u/DragonfruitGlass4990

Hi! Ich bin 27 und suche jemanden zum gemeinsamen Zocken und Abhängen.

Mein Hauptgame ist gerade FFXIV, wo ich mich aktuell durch die Story quäle – ein bisschen Gesellschaft beim Grind wäre also echt was wert. Ansonsten stehe ich total auf Story-Games. Im Koop-Bereich habe ich zwar noch nicht das Richtige für mich entdeckt, aber das lässt sich ja ändern.

Jetzt zum ultimativen Freundschaftstest: Ich liebe Horrorspiele, weigere mich aber strikt, sie selbst anzufassen. Wenn du Bock hast, ein Horror-Game für mich zu streamen, während ich Backseat-Gaming betreibe und dich in die schlimmsten Entscheidungen treibe, sind wir quasi schon beste Freunde.

Wenn der PC mal ausbleibt, bin ich auch immer für Anime oder Filmabende zu haben. Musikalisch bin ich viel im Bereich Rock, Metal und Indie unterwegs. Mein Geschmack ist ziemlich speziell, aber ich leg meine Hand dafür ins Feuer, dass meine Spotify-Playlist um einiges cooler ist als deine (; Optisch geht’s bei mir Richtung Goth, auch wenn ich an manchen Tagen eher wie ein obdachloser Emo aussehe.

Da ich momentan ziemlich viel Freizeit habe, bin ich super flexibel, was Zocken oder einfach nur im Voice-Chat Chillen angeht.

Schreib mir einfach, wenn du Lust hast!

Hi! Ich bin 27 und suche jemanden zum gemeinsamen Zocken und Abhängen.

Mein Hauptgame ist gerade FFXIV, wo ich mich aktuell durch die Story quäle – ein bisschen Gesellschaft beim Grind wäre also echt was wert. Ansonsten stehe ich total auf Story-Games. Im Koop-Bereich habe ich zwar noch nicht das Richtige für mich entdeckt, aber das lässt sich ja ändern.

Jetzt zum ultimativen Freundschaftstest: Ich liebe Horrorspiele, weigere mich aber strikt, sie selbst anzufassen. Wenn du Bock hast, ein Horror-Game für mich zu streamen, während ich Backseat-Gaming betreibe und dich in die schlimmsten Entscheidungen treibe, sind wir quasi schon beste Freunde.

Wenn der PC mal ausbleibt, bin ich auch immer für Anime oder Filmabende zu haben. Musikalisch bin ich viel im Bereich Rock, Metal und Indie unterwegs. Mein Geschmack ist ziemlich speziell, aber ich leg meine Hand dafür ins Feuer, dass meine Spotify-Playlist um einiges cooler ist als deine (; Optisch geht’s bei mir Richtung Goth, auch wenn ich an manchen Tagen eher wie ein obdachloser Emo aussehe.

Da ich momentan ziemlich viel Freizeit habe, bin ich super flexibel, was Zocken oder einfach nur im Voice-Chat Chillen angeht.

Schreib mir einfach, wenn du Lust hast!

Hey there! I'm 27 and looking for a gaming buddy and partner in crime to hang out with.

Right now, my main game is FFXIV, where I am currently fighting my way through the story. Honestly, I could use some company for the grind! I am also a big fan of story games in general, though I haven't quite found the perfect co-op game for me yet (maybe we can change that?).

Now, here is the ultimate friendship test: I love horror games, but only if I don't have to play them myself. If you stream a horror game for me while I backseat and tell you exactly what terrible decisions to make, we will literally be best friends.

Outside of gaming, I'm always down to watch anime or movies. Music-wise, I listen to a lot of rock, metal, and indie. My music taste is pretty good and I can confidently guarantee that my Spotify playlist is way cooler than yours (;

Style-wise, I lean towards goth, though on some days I just look like a homeless emo.

I currently have a lot of free time on my hands, so I'm down to play, chat, and just hang out. Hit me up if you want to connect!

I am reaching out because I am really hoping to find some connection within the lesbian community. Where I come from, being part of the community is not really accepted or welcomed, which has left me feeling quite isolated and excluded from everything. It is tough when you cannot truly be yourself in your everyday environment, and I have felt the lack of a supportive circle for a while now. Because of this, I would love to get to know some people here who understand that experience or simply want to share a genuine connection. I am looking for a safe space to chat, share experiences, and hopefully build some meaningful friendships with people who share similar hobbies and interests.

To give you an idea of who you are talking to, I am 27 years old and I am from Germany. My English is actually quite decent, even though my grammar might be a bit messy sometimes. Most people would probably categorize my appearance as alternative, emo, or goth. Matching that vibe, my taste in music is extremely diverse and I listen to almost every genre, but the absolute staples in my Spotify playlists are definitely rock, grunge, and metal. That being said, I love talking about music, so please feel free to share your own favorites with me.

For instance, I am really into conspiracy theories. It is not even that I firmly believe in them myself, but rather that I find it fascinating to see what kind of stories people come up with and how they connect the dots. Along those lines, I also enjoy discussions about cryptids like Bigfoot. Generally, I spend a lot of time on YouTube watching video essays, mostly about the supernatural, the aforementioned conspiracies, or just pop culture in general. It probably comes as no surprise then that I am a big fan of horror movies, though a movie needs to have a very specific vibe that appeals to me for me to sit down and watch it. Movies play a huge role in my life overall, as I passionately collect DVDs across all genres. I absolutely love that special retro vibe and, with very few exceptions, I actually only watch movies on these physical DVDs.

Aside from that, I like going for walks and hiking. I also enjoy playing video games, preferably story-driven games like The Last of Us or the Silent Hill 2 remake. If you happen to play horror games yourself, I would love to just tag along and watch you play via Discord since I am an absolute coward when it comes to horror and could never play those games myself. Regarding contact, I am absolutely open to Discord voice calls later on, once we have gotten to know each other a bit better through texting first.

I am reaching out because I am really hoping to find some connection within the lesbian community. Where I come from, being part of the community is not really accepted or welcomed, which has left me feeling quite isolated and excluded from everything. It is tough when you cannot truly be yourself in your everyday environment, and I have felt the lack of a supportive circle for a while now. Because of this, I would love to get to know some people here who understand that experience or simply want to share a genuine connection. I am looking for a safe space to chat, share experiences, and hopefully build some meaningful friendships with people who share similar hobbies and interests.

To give you an idea of who you are talking to, I am 27 years old and I am from Germany. My English is actually quite decent, even though my grammar might be a bit messy sometimes. Most people would probably categorize my appearance as alternative, emo, or goth. Matching that vibe, my taste in music is extremely diverse and I listen to almost every genre, but the absolute staples in my Spotify playlists are definitely rock, grunge, and metal. That being said, I love talking about music, so please feel free to share your own favorites with me.

For instance, I am really into conspiracy theories. It is not even that I firmly believe in them myself, but rather that I find it fascinating to see what kind of stories people come up with and how they connect the dots. Along those lines, I also enjoy discussions about cryptids like Bigfoot. Generally, I spend a lot of time on YouTube watching video essays, mostly about the supernatural, the aforementioned conspiracies, or just pop culture in general. It probably comes as no surprise then that I am a big fan of horror movies, though a movie needs to have a very specific vibe that appeals to me for me to sit down and watch it. Movies play a huge role in my life overall, as I passionately collect DVDs across all genres. I absolutely love that special retro vibe and, with very few exceptions, I actually only watch movies on these physical DVDs.

Aside from that, I like going for walks and hiking. I also enjoy playing video games, preferably story-driven games like The Last of Us or the Silent Hill 2 remake. If you happen to play horror games yourself, I would love to just tag along and watch you play via Discord since I am an absolute coward when it comes to horror and could never play those games myself. Regarding contact, I am absolutely open to Discord voice calls later on, once we have gotten to know each other a bit better through texting first.

Hopefully someone wants to talk c:

I have recently decided to turn my life around a bit and bring some more meaning back into it. The past few months have been incredibly tough for me, as I have been living in a constant state of derealization. I am completely done with that. I want to regain control over my life and finally feel a positive, beautiful sense of living again. However, because I struggle with social anxiety, it is incredibly hard for me to just step outside and actively make connections. I cannot just go out there and say, here I am world, please give me some friends. That is why I decided to give Reddit another try. I am putting a lot of effort into this post because this really matters to me, and I am simply hoping for some nice conversations, honest interactions, and hopefully even a great online friendship.

To give you an idea of who you are talking to, I will share a little bit about myself. I am 27 years old and I am from Germany. My English is actually quite decent, even though my grammar might be a bit messy sometimes. Most people would probably categorize my appearance as alternative, emo, or goth. Matching that vibe, my taste in music is extremely diverse and I listen to almost every genre, but the absolute staples in my Spotify playlists are definitely rock, grunge, and metal. That being said, I love talking about music, so please feel free to share your own favorites with me. It is quite important to me to mention that I am looking for someone who shares the same or at least similar hobbies and interests.

For instance, I am really into conspiracy theories. It is not even that I firmly believe in them myself, but rather that I find it fascinating to see what kind of stories people come up with and how they connect the dots. And who knows, maybe there is some truth to it after all and the aliens will come pick us up eventually. Along those lines, I also enjoy discussions about cryptids like Bigfoot. Generally, I spend a lot of time on YouTube watching video essays, mostly about the supernatural, the aforementioned conspiracies, or just pop culture in general.

It probably comes as no surprise then that I am a big fan of horror movies. I do not just watch anything blindly, though. A movie needs to have a very specific vibe that appeals to me for me to sit down and watch it. Movies play a huge role in my life overall, as I passionately collect DVDs across all genres. I absolutely love that special retro vibe and, with very few exceptions, I actually only watch movies on these physical DVDs. I also always enjoy hunting for used treasures to add to my collection.

Aside from that, I like going for walks and hiking. Unfortunately, this interest has faded a bit lately due to my overall situation, but theoretically, we could even go for a hike together sometime. I also enjoy playing video games, preferably story-driven games like The Last of Us or the Silent Hill 2 remake. If you happen to play horror games yourself, I would love to just tag along and watch you play via Discord. When it comes to horror, I am an absolute coward and could never play those games myself. (still reading? give me two reasons why as prove that you read my long ass text lol)

Regarding contact, I am absolutely open to Discord voice calls later on, once we have gotten to know each other a bit better through texting first. If you see yourself in these lines and feel like having a nice, genuine chat, please feel free to send me a message.

One important note for the men: This does not apply to all of you, obviously. But if we have absolutely nothing in common and you are only messaging me because I am a woman, please just save yourself the trouble and pass on this one. I somehow tend to attract a lot of creeps online, and the only place I actually tolerate them is in the Radiohead song, and to be honest, I do not even like that song all that much.

Ich habe mich in letzter Zeit dazu entschlossen, mein Leben wieder ein Stück weit umzukrempeln und dem Ganzen mehr Sinn zu geben. Die vergangenen Monate waren für mich extrem schwer, da ich in einer konstanten Derealisation gelebt habe. Darauf habe ich einfach keine Lust mehr. Ich möchte die Kontrolle über mein Leben zurückgewinnen und endlich wieder ein schönes, positives Lebensgefühl spüren. Da ich allerdings unter einer Sozialphobie leide, fällt es mir unglaublich schwer, einfach so vor die Haustür zu gehen und aktiv Kontakte zu knüpfen. Ich kann nicht einfach sagen, hier bin ich, Welt, bitte schenk mir Freunde. Deshalb habe ich mich dazu entschieden, es noch einmal über Reddit zu versuchen. Ich gebe mir mit diesem Beitrag hier wirklich viel Mühe, weil mir das Ganze wichtig ist, und ich hoffe einfach auf netten Kontakt, einen ehrlichen Austausch und im besten Fall vielleicht sogar auf eine tolle Online-Freundschaft.

Damit ihr wisst, mit wem ihr es zu tun habt, erzähle ich am besten ein wenig von mir. Ich bin 27 Jahre alt und komme aus Deutschland. Mein Englisch ist eigentlich ganz gut, auch wenn die Grammatik manchmal ein bisschen holpert. Mein Aussehen würden die meisten Leute wohl am ehesten in die Richtung alternativ, Emo oder Goth einordnen. Passend dazu ist mein Musikgeschmack zwar extrem divers und ich höre eigentlich fast jedes Genre, aber die absoluten Klassiker in meinen Spotify-Playlists sind definitiv Rock, Grunge und Metal. Ich tausche mich aber auch unglaublich gerne über Musik aus, also meldet euch super gerne auch mit euren eigenen Favoriten bei mir. Mir ist es ohnehin ziemlich wichtig zu erwähnen, dass ich mir jemanden wünsche, der oder die gleiche oder zumindest ähnliche Hobbys und Interessen teilt.

Ich interessiere mich zum Beispiel total für Verschwörungstheorien. Das liegt gar nicht mal daran, dass ich selbst fest an sie glaube, sondern eher daran, dass ich es unheimlich spannend finde, was für Geschichten sich Menschen ausdenken und wie sie Zusammenhänge konstruieren. Und wer weiß, vielleicht ist am Ende ja doch etwas Wahres dran und die Aliens holen uns irgendwann ab. Passend dazu mag ich auch Unterhaltungen über Cryptids wie Bigfoot. Allgemein verbringe ich gerne Zeit auf YouTube und schaue mir dort Video-Essays an, am liebsten über das Übernatürliche, besagte Verschwörungen oder einfach ganz allgemein über Popkultur.

Es überrascht dann wahrscheinlich auch niemanden, dass ich ein großer Fan von Horrorfilmen bin. Ich mag allerdings nicht wahllos alles, sondern der Film muss schon einen ganz bestimmten Vibe haben, der mir zusagt, damit ich ihn mir anschaue. Überhaupt spielen Filme eine große Rolle bei mir, denn ich sammle leidenschaftlich gerne DVDs aus jeglichen Genres. Ich liebe diesen besonderen Retro-Vibe und schaue mir, bis auf wenige Ausnahmen, tatsächlich auch nur Filme von diesen DVDs an. Ich stöbere auch immer gerne nach gebrauchten Schätzen für meine Sammlung.

Ansonsten gehe ich gerne spazieren und wandern. Leider hat dieses Interesse in letzter Zeit durch die Gesamtsituation etwas abgenommen, aber theoretisch könnte man ja auch mal gemeinsam wandern gehen. Nebenbei spiele ich auch gerne Videospiele, am liebsten Story-Games wie The Last of Us oder das Remake von Silent Hill 2. Falls du selbst gerne Horrorspiele spielst, würde ich mich riesig freuen, mich einfach anzuschließen und dir über Discord beim Zocken zuzuschauen. Ich bin nämlich, was das angeht, ein absoluter Schisser und könnte solche Spiele niemals selbst spielen. (wenn du noch liest, dann erzähl mir doch mal ob du marvel oder dc mehr magst & gründe für mich starwars anzusehen)

Was den Kontakt angeht, bin ich später auch absolut offen für Calls auf Discord, wenn man sich vorher durch das Schreiben schon ein wenig besser kennengelernt hat. Wenn du dich in diesen Zeilen wiedererkennst und Lust auf einen netten, ehrlichen Austausch hast, schreib mir super gerne eine Nachricht.

Eine wichtige Sache noch an die Männer: Nicht alle müssen sich jetzt angesprochen fühlen. Aber sollten wir gar nichts gemeinsam haben und du schreibst mir nur, weil ich eine Frau bin, dann spar es dir bitte wirklich direkt ganz. Ich ziehe online irgendwie total viele Creeps an und die mag ich eigentlich nur im Radiohead-Song, wobei ich den Song ehrlicherweise nicht mal besonders mag.

GaLiGrüß <3

I am not sure if anyone will be able to relate to this, but I just really need to vent and share what is on my mind. Ever since going through a burnout, my life has changed completely. I had to quit my job, I do not really have any close friends, and I rarely go out anymore. I am currently trying to build a habit of going outside by myself a little more often, but it is just not the same.

Before my burnout, I absolutely loved online shopping for clothes and looking up outfit inspirations. I genuinely enjoyed putting effort into my appearance and dressing up every single day. However, since I stopped working and barely leave the house, that entire passion has been completely suppressed.

I still find myself browsing Pinterest for style inspiration, but when it comes down to it, I just do not take care of myself the way I used to. I keep asking myself what the point even is, considering that nobody is going to see me anyway. People often say you can dress up just for yourself at home, but it really does not give me that same feeling. I also thought about taking photos of my outfits to post them online, but Reddit is the only social media platform I use, and I am not sure how comfortable I feel about uploading pictures of myself here. I just deeply miss the days when getting dressed up and looking nice was a normal part of my everyday life. Has anyone else experienced this, and how do you deal with it?

I am not sure if anyone will be able to relate to this, but I just really need to vent and share what is on my mind. Ever since going through a burnout, my life has changed completely. I had to quit my job, I do not really have any close friends, and I rarely go out anymore. I am currently trying to build a habit of going outside by myself a little more often, but it is just not the same.

Before my burnout, I absolutely loved online shopping for clothes and looking up outfit inspirations. I genuinely enjoyed putting effort into my appearance and dressing up every single day. However, since I stopped working and barely leave the house, that entire passion has been completely suppressed.

I still find myself browsing Pinterest for style inspiration, but when it comes down to it, I just do not take care of myself the way I used to. I keep asking myself what the point even is, considering that nobody is going to see me anyway. People often say you can dress up just for yourself at home, but it really does not give me that same feeling. I also thought about taking photos of my outfits to post them online, but Reddit is the only social media platform I use, and I am not sure how comfortable I feel about uploading pictures of myself here. I just deeply miss the days when getting dressed up and looking nice was a normal part of my everyday life. Has anyone else experienced this, and how do you deal with it?

Hi everyone,

I'm 27, female, and visually I’d definitely be described as a goth. Right now, I’m looking to break out of my real-life bubble a bit. While I do have friends in the real world, we barely share any interests anymore and I can feel us drifting apart. That’s why I’m looking for someone who’s more on my wavelength – ideally to chat or hang out on Discord.

My hobbies are pretty diverse and constantly changing. For example, I really like video games, even though I’m in a bit of a slump right now because nothing is really catching my interest. Still, it would be cool to have someone to talk shit with or maybe play something together. Most importantly, I’m looking for someone who plays all those horror games I don’t want to touch myself, because I’d just end up running around screaming. Generally, I’m very into horror media, whether it’s movies or stories, and I think it would be awesome to get together on Discord in the evenings and tell each other some crazy spooky stories.

Other than that, I enjoy anime and collect movies in general. I try to watch as much as possible and keep track of everything in my rating app – it’s just something I enjoy doing. I also go to the cinema a lot, usually alone, but that’s totally fine. Music is also extremely important to me, and I’d claim that I have an excellent taste in music that’s pretty hard to beat.

Regarding mental health, I do have some issues. They mostly affect my real life, but I’d hope to meet someone who has a bit of understanding of that or can relate. I really like nostalgic and melancholic things; I actually enjoy being sad sometimes and find comfort in it. At the same time, I’m very humorous and love to joke around. Sarcasm and irony are a huge part of my personality, so a loving "fuck you" is something you’ll probably hear from me quite often.

If any of this resonates with you, that would be cool. One more thing: I have absolutely zero interest in anything romantic, so please just respect that.

Feel free to reach out if you’re down to chat.

Hi everyone,

I'm 27, female, and visually I’d definitely be described as a goth. Right now, I’m looking to break out of my real-life bubble a bit. While I do have friends in the real world, we barely share any interests anymore and I can feel us drifting apart. That’s why I’m looking for someone who’s more on my wavelength – ideally to chat or hang out on Discord.

My hobbies are pretty diverse and constantly changing. For example, I really like video games, even though I’m in a bit of a slump right now because nothing is really catching my interest. Still, it would be cool to have someone to talk shit with or maybe play something together. Most importantly, I’m looking for someone who plays all those horror games I don’t want to touch myself, because I’d just end up running around screaming. Generally, I’m very into horror media, whether it’s movies or stories, and I think it would be awesome to get together on Discord in the evenings and tell each other some crazy spooky stories.

Other than that, I enjoy anime and collect movies in general. I try to watch as much as possible and keep track of everything in my rating app – it’s just something I enjoy doing. I also go to the cinema a lot, usually alone, but that’s totally fine. Music is also extremely important to me, and I’d claim that I have an excellent taste in music that’s pretty hard to beat.

Regarding mental health, I do have some issues. They mostly affect my real life, but I’d hope to meet someone who has a bit of understanding of that or can relate. I really like nostalgic and melancholic things; I actually enjoy being sad sometimes and find comfort in it. At the same time, I’m very humorous and love to joke around. Sarcasm and irony are a huge part of my personality, so a loving "fuck you" is something you’ll probably hear from me quite often.

If any of this resonates with you, that would be cool. One more thing: I have absolutely zero interest in anything romantic, so please just respect that.

Feel free to reach out if you’re down to chat.

Hi zusammen,

ich bin 27, weiblich und würde wohl als Goth beschrieben werden, wenn es um mein Aussehen geht, der gerade aus der eigenen RL-Bubble ausbrechen will. Ich habe zwar Freunde im echten Leben, aber leider teilen wir kaum Interessen und ich merke wie das ganze mehr oder weniger auseinandergeht, weshalb ich jemanden suche, der eher auf meiner Wellenlänge ist am liebsten zum Schreiben oder Quatschen auf Discord.

Ich habe viele unterschiedliche Hobbies, die immer mal wieder durchwechseln. Videospiele mag ich zum Beispiel sehr, auch wenn ich gerade in einem kleinen Loch stecke, weil mich nichts so richtig catched. Trotzdem fände ich es cool, jemanden zu haben, mit dem man sich darüber austauschen oder mal was zusammen zocken kann. Vor allem suche ich jemanden, der die ganzen Horrorgames spielt, auf die ich selbst keine Lust habe, weil ich nur schreiend durch die Gegend laufen würde. Generell bin ich sehr interessiert an Horror-Medien, ob Filme oder Geschichten, und fände es echt cool, sich abends im Discord irgendwelche crazy spooky Stories zu erzählen.

Ansonsten schaue ich gerne Anime und sammle Filme allgemein. Ich versuche mir möglichst viel anzusehen und das dann in meiner App zu bewerten, das macht mir irgendwie Laune. Ich gehe auch viel ins Kino, meistens alleine, aber das ist völlig okay. Musik ist mir ebenfalls extrem wichtig und ich würde behaupten, dass ich einen ausgezeichneten Musikgeschmack habe, den so schnell keiner übertrifft.

Was das Thema Mental Health angeht, habe ich einige Issues. Die spielen zwar eher in mein RL rein, aber ich würde mir jemanden wünschen, der sich damit vielleicht ein bisschen auskennt oder Dinge nachvollziehen kann. Ich mag nostalgische und melancholische Sachen sehr gerne, ich bin gerne mal traurig und finde darin auch Comfort. Trotzdem bin ich humorvoll und scherze viel rum. Sarkasmus und Ironie werden bei mir großgeschrieben und ein liebevolles "Fick dich" wird einem bei mir wohl öfter mal gegen den Kopf fliegen.

Wenn das irgendwen anspricht, wäre das echt cool. Eine Sache noch: Ich habe absolut null Interesse an was Romantischem, bitte respektiert das einfach.

Meldet euch gerne, wenn ihr Lust auf einen Austausch habt.

Hey everyone, I am a 27year old female looking for some like-minded people to connect with. I would definitely describe myself as alternative, both in my lifestyle and my look, as I am covered in countless tattoos including some on my face. stylewise, I find myself somewhere in the space between Goth and Emo. To be honest, I am specifically looking for people who also have an alternative look because that is simply my type and I feel most comfortable staying within my own bubble where people just get the aesthetic without questions.

When it comes to my interests, I am a huge fan of story-driven videogames like The Last of Us, Life is Strange, and Fran Bow. However, I am currently stuck in a bit of a gaming rut and it feels like there is absolutely nothing out there that captures my interest right now, so I would love some recommendations or just someone to vent to about it. When I am not gaming, I am usually listening to music, mostly Folk Punk, Shoegaze, and Rock. I also collect dvds and love to watch the same movies countless times.

I am looking for someone who wants to dive deep into conversations about ghosts, paranormal theories, horror movies, and anime. I spend a lot of time on Discord and I would love to find someone who enjoys spending evening hours there too. I am looking for those cozy but creepy Discord nights where we can stream things for each other, talk about supernatural stuff, or just talk nonsense until the early hours of the morning. If you think we would vibe and you share that alternative spirit, please send me a message and let's see if we click.

Hey everyone, I am a 27year old female looking for some like-minded people to connect with. I would definitely describe myself as alternative, both in my lifestyle and my look, as I am covered in countless tattoos including some on my face. stylewise, I find myself somewhere in the space between Goth and Emo. To be honest, I am specifically looking for people who also have an alternative look because that is simply my type and I feel most comfortable staying within my own bubble where people just get the aesthetic without questions.

When it comes to my interests, I am a huge fan of story-driven videogames like The Last of Us, Life is Strange, and Fran Bow. However, I am currently stuck in a bit of a gaming rut and it feels like there is absolutely nothing out there that captures my interest right now, so I would love some recommendations or just someone to vent to about it. When I am not gaming, I am usually listening to music, mostly Folk Punk, Shoegaze, and Rock. I also collect dvds and love to watch the same movies countless times.

I am looking for someone who wants to dive deep into conversations about ghosts, paranormal theories, horror movies, and anime. I spend a lot of time on Discord and I would love to find someone who enjoys spending evening hours there too. I am looking for those cozy but creepy Discord nights where we can stream things for each other, talk about supernatural stuff, or just talk nonsense until the early hours of the morning. If you think we would vibe and you share that alternative spirit, please send me a message and let's see if we click.

Hi everyone! Im looking to get back into collaborative roleplaying after a bit of a hiatus. I’ve been writing solo for a while, so I might need a second to shake off the rust, but I’m ready to dive into something deep and longterm.

I’m looking for a story set in the Pacific Northwest. I want mist, suspense, and maybe some cryptids or hauntings lurking in the woods.

Im a huge fan of thrillers and mystery, have no triggers for any topics and i love visuals to keep the vibe going.

I’m looking for a partner who is creative, communicative, and interested in a longterm commitment. Let’s brainstorm a world together!

I need a game that can pull me out of this slump. I have already played all kinds of story-driven and open-world games, and by now I have the feeling that the game I am looking for and longing for hasn't been developed yet and probably never will be. I wish for an (open-world) RPG with character creation, though I know the CC part is likely wishful thinking. I’d love something a bit darker in terms of story, like TLOU or RDR2, with a great atmosphere and nature. I want a game where I can hop into a car or some other vehicle and, if I’m not in the mood for the story, just explore the area or waste time listening to music. It annoys me so much that most recommendations are dead ends and just repeat themselves over and over. I don’t think my requirements are particularly... wild? But it's still incredibly hard to find a game like that , or it simply doesn't exist. Cyberpunk was the last game I actually enjoyed in that regard.

I need a game that can pull me out of this slump. I have already played all kinds of story-driven and open-world games, and by now I have the feeling that the game I am looking for and longing for hasn't been developed yet and probably never will be. I wish for an (open-world) RPG with character creation, though I know the CC part is likely wishful thinking. I’d love something a bit darker in terms of story, like TLOU or RDR2, with a great atmosphere and nature. I want a game where I can hop into a car or some other vehicle and, if I’m not in the mood for the story, just explore the area or waste time listening to music. It annoys me so much that most recommendations are dead ends and just repeat themselves over and over. I don’t think my requirements are particularly... wild? But it's still incredibly hard to find a game like that , or it simply doesn't exist. Cyberpunk was the last game I actually enjoyed in that regard.

Hallo!

Vermutlich klingt mein Titel etwas übertrieben, na gut - sehr übertrieben.

Aber ich gehe heute alleine ins Kino, ganz ganz alleine. Ich werde mir Popcorn kaufen, ganz alleine & mich ganz alleine hinsetzen und den Film ganz alleine genießen.

Okay, aber warum meine Freude darüber?

Ich bin diagnostizierte Sozial Phobikerin, habe Depressionen, Angststörungen & noch so manch anderen Kram der hierfür vielleicht nicht ganz so relevant ist. Ich liebe Filme, ich schaue viele Filme, ich schaue immer Filme & immer und immer wieder die selben Weil durch sämtliche Traumas und Medikamente mein Gehirn ein wenig gelöchert ist. Auf jedenfall, wollte ich schon immer mal alleine ins Kino gehen, alle meine Freunde arbeiten (ich auch wieder bald hoffentlich, pray.) Vormittags und dass ist eigentlich meine liebste Zeit rauszugehen, eben weil da alle anderen arbeiten.

Ich habe also darüber nachgedacht mich endlich meiner Angst entgegenzustellen und einfach mal alleine das zumachen worauf ich Bock habe. Also habe ich mir einige Filme rausgepickt die mir potenziell gefallen würden. Bei allen bis auf einen wäre ich alleine im Saal gewesen, das hatte mich wieder ein wenig eingeschüchtert und ich habe wieder Entschuldigungen gesucht das ganze einfach gar nicht zu machen. Bis ich mir in den Po gekniffen habe und mich dann eben gegen meinen Favoriten entschieden habe, aber wenigstens bin ich nicht alleine im Saal. Ich habe das Ticket gekauft, auch wenn ich vorher nochmal fünf Minuten fast einen Nervenzusammenbruch hatte, weil sich meine irrationalen Ängste gemeldet haben: Was ist wenn du nach dem Film die Türen nicht aufbekommst & für immer im Saal gefesselt bist (hä?!), Was ist wenn du während dem Film auf Toilette musst, aber du kommst nicht an den Leuten vorbei, bzw willst diese nicht stören? (Hä?), Was ist wenn du hinfällst und jeder lacht dich aus (hä?) - so dumme Gedanken halt.

Jetzt schaue ich die ganze Zeit auf mein Handy & lächle dieses doofe online ticket an. Ich freu mich einfach das ich step 1 durchgezogen habe & mir immerhin ein Ticket gekauft habe. Jetzt muss ich nur noch wirklich hinfahren und mich dort hinsetzen. Aber ich bekomme auch die zwei Anxiety Fallen: Bahn fahren & Popcorn kaufen hin. Hoffe ich. Eigentlich weiß ich es.

Ich weiß, für viele klingt das vermutlich so so dumm & ich meine ich bin jetzt auch kein Jugendlicher, sondern schon 27 Jahre alt - aber für jemanden dem es bis vor einigen Jahren noch unmöglich war eine Breze beim Bäcker zu bestellen, ist das wirklich ein großer Step.

Ich weiß auch dass es größere Probleme auf der Erde gibt, aber für mich persönlich ist das einfach ein rießiges Ding!

Hey! I’m going to the cinema alone today.

I’m a big film person, find movies and everything around them super interesting, I’ve even started collecting DVDs and love watching films. This morning, I thought about going to the cinema alone. I’ve often wrestled with the thought, but always ended up not doing it because I thought people would laugh at me or something might happen to me. I then shortlisted a few movies and actually decided on one. Originally, I wanted to watch a different film, but I would have been all alone in this giant cinema hall, and that was just one level too high for me, haha. So, in two hours, I’m watching Project Hail Mary with four other people. (Maybe a little spoiler here, idk?) I did have to google whether the movie has a happy ending or not to calm my nerves, but when I started looking for excuses not to go again, I just did it and booked a ticket and now I’m somehow... excited?

I still have these totally silly fears like: what if I can’t get the doors open?! What if someone hurts you?! What if I fall?! but I’m imagining how I might even do this regularly now. I’ve been to that cinema many times and it’s really cozy, huge, and just great to be there and enjoy the atmosphere. And now I’m actually going there to see a movie, ALONE. I don’t know, even though I’m still sitting at home at my PC, I’m already proud of myself. I did something I didn’t dare to do before, and although it’s probably a small step for others, as a diagnosed anxiety patient with social phobia, it’s such a big step for me. Holy moly. I just want to share this with the world right now. Im proud of little old me.

Hey! I’m going to the cinema alone today.

I’m a big film person, find movies and everything around them super interesting, I’ve even started collecting DVDs and love watching films. This morning, I thought about going to the cinema alone. I’ve often wrestled with the thought, but always ended up not doing it because I thought people would laugh at me or something might happen to me. I then shortlisted a few movies and actually decided on one. Originally, I wanted to watch a different film, but I would have been all alone in this giant cinema hall, and that was just one level too high for me, haha. So, in two hours, I’m watching Project Hail Mary with four other people. (Maybe a little spoiler here, idk?) I did have to google whether the movie has a happy ending or not to calm my nerves, but when I started looking for excuses not to go again, I just did it and booked a ticket and now I’m somehow... excited?

I still have these totally silly fears like: what if I can’t get the doors open?! What if someone hurts you?! What if I fall?! but I’m imagining how I might even do this regularly now. I’ve been to that cinema many times and it’s really cozy, huge, and just great to be there and enjoy the atmosphere. And now I’m actually going there to see a movie, ALONE. I don’t know, even though I’m still sitting at home at my PC, I’m already proud of myself. I did something I didn’t dare to do before, and although it’s probably a small step for others, as a diagnosed anxiety patient with social phobia, it’s such a big step for me. Holy moly. I just want to share this with the world right now. Im proud of little old me.