I guess both but I’d just like some confirmation and does the blood pooling cause the heart rate to spike???
✌️this would help me a lot so I can understand what to do
Like I always say he’s kind of like a mix of two ages he’s 9 He feels targeted or like he’s missing something because his brother is allowed to look at certain content that he is not allowed to look at.
Or that he is unable to use search while his brother can you search on YouTube kids it’s just been so many times where my cousin he would take up very inappropriate content or things that were mild and he would make it worse and a lot of you guys know what game theory is awesome channel I would say it’s mostly for older kids, but even the mild topics that I’ve banned but things that I thought were appropriate he can’t look at that.
Because he will mimic all and he might hurt himself or her other people or acting a very strange way because he’s mimicking things in a video game that people told me it’s completely fine. It’s not fine when he’s standing behind two young girls with a very long stick cause he saw it on TV right inappropriate and it’s getting a lot better and he stopped very unhealthy habits and we go over this a lot with him. He’s like why can’t I watch this but he can watch this and I always say it’s the maturity it’s the mimic everything I’m sorry and even I feel it’s unfair for him, but I have to do what I have to do.
And I just don’t think he will get it at all at least currently and he has kind of stopped and he think he can trick me into letting him watch crazy things. I was a kid too. I’m not even that old . I know everything he likes even the small bit of cartoon blood. I don’t like him to look at because he just reacts a little bit unsettling to it he’s gained access to a couple of shows because he stopped mimicking the content and it really wasn’t that bad. It was just mimicking poor personalities from characters. Anyways, I just had a small ramp because I do feel guilty and I do feel upset, but it’s not much that can be changed. I mean it’s absurd the amount of restrictions I have to put on his device. He can only go on kid YouTube.
That’s the only access he has and he’s getting an iPad and I do want him to have more freedom so obviously he will. It’s just going to be literal actually access to maybe Safari, which sounds scary but with Safari, you can allow only a couple of links so that he doesn’t go looking up something crazy or so that he can look up the days of the week or months because that’s a special interest, but on my iPad, he has access to nothing but kid YouTube it’s the screen being stuck on only on kid YouTube like a literal glowing brick 🤣
It’s been a month since I got some Lexapro so are they all just taking forever and so that every single person with like depression they wait up to two months and while they wait those two months they go fucking insane?
I hate this shit. I’m like losing it and you know maybe I should’ve told my doctor that yeah I do want to fucking kill myself and maybe they would’ve upped my prescription or gave me a different medication right now. I’m on like 10 mg and It honestly work for the first week actually quicker than most people and then after that week didn’t do shit and someone told me oh you’re only halfway there yeah OK buddy good for you. I’m happy you could wait fucking two fucking months oh my God you lucky little bitch.
a majority of people are fucking lucky. What do I mean? Oh they don’t have depression. I’m sorry this shit insane and now I’m gonna be the asshole for feeling like fucking crap goddamnit didn’t you say you were depressed? Obviously, it really wasn’t that bad. was it Michael because you’re undermining my experience when I say hey what was it like when you thought you were depressed but instead it was a vitamin deficiency oh I don’t fucking know. Stop bothering me u say.
Oh well, then I guess it really wasn’t that bad. It wasn’t. You’re right you didn’t have depression, but guess who does I do ☺️ god dam it
You know what makes it worse. It worked for the very first week. I’m acting the way. I’m acting because I felt like what it was like to be a normal person no, I can’t have that it’s not fair and if I never felt that didn’t feel like I was so sensitive or I could play with my siblings or interact more with people or feel comfortable and have less anxiety. I wouldn’t be so upset that right after that I would be hit with all my bullshit all over again and no one knows how bad it is and then I have to talk with people who take Lexapro for anxiety and yeah, I have anxiety and yeah I know it’s really bad and I’m sorry that I’m like oh it must’ve not been that bad but obviously wasn’t now was it for some.
And I know we shouldn’t compare mental health, but sometimes there’s just a big difference and sometimes people just don’t give a shit and I know that but it really do be the closest people who say they understand if you don’t understand then shut up or just say you don’t get it.
An even for like a couple of days, I was taking 20 mg instead of my 10 but now I don’t even feel comfortable without being told that’s OK by a professional, especially with the fact that for some days I was feeling shaky and also since that I wasn’t given the 20 mg which means I am ending up probably with less by the end of the weeks which probably makes my mom confused like hey they didn’t give me notification so maybe when I start saying something about me needing another dose I’m just gonna have to tell her this shit didn’t do shit and I’m probably gonna need something different or a higher dosage cause what the fuck.
Recently, he’s been so extremely hygienic he’s been caring a lot more than usual and I love the development unfortunately for his age since he was about 6 years old, he’s been extremely musty like a grown freaking man. It’s crazy. He’s 9 now
So very young we had to keep that in check and he had to worry about that and we had to keep reminding him because it’s pretty bad now he’s completely in love with it because we got some Batman soap and so he’s been like I smell like Batman and he’s just been loving the fact that he smells good I guess because he’s getting less bad reactions but also simply, I guess it also boost his confidence. I love it. I worried that like when he would get older that he wouldn’t care about stuff like this. I want him to care about stuff like this because I’ve seen kids like him just simply didn’t or parents who didn’t install this into their child. This might change with age but I’m honestly here for it and I’m completely proud brushing his teeth washing up putting on deodorant. We should buy some more Batman soap.🤣
It was so hard for us to get him to do the bare minimum and I’m happy he cares and not stubborn and then like him being level 2 autistic or this might be something that changes but like I worry that maybe if my family might not be around, he might not be taking care of himself when he gets older because I’ve seen adult individuals not take care of their surroundings or their hygiene because it’s hard for them and again I don’t know if this will end up being difficult when he gets older, but I’m happy right now it’s a big change and it also boost his positivity. I should tell my mom lol because we complained so much about him not trying and tell her about this important accomplishment we should be proud of.
Or am I reading it wrong cause I think that would be very helpful for me guess it just sends a notification and also has it really been effective for you guys ?
I’m interested in her I’m looking at game play shocked at how much damage she get taken like with 8000 hp wow scary. I love the teleportation can come in clutch
Idk I thought 8000 hp was good idk what’s survivable a tank probably has about 10k 11k depends
If I want to invest at what point is she unviable in rank or is she never at all she’s prob good vs weak irritating brawlers.
I started thinking this a couple of days into playing and now I’m saving my gems and maybe I’m crazy but I think there’s going to be a new rarity
There are already several cookies and development carrot cookie, and a few others that were seen in official art that we don’t really know much about especially there’s a cookie associated with bacon cookie. He wears all black I think has a sword. I don’t know his name, but I just think it’s way too common to get epic cookies.
They’re easy to get in shop. The game is giving them out for free and they seem underwhelming. What I mean by underwhelming I just feel like they’re underwhelming at the current moment because think about what they are capable of adding in the current characters that we have right now that are doing very good like ice pop cookie bacon roll cookie I can easily think of a easy counter or a better alternative to those cookies.
Same with cherry bomb I mean she has a common there’s going to be a better bomber that is going to kick her butt. They’re going to have more HP. They’re going to have more speed when it comes to throwing bombs or whatever they throw they might even have a bleed who knows I just feel like they’re weakening the epic cookies because they have something planned and I’ve played a lot of cookie run games and they do have several different rarities.
What had me confused is that currently there are rate up characters and usually that is for high rarities anyway maybe I’m thinking too much into it. I am happy to save and I am curious for the future.