if someone is only being good for a "reward" because we've been taught that there is an end.

Sure they'll come back with a clean slate but with so much info these people will relearn what reincarnation is once again and the cycle make unintentionally repeat itself.

So wtf do we do? Alot of genuine people I'm sure are here to be good people and help others out because they have morals and not because of karma.

But once you learn about reincarnation you start to question to yourself if you're really a good person or if you're doing it for the "reward"

I'm tired of the minimum wage but the entire district I'm in is taken by 1 contract company. They never give raises and if they do it's 0.15¢ which is like rare at all.

Currently make $15.15 an hour

For obvious reasons maybe In a few years I can move to a new city and find a job first course lol.

Did you just apply and they said they were union?

Did you go through a company that tells you which districts are union?

u.s btw. Any help would be appreciated. I have no interest in college and I have thought about it but I'm tired. There's no colleges for introvert jobs lol 😆

I genuinely enjoy my job and I'm good at it so I want to be a custodian basically forever.

Over the years I barely donated anything because I was always so worried about places pocketing the money instead of using it to help the actual homeless.

Someone on here had actually mentioned using the tax website to see which charities actually use their money to help those who barely use any. (I understand the accuracy may be off but it has helped me feel more confident in donating)

A shelter in my local area uses 90% of the money to help their shelter. The website shows case managers, daily food, showers and new clothes,providing new IDs and documents and shoes for job interviews.

I assume the other 10% is to pay bills water and electricity and employees even if there are volunteers working together I'm unsure.

I genuinely want to help the homeless and donate more often and have felt discouraged for a very long time but now I'm starting to feel more happy seeing more provided information as I've heard from people on this sub that some charities don't help at all and some actually do and get you into housing.

Most likely they will have to be manually fixed by their developers so please reach out on the mod discord!

There's an article I read years ago that talks about a woman who died in a country during the war. She was a man during the war and the plane crash landed on a different continent.

She was told by spirit guidd that she was not allowed to go back to the country they came from and had to be born in the new country.

It's confusing because I hear so many stories about people who choose their lives, forced reincarnation or never coming back to specific planets.

So why is this specific person not given any options?

Has anyone ever been reincarnated in another country when traveling?

Please don't say "it depends" or "we keep reincarnating"

Those aren't answers I'm looking for.

It sounds like hell to keep coming back and just because we "forget" doesn't mean we can't "feel" done with this life and just want it to be over.

Has anyone anywhere been told what happens after we're "done" what does "enlightenment' look like?? What the hell does the other side look like? Like actually LOOK LIKE? People say they see the other side but there's never any real description.

I don't want to go to another planet or be here on earth anywhere.

I feel "old" and done with life. Do I want to die? No. I do art and it's the only thing in my life that makes me happy. Nothing else does there's no special interest I like unless I have money to do so.

Spoiler alert. Living paycheck to paycheck. Sure I have savings but it's for emergencies like rent or bills. It's not play money. It hasn't been since I started working.

Any real answers you have that you've heard around would be greatly appreciated. I'd love to know if anyone has any experiences where they see or talk to someone on the other side or had any non NDE and more of a before life memory.

Thanks for reading.