u/Annab0rt1on

How did people who have beat their addictions stop? It’s so damn hard. I’m so used to doing this, it’s what my brain goes to after any minor inconvenience. Sometimes I do it just because. I don’t know what to do

I live in the southeast U.S. and it’s hot and my thighs rub together.

I’ve only hit upper-mid styros/dermis. It makes me feel really attention seeky/embarrassed even though nobody’s seen what I’ve done to myself

My silhouette is extremely unbalanced, I have broad shoulders, narrow hips, and a larger bust. I feel like a binder would help remedy some of that

Thinking about it brings me so much anxiety, but it also gives me a means to an end, it’s a weird feeling. It’s almost like going on a dangerous rollercoaster. The sense of dread it gives me is special, although the thought of doing it is exhilarates me.

I’m a walking contradiction

I have never, not once identified as a lesbian or not attracted to men. I was mutually acquainted with a few of them before we even started dating and I’d make jokes all the time about simping for certain male characters and male actors. I had even mentioned real life crushes I’ve had on men so I have no idea where this notion that I’m a lesbian came from. Not only is this biphobia but it’s lesbophobia too?? The notion that you can turn a lesbian straight is EEEEEYUCK

Something bad happened? Cut. Someone looked at me wrong in public? Cut. I’m feeling ugly that day? Cut. Even if my day wasn’t bad I get in the shower and it’s the only thing I think about.