u/strawberry_babe0903

Hello I am 22F I was pretty confident and kid and I had crazy set backs . My college kicked me out my parents kicked me out I ve gained weight like crazy like 90kilos even I was skinnesstt. I've stayed isolated for years and I've lost alllll the abilities I had . Now thay I am in uni I ve become v. Quite person but others around me v.... cool

Acc. To my choice if wardrobe I am pretty bold with dressing that's kind of how I express myself . Prob is people invite me to do stuff with them but I can't open up and I just can't. And i am not confident at all and can't speak at all . And I have no idea how to behave in friend groups coz I almost never had one . Recently one group invited me but the next time I was excluded like I neve existed. They are my fellows I can't even change them .

I am ready to be molded and make myself interesting so I can have people around me. I just need a kicked start and like what to do and where to start .

I didn't go home for 4 years now . I repeated my first year of mbbs .my parents are sooooo fucking ignorant they won't call me after months and months . My sibling won't talk to me . I am fucking so depress and I am constantly boreddd v. Much like I suffocates all the time .

And I can't study ... I wanna study but all the time I get mood swings and angry ... i am so fucking struggling

I am 23F . Have u seen such cases or witnessed ? Don't get me wrong but I think I want to marry other then south Asian ethnicity ( no offense only prefrence)

I wonder if anyone know some people or someone experienced. I would love to hear .and any advices regarding this .

I grew up in crazy family , still i am in one but I have some ways indulged in me because I never thought I will get rid of this family and culture and. I compromised and mold myself into that but my fate bring me suddenly to another country ,

I live my free life now , wear whatever I want but abuse from my family is not stopping they keep telling me to wear less revealing clothes and thwy send me abusing msgs like curse words and call me bad words. And as I grew up in sooooo bad environment I adapted masculine traits I am not cutsy girl:( or bubbly yes I live but I just keep living

And I have good news this is my first time coloring my hair ☺️ next month . ✨️ I am trying to do what I want but imaginary lines of boundaries keep stopping u know what I mean?

I wanna marry In another race or culture ( especially without religion) but I am already surviving and not living have no personality. Idk if therapy will help me. How do I heal now what I am by myself? I still have v. Deep scars as I ve beaaten like a donkey with wires , extensions , shoes, heels, my hairs :( they pulled out of my head when i was in my family. And it all happend when I was kid. There are so many scars to deal with idk what to do :(

Mery parents mjy iPhone 17 pro max gift krna chahty hen . Lakin.. installments pa . Mjy bura lag rha hy onky liye . Lakin mera pehla mobile khrb ho ke kapar ban gya hy me mobile lena b chahti hon par onpa bojh bhi ni daalna chahti . Agr wo installments pay kren gy each month mjhy lgta hy mjh se wo phone enjoy ni hoga .

Kia kron :(?

Or is currently enrolled in ? I need some info ...

Just hear me out, I am not naturally jealous person this is the first time I ever felt it and I do regret it , I usually mind my own business and I have better life ahead amin🙏.

I grew up v.fat and I was crazy bullied by all people my name was "fat" .anyone who wanted to call thwy use to say come here fat girl , do this fat girl atm i didn't feel but now I think smh I build diffrent mind patterns. Even my sisters and so many other people are skinny but I never felt jealous I was just living my life.

Then my younger cousin born she is etherel fr . I was applying her mascara that was first time I felt jealousy she has absolutely barbie type lashes and she was kid then and now she is so skinny soooo cute face features like exactly barbie and defined naturally curly hair like etherl fr. I never saw pretty women more then her :((( and idk I feel jealous from her idk what to do how to handle myself I compare my self to teenager girl this is shameful . But the fact is I always remain this way and she will bloom more and she ll have everything and no bully at all ..

Idk how do I relieve this feeling .

So basically hmaari family koi religious ya conservative ni hy ,... so I am.allowed tonwear jeans shirt but not sleeveless. It's weird right ? Even jeans shirt is more revealing . Me pakistan kapry pehnna chahti hon bas sleeveless kurti with plazo. Is me bura to kuch ni??

Me mama ko kia keh ke smjhao ? Wo sleeveless ko koi be hayai ka act smjh k hy hy krny lagti hen . To phir jeans shirt be hayai ni h kia ? Ye kia doghla pan hy?

Hello. I gained weight alot I am thinking to joing any club for sport with women or mix . Is there any recommendations? Also, kia aek moti larki karate ya boxing seekh skti hy? 🤧 kahin ajeeb to ni lgy ga?

Koi club ya school h is type ka to bta dain . Shukriya .

How much it cost ? And is it effective? Also did anyone experienced hairs again ؟ and it it effective

Any experience will be appreciated

Is there any courses available or smthng? When I speak English it sounds like typical Indian talking with solid T sounds and tingling vibe . I just wanna get rid of it. Please help

Is this how we live ?

I am a student, btw ... I am v.rryyyy lazy, lethargic? And sloppy, lol . I can't get up in the morning at all , I can't get out at all, too , unless i am staring till my brain out . And I can't study and I didn't study for the whole year. ..

I have no habit , no life, no friends, no family? , nothing . I want to 💀☠️ ... idk ... I don't like it and the effort it takes to change life is insane maybe i will always stay this way

I am 23F, finishing 3rd year almost.... I never applied to med school it's all my father no one asked they just manipulation me into this field , and disgustingly emotionally abuse me by telling me " tum to kamzor ho isi liye medicle field ni krskti , agr kamzro na hoti to medicle me admission leti" and this is what I heard in 11, 12 class all ... well I got admitted in med school , now every day ka drama every single day

Paper pass hua ya ni hua ? Agr hogya to kkoi takky ki appreciation ni , agr ni hua to mama baba ka ajeeb sa reaction mama rony pitny pa ajatin hen or actually me onhen anxiety hone lagti hy ( annual exam ni bas normal pa) or baba to alag hi makhlooq h ankhen oper chiri hui har wqt mou bna hua galian galoch zilat.

Mjh se ni hoparha .me thak gai 100% . 1 % b na ab prhny ki himat hy na chlny ki na chorny ki ....

Me bas chahti hon me Mar jaon tah ke kuch kiye bgahir kuch hojye .

As usual I am also from those dysfunctional families where men abuse and women stays . My mom is v.nice woman but she has crazy/insanely habit of negative kids ans their needs also her own . I moved out like some years ago 1st 2 years I use to keep my hpuse messy, dirty clothes , dry flakey face , and keep eating unhealthy shit I watched growing up and now that effected me so bad I am obese now ( I was not) food Is only comfort , and I learned hard way to wash my clothes when people mocked me , same for other basic things.

For now yea I can do home chores and laundry but Ita so hard for me and self care is not in conversation. I feel extremely guilty of wearing nice clothes and taking care of myself it makes me feels this is not me but sorry to day my dirty self seems so familiar.

I wonder where do I start how do I work on mentality and myself and take care of myself and body and

what else do people do to manage their life?

V.weird story indeed, he was a man next to my bathroom . Maybe it's normal but maybe we shpuld care about that next person won't feel good abput it ,

That maaan came into bathroom pissed hardly, farted out fucking louddddd 2 times ss and pich pich pich pich he jerked can't belive .....

He didn't gaf I was next to him . Byeeeeee

I am student, and my parents don't support me emotionally at all , I live in another country to study I have barely friends I do have classmates but previous years I had some problems with them that I truly regret and things are good for 1 year but still no connection with anyone yet.

But j am so emotionally alone ,, I call my parents they have toxic obsession with grades they will fight with each other over my grades if i get low grade I am over , they won't call me , they will block me for years and years and don't let my siblings talk to Me too, and won't call me back home . It's been mow 4 years I didn't go home because I failed in 1st year but I did it again and now I am I'm 4th year already. Still that 1st year isn't being forgettable from my family .

So in short I got no deep connection with anyyyyy single person at all I study by myself but there is no person ar all to cheer me up or to hangout maybe once in a week or where I can rely on truly and I am sooooo drained and empty ...

If there any model of dumb phone that has only whatsapp on it ?

Hi guys, I am a student, and my finals are here. I didn't study much in a year, but I have a problem. I can't stay consistent with studying, and I must need someone otherwise ia m lazy piece of 💩😢

What do I do ? I dont want a study partner online..... I am looking for the ways to study myself for the rest of my life so I cannot depend on anyone