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I ALWAYS KNEW MY SITUATION WAS BAD, BUT NOT THIS

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I have stalkers because of my parents lies. These stalkers won't quit. What do I do?

I try to apply at a job they call them to convince them not to hire me.

I am stuck in the house because I like to walk but I am now followed every where.

Law enforcement have completely abandoned me. They're just there to keep the status quo and if that status quo is corruption, they're perfectly fine with that.

Mental health is to just convince me to doubt my eyes, and ears, and mind. Re education.

I guess I should have been a lying bastard. Then I would have friends and money and happiness.

And people say there's a God, could've fooled me.

I am reminded someone my oldest sister told me once, "One day, I will tell you what lies parents tell their kids." This was when I veas 23. I am 34. And her own kids were right there when she said it.

That last part has nothing to do with anything, just thought it was interesting.

Gang-Stalkers? Maybe I'll just hide from the world in my room for as long as I can. Until someone tells me to get out. Dope myself up with sleep meds so I don't feel the pain as much.

All of that doesn't seem so bad anymore.

Maybe I was shown the real world and I can't handle it?

I don't know what to do anymore.

No will ever believe me that I am not this monster everyone is basically made me out to be.

I really really don't want to homeless but even before these revilations, I never felt I belong at work.

Like others have said, I am not special. But then why in every social situation,even growing up, have always felt like I was the odd one out.

That is honestly how I felt. I thought it was be

Thoughts?

Do gang stalkers use apps like Earth cam to monitor live stream cameras?

Or use Google play store apps to monitor?

Come on! What the hell is going on! Can someone please please please explain this bs.

I live with my parents. And regretfully I was not a good son. But that stat can probably be labeled as a crime against humanity for how loosely I'm using it.

But would parents put small spy cameras around the house and in my room?

I'm 34 and pathetically still live here.

Is there any hope they will stop?

I think mine started because I was not a great person. Very very dispicable.

Is all of this to get me to move out of their house? So they feel safe. But than why not just kick me out? I don't understand

Why do gang stalkers always try to get a TI put into a mental ward?

I get the discrediting of a person character but can't that without all of this?

Would a burner phone be monitored by GS? Because I am getting tired of all my online movements beings between me, myself, and my gang-stalkers.

Hi, if I know a person name and address how can I find more information on them, LEGALLY?

Edit: and before anyone else think I am trying to stalk someone, No I am being stalked and am trying to gather enough information to take to the police.

Thank you

I am being stalked and have my life basically being ruined because a-hole neighbors follow me around, and secretly informing and showing from my guess, videos of me raging out on my elderly parents.

Ok, but even though I recognize I was not a good guy in those moments, how does stalking me and making sure everything hates me and not wanting them to have anything to do with me?

How does that help? How can I turn over a new leaf? Or do these people who want to punish the bad guys, shouldn't everyone have a chance at redemption?

Also, none of these people confront me directly. No just come up me and explain what I am doing wrong. How do someone supposed to improve when no one will even tell them your mistake.

No, everyone make not so subtle references to things I don't, knowing I will pick up on it.

And when I directly ask them about the reference. They deny it then and then when I am basically forced to accept their answer. The repeat everything.

1. them make subtle references to past things

2. I confront them on it and ask about the reference

3. they deny the accusations

4. I, again am forced to accept his answer

5. then they repeat again and they

6 advice?

Help! I am under attack by a lot of people. 4 main things these psychopaths are using against me: 1) isolation; 2) secretly recorded video of me raging out at elderly parents (for those cares, there are good reasons for that); 3) stalking; 4) cyber monitoring. ADVICE PLEASE. Thank you.

A lot of them will show up in the comments because they are monitoring my devices as I write this.

Also how can someone learn to be better if there are people out there making every interaction to go horrible.

See they follow me around and show and tell people how much of a monster I am.

But how can someone learn to be better if you have people like that, sabotaging every chance you get?

Advice?

I have neighbors who follow me when I go for a walk. Now I'm not leaving my house.

So, I have been trying to get information and evidence on these people through legal means.

But the truth is I really don't want to escalate this situation. I just want to be left alone.

The reason I am being followed I have explained on a other posts. So they're there. So I don't want to go more into that.

All I'll say is some will see that I deserve the harassment. Maybe. Maybe not.

And they are tracking my phone number and computer.

My question is this: do you think if I delete the bit of information I have, would they leave me ?

The information I have is nothing I could use anyways. All it is is just initial information gathering.

I'm not a victim in the situation, ok, and I don't want to come off as that, but do you think they will leave me alone if I do.

Like I say they monitor my phone and I just have accepted monitoring because I can't find a way to protect against it.

So my question: will they leave me alone is not just an question for Internet people but also a question to those who are following me:

Will you please leave me alone please?

Thanks

Also couldn't cruel behaviors be developed into by themselves by being victims of cruelty from others who record those to make themselves seem like the victims?

Can't people understand this? Why are people so easily duped by the actual cruel people or the originators. Leaving the "first victim" to suffer the hatred of society?

Everyone wants everyone to understand their terrible situation but they are unwilling to understand someone else's?

Why do people over look the bad behavior of their friends or allies but act like a bunch of sheep when they are obviously being weaponized against someone? Weaponized to hate on someone that they don't even know?

Like for example someone starting off genuinely nice and kind but through years of toxic family manipulation and cruelty becomes toxic and cruel then those family members film their cruelty to scapegoate them as the bad person, and making themselves seem like the good person.

Shouldn't their close friends know how their true selves are? Know that the real toxic person is their friend and not the one their friend is aiming everyone at?

And if you are this kind person turned toxic and has film toxic moments to be used against you by controlling parents and family, what should you do?

Can someone explain to me the difference between being polite in public but a monster behind closed doors and the old lesson of parents telling their kids of being on their best behavior in public?

Also can't the idea that in the monsters behind closed doors suffer from shyness as well?

I am not asking for advice more just curious. Answer if you want to or not. Doesn't matter.

What job can someone who doesn't like being around people but don't have any real significance higher education can or should do that will allow them to live by themselves, no gf or roommates, anyone?

Thanks

Everyone hates me because of my anger raging out behind closed doors made me seem like I try keep this nice guy image in front of the public but a monster behind closed doors.

But believe or not, that was never the intention.

I always recognized that is a cowardly way to be. And hated myself for a long while because I used to think I was like that until I realized I wasn't or at the very least not completely.

I used to think I nevered stood up for myself at work and so I quit a lot.

But I realized I wasn't quitting because I couldn't stand up for myself. I quit actually because I cannot stop standing up for myself at work.

Side note: one of the reasons I actually hate work is because I, not meaning to, shove myself into this "polite facade" that everyone wants to say I put on for the public.

Which I never meant for it to be like that.

But I actually hate that persona. The persona of "golly geez" guy. But I don't know how to get rid of that guy when I go out to work.

Because I think part of my anger comes from people seeing me as a wimp due to that persona which I never liked. But it's just hard to get rid of. To actually be more of my true self.

But back to what I was saying I actually quit because I stand up for myself, is due to my anger.

People think I only take my anger out on people behind closed doors, no.

There is tons of times I have taken my anger out on people at work.

But after a while when I do that, I end up quitting because usually the person I raged out on, goes and turn everyone in my department against me, because I have no ability to get anyone on my side, so I usually quit because it makes going to much harder. And I already don't have much energy anyway to go to work and I just want to go do the job and go home but the office politics is super annoying and tiring.

See, I already knew I had bad anger which is why even as far back when I was in college already knew I didn't want a gf or wife. Well not because I didn't want a gf or wife but because I knew my anger was bad.

And I knew if I didn't have a place to retreat to away from everyone, it wouldn't be good. I never meant to stay in a place so long that I would develop a severe reputation of being an angry person by living with other people. But meant to get my own place. But things didn't go that way. No matter what I try to do, it's all turn to garbage. This sucks.

And it's a simple plan, except that getting money when you keep getting into arguments at work, doesn't exactly help with the finances.

The plan is still the same. To live by myself. But that plan has just been taking a much much longer and irritating path. And no I don't know.

I more than anything want a place by myself. But my anger gets into my way way too much. And even when I am trying to get onto a path, my anger springs up and ruins things for myself.

I don't know why I'm writing this. This was a thought from someone 10 years ago. Or the plan of someone to 10 years ago.

I see my anger highly connected to my ability to speak. So I was thinking about ways I could get rid of my ability to speak. But , deaf people don't speak much, due not being able to hear themselves, right, so if I get rid of my ability to hear, then my speech will go, then my anger.

It's a working plan...lol

Need some help and advice.

I am being harassed and stalked by my busy body neighbors.

Who THINK they are fighting some great fight against an abusive son for his elderly parents but only getting part of the story.

And are far too afraid to even entertain the that they are on the wrong side. Or at the very least, there is no good side

I need to get these criminal stalkers off my back.

I mean they think I am this abuser: but don't how I saved my mom from being attacked by scissors from my older sister.

Is this what a bad guy would do?

If this BS goes on, I fear for my safety.

I don't know what to do to get these violent people away from me. They live on the same street.

Can someone explain to the point of following me when I go for a walk if I had an argument with someone I'm living with.

They want to see me as a bad guy for fighting with people I live with.

But when I do go for a walk, trying to cool down, they follow me?

If people want to call me an abuser, then all of these people are my accomplices, because it's seems they want to shame me back into my house WHERE THE FUCKING ARGUMENT IS AT!

So, if I am an abuser, then they are my accomplices. By trying to force me back to the house where the fight is at.

So basically: they are domestic abusers themselves because they are pushing people back into a violent situation

That just shows their hypocrisy.

They don't care about any one: not women, DV victims, anyone, because if they did they would not be trying to force someone to go back to the place where the fight is happening

So to all of the people who follow me in their cars: you are guilty of pushing for domestic violence.

And this shows they don't care about the things they claim to care about because they only want to use it as a justification for their own failing and abusive behaviors.

They don't care about victim or women or old people, not any one

They would use any excuse to harass someone.

It just shows their hypocrisy.

It shows they would use any excuse, any justification that they want just to harass someone without care for a supposed victim. Not for victim not for women not for the elderly.

They are abusers cosplaying as heroes.

They are frauds.

The only difference between me and them is exposer time. They will be revealed as the abusers they truly are.

Their behavior shows they are just searching for a reason to justify their abusive behavior.

They are not trying to genuinely help anyone including supposed victims.

If I am deemed to be "polite" in public and a "monster" behind closed doors.

Their behavior shows the exact same thing.

So, to all of them: take off your costume my fellow abusers. I welcome you with open arms, you hypocritical losers.

It's hilarious that they claim to be the "good guys". Lol

With friends like that, who needs enemies.

But how can I?

People see my reactions but no one sees how many times I let something go.

The people who are causing me to react they just keep hammering away.

They do something 1/once and twice I ignore it.

When I had much better control over my anger, I was able to let go a lot more.

Not saying I'm always in the right

But what do I do when they do not stop?

This is a genuine question. Not blaming. Not justifying. It's a genuine question.

Please reply

What should I do when they(anyone) who just keep a constant stream of purposeful harassment all meant for 1thing, to make me reach and rage out?

Please reply

This not about family or any specific groups but how to handle a constant barrage of harassment meant for 1thing, to get an angry reaction but you are not capable in any time soon to move out.

So, especially stuck with a constant barrage of harassments meant to get angry reaction?

Like I said, not about family but just being in a situation where you cannot yet move or anything.

Not about one side being good or bad, dispite the wording of the post, it's not about complaining or anything.

Maybe the constant barrage of harassment is totally unknown by the producers.

When commication has been tried and is clearly not working.

This can be about two good groups, or two bad groups, or two neutral groups.

Just a truly honest advice to handle a situation where removing yourself from I living situation where harassment or a situation where an individual is experiencing a constant stream of action to make someone angry.

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Ok, look, point is this: is I try to outline every situation to say none of the group is intentionally trying to commit negative actions onto another, it will be an extremely long post, ok

Regardless of intent or anything else:

What to do when there's a constant stream of harassments or unintentional actions will not stop and communication has been tried and has not worked and you cannot yet remove yourself from the living situation,

How do you stop reacting? Stop getting angry?

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But how can I?

People see my reactions but no one sees how many times I let something go.

The people who are causing me to react they just keep hammering away.

They do something 1/once and twice I ignore it.

When I had much better control over my anger, I was able to let go a lot more.

Not saying I'm always in the right

But what do I do when they do not stop?

This is a genuine question. Not blaming. Not justifying. It's a genuine question.

Please reply

What should I do when they(anyone) who just keep a constant stream of purposeful harassment all meant for 1thing, to make me reach and rage out?

Please reply

How can someone justify to many people to Mentally harass someone. And even if that person isn't good. How can they convince some many people to join on it?

Do they just recruit losers who have nothing better to do with their time?

How do toxic people convince so many people to join in on mentally harass someone. To the point of explosive anger. Record that.

But if most if not all of the explosive anger is caused by the community harassing them to the point of extreme violence. And then they use those videos of the blowing to justify their harassment.

Doesn't any put 2 and 2 together that most if not all are caused by the very people who are trying to condemn over the angry video, that they were the cause because of their harassment?

Clarify:

1. Target individual: have not done anything wrong

2. Person who hates the target: recruit losers to help them with their harassment plan

3. The harassment works: no the target has been pushed to the point of extreme rage and violence

4. Community (filled with people who harass the target): now they hate the target for their extreme rage out bursts

5. But those moments did not exist until all the people who hate the target. Now they are using it to justify their harassment.

But it doesn't matter at this point. I gave these people enough material to forever see me as a bully. So now,me, Steve Clarence Langford, living in Huntsville Alabama, will go to the police and explain all the abuse.

I don't care. I'll go talk to the officers. Next week.

My harassers got their monster.

Screw it now.

Do you think that will get people to see me in a better light? Or what do people want me to do, to better my reputation and get some of the hate off of me?

I know it will be a long time. But is that what they want, me to go and face the consequences of my actions? And then can I have redemption?

I'm going to turn my self into the police because my family has posted videos of me in insane states. Online.

But my dad says he will deny but than would post video of me online.

But purposely anger me

Isn't that what he wants. Me to go jail I my violence, right and

So, fuck it.

My family hates me and the community hate me

The are also trying to

False frame me as a pdf file

So fuck I don't care

So going to go to the police. At the very least do that on my own terms

And not wait for it to be springed on me

They want to control everything in my life.

But no, I Will at the very least, do this on my fucking terms , not their

Steve Langford going to jail

My name is Steve Clarence Langford. From Madison County Alabama. Near Huntsville Alabama.

I'm not anywhere close to being a great person. But I would greatly appreciate if someone could help me with this.

If not, but please don't come to the comment section talking crap. I know I fucking deserve it.

But I would appreciate it.

Thanks

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