he didn't want plain old me

he wanted her. he tried to pressure me to become more like her because he liked her more. plain old me was not enough for him. he wanted her. she was covered in tattoos and exciting. I am boring. he only wanted to pressure me to become her because he couldn't get her, and that was the only thing he wanted from me. I, as I was, was not enough. he preferred her appearance.

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 2 days ago

I will persevere. cheese quesadilla and chia seed yogurt

people keep disappointing me and using me but I will keep going. fuck you

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 2 days ago

tried to meet some dude off tinder and he put his paws all over me and had bad breath and tried to kiss

I ran home and blocked him, my faith in people is destroyed

I tried to hint around by telling him I need to see your dental record before kissing but he wasn't getting the message. I was also like not reciprocating at all and he just kept hugging me and rubbing my body and it was so freaking awkward. I guess I am the weird one because I don't find this type of behaviour normal or acceptable.

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 3 days ago

can red tattoos be removed

get this thing off of me

tattoo freak ex convinced me to get tattoo to look like his other ex he missed now I hate it

apparently she was clearly the one who got away and I was just someone who was supposed to become her

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 3 days ago

Biochemists, tell me your crazy stories while studying

Tell me your crazy stories while you were studying biochemistry.

It can be either while you already graduated or still studying

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 3 days ago

gf said im unattractive but my personality makes me attractive

I always was afraid that im ugly but hearing that just makes me want to kill myself. maybe saying nothing at all is better than going on and on about how ''she likes my personality''. at least she finally said the quiet part out loud.

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 4 days ago

friend is jealous because I wear uv blocking sleeves

he said I love your personality I wish I could do that. what does that even mean? why is he making it out to be that wearing uv blocking sleeves in public some kind of epic personality trait. I don't understand what he means. I just don't want to get skin cancer especially since both my parents have it

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 4 days ago

I wish you could have seen who I've become. remembering my dead friend. bubble waffle

my friend is no longer with us, I like to think he still watches on from above. he would have seen how I beat drug addiction that killed him, how I went on to study the major he wished he got into but never did. we both thought we were going to be doctors. he didn't make it. now im studying biochemistry on my own, but he was supposed to be here. how my net worth went from 0 to 400k in a year and so much more. things we thought we both would have achieved but never did. only I did. hes gone and it kills me. his memory lives on in my head and im trying to be a chad and honouring my best friend's memory today.

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 8 days ago

how to get over friend that died?

my friend died yesterday from a drug overdose and im having a tough time processing it. I found out after his death that he was actually doing a lot of bad things to me behind my back like lying to me and talking shit about me to everybody else that knew me which changed my feelings but still. how do you come to terms with your friend dying?

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 9 days ago

jealous I didn't get the freaking health instrument I needed

one thing I am jealous is that some people got the medical help they needed at the right time and now their skull grew correctly and they don't need surgery but whoever was my healthcare provider simply didn't think to give me the instrument I needed and now I grew up with a recessed maxilla, my face is flat from the side, I can't breathe in my sleep, havent slept well in years and I need surgery to fix my now and it still won't be as good as if they just gave me the piece of plastic I needed

I guess this is how my frenemy feels when his family didn't give him help for schizophrenia when he tried to tell them hes seeing stuff and now its all set in and there's nothing they can do

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 10 days ago

How to not get discouraged when date doesnt go anywhere?

Hi, I isolated myself socially pretty badly for the last 3 years. I finally found myself in a place where I am comfortable putting myself out there and wanted to break out of this isolation by going on dates. I have went on two so far, I didn't feel a connection with either of them. I find myself feeling a little discouraged that there was no ''click''. This feeling makes me feel less motivated to keep trying. I know I still have to keep trying because I can't keep living with no contact any longer but how do I not let it get me down so much? I guess it's my fault for being afraid of getting rejected. I try to treat it as a ''friendship meetup'' because that's really all it could be on a first date but still, I can't help but feel a little discouraged

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u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 11 days ago

I went on two dates after isolating myself for 3 years. salmon and rice with butter

nothing came of them but still, I suppose its a good first step into learning how to be around people again. ive been spending all of my time by myself

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 11 days ago

I installed a video doorbell so that hopefully if my shitty stalker comes at least id have evidence 💀unless he outstalks the doorbell. anyway here's a blue ras sprite

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 12 days ago
▲ 60 r/BoyDinnerDiaries+1 crossposts

got exposed for having a little penis in front of friends

I got a little tipsy at the bar and called my ex ''pancake ass'' by accident and she turned around and infront of all my friends told them I have a 3.5 inch penis. Now it is true but she didn't have to air me out like that. Her ''pancake'' is obvious, something we can see with clothes on but nobody had to know about my tiny package before she decided to tell everyone. I don't know, am I overreacting?

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 15 days ago

I got an A- in my French editing class in university and my stalker is back to stalking me

I guess it didn't work out with whoever it was he cheated on me with yesterday. FML.

u/Dazzling_Willow8115 — 19 days ago