u/DonovanMcGrath

I'm flying from Sacramento to Seattle

This is frustrating, I will all episodes were available to stream.

The google logo becomes so ugly every year this day

I want to start doing "content" but I'm a man. Is there any way I can trick the viewers into thinking I'm a woman without being noticed as a man in the videos?

I really hope to see Emily sing No More Sorrow & Shadow of the Day

All the pagans/Danes we love ARE in Valhalla, they just weren't all at that table. I'm sure they were around somewhere off camera, as it only showed one end of one table. Young Ragnar, Sigtrygger, Gisela, etc were probably off somewhere else in Valhalla at the time. However the real sad thing that is true is that all of Uhtred's Christian friends are in heaven so they will likely never see him again, unless there is some way to visit, which is a comforting thought but doesn't seem likely

I have long hair, and for years I have tucked it into the back of my shirt and its never once had trouble. But lately, I am constantly finding myself with my hair coming out of my shirt and just being all down and exposed. Even though i tucked it in the same way I have for years. Why does it not stay anymore?

I have long hair, and for years I have tucked it into the back of my shirt and its never once had trouble. But lately, I am constantly finding myself with my hair coming out of my shirt and just being all down and exposed. Even though i tucked it in the same way I have for years. Why does it not stay anymore?

If anyone needs the scene, it's season 5 episode 5 around 6 and a half minutes in. I am not saying who said it just in case people who haven't seen season 5 yet don't want to be spoiled on who's in it

Father Beocca is the father and the priest that I never had. Growing up, my father was mostly absent, and he is a horrible, abusive, person. Growing up, religious leaders basically ruined my life. My potential is stunted because of their influence and I still suffer because of my upbringing with them. The character of Beocca is a good father and a good priest. Someone who I could have had but never did. I know I will never have a childhood figure like him now that I'm an adult, but I wish I did.

This seems to be the norm here. Also, despite having all this food we can never find any cups and constantly run out of ice. Idk if anyone here will relate to that

AITAH for not having the energy to maintain a friendship?

I, 22 “m” (I wish I was f, but have not been able to transition, so until I do, if I'm ever able to, I present as m) met someone on a dating app a few months ago. We went on some dates that went well. At first, I was considering dating them, but then I decided I didn't want to. They threw a huge fit but since we had similar interests I offered to be friends. They agreed, but then threw a few more huge fits because they still wanted to date me, so I started responding to them less. I was STILL open to being casual friends, but they keep putting words in my mouth and talking to me like I'm a piece of trash worth no respect. I go through a lot and I do not have the energy for the kind of friendship they want. They would call me on the phone unprompted multiple times a day and try to schedule events for us to meet up at and go to regularly. I went to a few things with them, yet they STILL held a grudge because I said that their house is too far for me to go to regularly, as I don't drive so I would rely on public transportation. Yesterday, they completely crashed out on me in dms and I just had enough, so I sent them this message:

“I'll read all that later. I simply do not have the energy for that, but I will say everything I think you should know. Ponder this, and don't respond until you think about it. Don't just read it and impulsively reply with whatever first comes to your mind. There's a scale of how much social energy someone has, and everyone is on their own part of it. On one end, we have a "1" (this person has an incredibly high amount of energy. They want to talk at any time and aren't tire or desire time to themself). On the other end we have a "5" (this person has almost no social energy and does not want to talk at all, only call them if it's an emergency). I think you are a 2 on that scale and I am somewhere in between 3 and 4. I have severe vitamin D deficiency, which causes fatigue, depression, lack of motivation, and more. Are you severely depressed? Do you have so much stress that you can't even think for hours at a time? Do you fall into states where you can barely even force your hand to lift to click the mouse and the only emotion that can wake you from it is murderous rage, but even that fades to numbness in a matter of moments? Did you experience such a severe and abrupt state of cognitive and emotional decline that you took years to recover (or at least reach the conclusion that you've recovered as much as possible)? If not, then no, you have not had the mental health problems that I have. That's not to say yours aren't as bad (or even worse), just not the same. I have created a character that I put on as a coping mechanism to disassociate so I don't go insane. It is exhausting. I am not an outgoing, silly, adventurous person like I am expected to be. How I dress, present myself in public and around my family, and act, is all a fictional character. “[redacted my name” isn't real. He is a fictional, male, good Christian who is fanatically obsessed with MLP. Not who I want to be. I have to keep up an act. I know in reality religion is complete nonsense, there is no god. I'm not stupid. I am not a man. I hate how I present myself. If I could snap my fingers and be a cis woman I would have done so ages ago. I genuinely do like mlp, but the fanatic side of me who obsesses over it and gets all this merch and goes to cons is a facade. It's how I fit in to survive. The true me is analytical, deep in thought, and low energy. I am a borderline psychopath. It's how my brain is. I had to learn empathy to fit in. For example, if most people walk outside and see something violent, they would be traumatized. 10 years ago, I would just be like “oh, that exists” and go along with my day. It wouldn't do anything to me. I had to teach myself empathy. I know everything I'm saying may not make sense to you, or to most people, but I am telling you anyway in hopes you will understand. Friendship for me, in a casual sense, is hanging out with someone occasionally, not talking every day and meeting every week. I will now shut off instagram and forget about this uncomfortable conversation I had to have until later. Deleting it from my memory right now. "

Then they replied with this message: "I skimmed over that, and it's all about you.I didn't ask about you.I asked about why you're not making your friendship work.I don't know what you're talking about, but okay, we don't talk every day, okay, we don't meet up every week or even months.But you don't put an effort in at all and I don't like that. if you want to be friends like you say you do, then prove it I'm not gonna sit here and be the only one doing anything about our friendship. I'd really rather not be friends.I told you from the start. I don't wanna be friends, but you said maybe I should give you a chance well.I don't wanna give you a chance anymore.Cause this is how you're treating me. I mean, good for you.Being an unemployed loser who lives with your grandma and your mom like get a life I don't care about you. You've been nothing but selfish.This entire friendship rethink your life treat people better.And maybe you'll have real friends”

I just blocked them. I don't want to deal with this conflict anymore. This is just another reminder why I shouldn't try to make friends. This is what friendship is like apparently, I give up.

How can I just sin (do, dress, and say whatever I want) now that I'm leaving a cult? By sin ofc I mean things that DON'T harm anyone. I was raised IFB and I've had enough now. But I always feel watched and judged. How can I just comepletely "live in sin" comfortably now and not care? I can hardly socialise. I want to swear, dress however i want and experiment without guilt, listen to whatever music and watch whatever I want, talk about "ungodly" things and jokes, and make secular friends.

How can I just sin (do, dress, and say whatever I want) now that I'm leaving a cult? By sin ofc I mean things that DON'T harm anyone. I was raised IFB and I've had enough now. But I always feel watched and judged. How can I just comepletely "live in sin" comfortably now and not care? I can hardly socialise. I want to swear, dress however i want and experiment without guilt, listen to whatever music and watch whatever I want, talk about "ungodly" things and jokes, and make secular friends.

I can hardly even watch tv or videos. Why is this?