u/Apocolypse_tomorrow

Iv been going to a meeting with my best friend of many many years and the other day he surprised me by going up for his 30 day chip but I remember the days this month he's told me he used or found drugs or been withdrawing. No less than 3 days ago he asked me if I still had a drug dealers number

He was passing out in that very meeting, and I saw another member looking at him and then looked at me

I dont want to say any important details, and I know he doesn't use reddit, so this won't get back to him but has anyone else experienced this? Last year he kept ODing and ending up in hospital i had literally resigned myself to the fact I thought he'd die he was so bad I was already morning him and now he's doing better but still going to most meetings high AF

The very last thing I'd want is for him to stop going to meetings, so I'm not even sure I can confront him about this issue I just don't know how he's gonna get better if he's not being honest

Iv just got sober just under a month ago and iv got some numbers but I dont know what to text people because im not struggling right now I just want a small amount of support or conversation but dont know how to start one

I feel bad if I just start talking about all the things im struggling with or asking for generic tips for withdrawal I feel like id be annoying them, thats something I always worry about

These this guy at my meeting who's been having a really hard time and recently lost their job they were asleep for a lot of the meeting, I noticed when I was leaving they were also driving home

I was just wondering what people thought of this because if that was me id be shit scared someone would report me id either park around the corner or get someone to give me a lift, I havent been going long but I get the feeling no one wants to say anything cos hes a nice guy and no one wants to scare him off

Iv had people give me their number but I've never text anyone i get very uncomfortable and nervous about texting people but if theres someone I feel comfortable with is it ok to ask for their number

Im 17 days sober from alcohol H and crack iv been taking 5-HTP and mucuna for seratonin and dopamine repair and I feel amazing but is this because of the supliments or because im sober?

In the past I could kick the drugs but I was never able to kick alcohol im going to 3 meetings a week and running once a day at the gym

I want something to emulate bloodborne and play resident evil 9 on i have 16gb ddr4 ram and AMD 9 3900