u/AnxiousSolution4166

I fkn love you g****fy ass b****

I tried to love you you're way,

adjusting and communicating on here

how I feel, my obvious letters were for 1 person only

I know you know who tf I was and when its me behind

a post , when I started pouring my heart on here

for a public audience. and getting a (stranger) in the Dm

I caught that vibe the same exact way you do when its me\

I dont just talk to anyone like that and pour out my thoughts

to strangers. my deeper understanding and unsaid love

I have for you... and you still. chose to disrespect and act

fkn stupid . ive let it go on I let you disrespect me by letting you back

after out of love. being blind to your envy I let my care and love over shadow

that hatred .... my postings went from love and care

to hey this what happened in the past explaining past heartaches

and now defence posts to your fkn bullshit the whole time im in your corner

supporting you . I still get put down. LIKE A POS how tf long you going

for I said I dont chase and I can't fake a vibe like I dont have shit to say

I tried breaking that ice to love and care without my boundaries always holding me back

but you still fake vibes talk shit and show love like thats why nothin I read when ik its you is

meaningless cause ik later on the next day you switch like a bitch

its hard to love a hater I try try those envy words block me from loving you and showing who

I am of course I fucking love you. You think I let someone disrespect me that long for

I know you're coming to vent, here but I shouldn't be a fucking punching bag and the one

you love at the same time fucking dumb.

The only end goes is to have you in my corner the same way I've been in yours ......

its truth that shines its light at night decide to walk and take a flight or choose to fix when nothings left that buzzing feeling when we met concerns ignored and going deff I'm well aware no need to guess What happened to the word respect I'm deep in the water at my neck ill play my last card from the deck you want me gone it takes a sec. ill Appreciate the time we spent I type a lot and never sent I see those words you like to vent but won't tell me it's never meant even when the bond is bent. I won't forget this life event. The last goodbye will leave a dent. We both express in different ways there's different terms get out the maze To me, this wasn't just a phase It's comfortable where my heart lays on sunny days and shining rays That loving shock when those eyes gaze I'm always here for endless days I'll keep you close in all my prays

The sense of warmth and love that can easily be swept away by simple acts, overthinking, and unanswered assumptions.

It out shines what we really feel for someone the love and care, the memories words exchanged, laughs a little nothing that mean so much more

It's the worst feeling, unappreciated like they dont wanna talk to you when that's the last thing you would ever do. What did I do wrong is the thought in our head how could we fix this?

It's hard to find those answers when it takes two people to figure out a problem. Solutions are the main things couple to need, cause it's always gonna be something you disagree on love has battles love we have hard times it's never an easy road so that's why I got a buckle im here for the ride. You're not just here for the good times are you?

No, you're not. If it's real you know these things I don't just talk to be seen. I don't just talk things I never seen or heard of its experiences knowledge adjustments that need to be made from past heartaches when I'm posting it's not to attack anybody.

More so like a warning a heads up this is what happened before. Try not to make a mistake. If I point something out and you feel like being attacked that's not it. I care. I'm letting it be known.

if I didn't really prioritize your feelings, I wouldn't voice these things out. I'm trying to avoid pain on both sides cause I know if I go through it again I will distance myself. I will back off and I don't want that.

I love with everything I have. I can't think of anyone else that deserves it more than the person reading this and they know it's for them so I gotta say more I gotta say less I absolutely not. I would love to I would love to chat get deep.

And get deep deep you know what I mean jellybean? haha my sense of humour is different and only some people just don't understand and that's OK. I'm not here to overexplain to people. I already chose to misunderstand go against my word. People have their opinions. Say what you want express freedom of speech. Capeesh.

Jesus Christ talking to the mic opens up the light I talk it flows my love it grows if no one knows I won't expose the silence blows and no one owes

I will never forget the day I started talking to you without knowing how much | was going to (love you) and cry for you damm either I'm crazy and delusional or love thats felt mutually really does that to people who generally care..

Let me tell you something real about me about what you mean to me. I feel everything deeply always have I care hard sometimes too hard. I love without half steps or hesitation. There are moments. My thoughts won’t stop spinning, and they overconsume me when I care so much it aches when I overdo I overthink I overfilled, but not for just anyone Only for the people who live in my heart and you you’re one of those people maybe the most important one you’ve held a place in me that no one else could touch. You are not background you’re not temporary you woven into how I see the world how I move how I keep going whether you are my child, my friend my parent my person you are a part of my life And I need you to know this. I thank God for you. I thank him for your life for every moment you’ve been a part of mine I thank him for your presence. You don’t just matter to me. You’ve saved me and I’ll never stop being grateful that you’re here.

I blocked 3o+ Accounts last night before I went to bed if you're still seeing this how tf you subbed up to the max haha geez. share the cheat code

atleast I fucking love you dumbass I don't know why

That's a lie I don't know why hopefully you're in my arms soon and in my hands and my lips I touching yours, not just a peck but longer for a sec

I never wanted a happily ever after

I wanted someone to be there when Im not there for myself

Cause it does happen in life

Sometimes we give up, but it doesn't mean we give up

A person that i can turn to

When there's no one else around

Listen to me and my late night rants

And I listen to yours the same way

Hold me unconditionally just to feel the love

The love we don't get to feel to often

A shoulder to lean on, a person to count on

And I was hoping it would be you

Lately it doesn't seem like that I hope not

Everyone wishes for a friend like them

well I wish for a friend like you

It's the way I understand the little things

You may not think i notice, but I do

Little Details I remember

Your favourite chips, your favourite chocolate

Your favourite colour the little nothings

In our conversations

Like how are youn don't want certain people at your funeral

I know its stupid to talk about but were us for a reason

That's not even all I know you inside and out

Sure, theres things you don't tell me that are personal

And I can see the same thing..

But I understand you like you understand me

I don't wanna feel trapped applying by rules

Just a (little understanding) would be fine

I don't wanna be on a pedestal the same way you don't

To wake up by your side sometimes

Would be awesome

Fall asleep, cuddling you or you cuddling me

Either way works as long as it's with you

Go on a walk get some ice cream go watch a movie

Stay inside on a Friday while everyone's out having fun

Because as long as I'm with you

That's all the fun I need. I love you unconditionally

And I miss you the same way you miss me

It's the endless possibilities and you're in every one of them..

breaks you down piece by piece,

day by day shifting a person from who they once were

those changes you don't recognize till its too late,

losing yourself along the way tell theres no pieces left

even if you try hiding it still shows in you're actions

things you once loved.are no longer an interest

a slow burn sneaking up Stripping away those three words.

The person you wanted to become,

the person they know you as,

and the person you became

mentally and physically you're no longer there.

A lost soul who's heart got ripped out one to many times.

how you feel distant and isolated

a feeling like your set on airplane mode

existing in time well life moves around you

but the giver still chooses to show up

even after getting taken for granted

still comes back and expresses affection

not because they're scared of being lonely.

but time is something you can't get back

investing in the person you shared laughs

,cries and physical touch with

is special and means so much to a person

our connection has that glow the flame that got smothered

it never left its waiting for that spark to be lit once again

so ill always choose to fight for what matters

(& You're the one that matters to me🔥)

I don t judge nobody because I know what it's like to thug it out in silence to wake up, drained, but still handle your business to feel alone around people who swear they love you to go ghost instead of vent because people used what you've told them before against you to keep everything bottled up and move like everything is good I've been through things. I don't even speak on, but I keep going like I ain't been through nothing.

Sending love to anyone in a dark place right now hang on you got this❤️

Breaking someone emotionally and then using their reaction as proof that they’re unstable is abuse they knew what they were doing when they kept triggering you they just needed your breaking point to look worse that their behaviour

Nah you lost the chance to apologize to me not because I’m mad or petty because I already forgave you for myself if I let you come to apologize to me at this point, thats just giving you access that you no longer deserve your apologies. Only showing up now because you feel guilt. That’s not an apology. that’s an attempt to make you feel better so Thank you but nahh...go left bud

I have to let them go.

i have to leave them alone.

Some people don’t come back into our life

because they love us.

They come back because

they can still find the door open

ill cry If I have to miss you if I have to,

but I won't hand my piece back to the hands

that kept dropping my trust every time so

let this go this time I won't chase when

life is showing me signs trust your gut not the heart

It's been over a year ago you been wanting to leave like months ago am I right? Of course I'm right.

Nothing you do is gonna surprise me. done the worst already. It's passed. I'm not sitting here in pain. So whatevers going on in your head

throw it .out the window move on. You don't gotta overexplain yourself every time I know what happened. I know were distant.

This post doesn't mean I don't care about you, but go do your thing mr. Public service announcement hahaha fk sakes. I can care about you in silence too. But don't think your vibes are rubbing off on me just laughing. It's ready. It doesn't mean shit cause you never said it. just put in on reddit

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I don’t give a fuck what you heard what they said for the day you were born to the day that you’re dead when you lay in your bed and you rest on your head when there’s nothing instead of the thoughts in your mind remember your beautiful, thoughtful and kind remember that life was designed for you to shine every single way and every single moment and every single time everybody in this room chasing a dream

I'm not gonna chase you. We're adults if you wanna talk let's talk if you wanna see me come see me. But I'm done guessing how important I am to somebody I'll meet you halfway every time, but I'm done walking a full distance by myself

the reason why I came to this platform.

I know things didn't end well.

Just know you're with me

You showed me how

To be myself

In a world

Full of

Hate

❤️

What's lost can always be found again, so it's never really lost. He was just waiting for the right time, And right now is the time.

Should we keep looking over?, A love we both want so badly Or was it a one-way road? ,I'm not sure if you're feeling this too.

How I wanna be with you , And care for you every day Attend to your needs, annoy you just to be annoying.

Expressing my affection, showing how jealous I can get,If someone were able to look at you in that way I do.

I'm making sure they know you're taken and belong to me, I'll kiss you in front of everybody, certainly know you loved.

And It really can't go away, I hope one day we can look back reminiscing in laughter, how crazy this love can be.

I never thought love could make us do things whether It's crazy, romantic, jealous, sad, spur of the moment. and everything in between my type of crazy is you.

I never knew what my type meant until we understood each other ,A contagious stare that needs no words my love is yours

like waves on Ocean Shores, there always coming back ,Those heavy rains and pours, I just might lose my track Just know my love is yours with all my heart can pack.