Life was being ruined by so called people

I am the one who couldnt take all accountability of my life,my parents were always against me,if i would say that i want to do that or i want to have a business, i want to setup a restaurant they just simply kept quiet and never said anything,i didnt have any active person in my life who were really good at anything and would say something promising,

My major issue was if i couldnt get along with anything instead of learning i would just quite the thimg or leave it like a looser,i always found comfort myself into meditation,into spirituality,into tarot card but i never could anything better for myself to achieve because there were no one who would motivate me.my parents always controlled me the way they wanted to be

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 3 days ago

I had many fault

So when i met him online i was not in myself and i ignored my current situation and started talking with him,it was really small chit chat, knowing each other,later i lost his contact and realized i actually liked him, but i never got another chance to say goodbye or anything,

Does he still miss me?

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 14 days ago

I had many fault

So when i met him online i was not in myself and i ignored my current situation and started talking with him,it was really small chit chat, knowing each other,later i lost his contact and realized i actually liked him, but i never got another chance to say goodbye or anything,

Does he still miss me?

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 15 days ago

Too much attachment

I am afraid of too much attachment,i have been lonely since childhood,and my mom always pushed me away from people.i just got to access to the people whom she wants this madee vulnerable fragile and i cant make decison,i overshare,i feel deepressed and i am afraid of being lonely.i cant make thinhs work anymore.nothing gets in my hand so easily,i was being destroyed by my own parents and now i am just a mess

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 29 days ago

I want to vent but

But when someone wants to listen i dont feel to share,i want to socialize but when someone shows interest i dont keep contact,i feel lonely but when i get some chance to get outside i keep my door shut

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 1 month ago

I become so restless

I am not in peace and calmnness,i am actually looking for miracle, a good time.i want my troubles get over and i will be 100% confidence what i am doing.i dont want shift of mind.i know my inner me dont want they way things are going on.i need my own life to be hold together.is there any time in future where i willl be happy?

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 1 month ago

I feel lonely

Everyday,anyday. Its been so long i never lived a life.i am just forwarding towards death as i grow old day by day,i know i have no achievement, i dont know why people dont like me,i want communication,friends and happiness.but i am lonely i am empty.my brain is slow.i cant do everything. I feel.like i am so scared about everything,people take me for granted.i cant love myself for who i am.i feel lonely

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 1 month ago

Does you family know?

I really dont understand what kind of question is this, i mean come on all adults and matured people come here to chat? They get introduced and later mostly ends up ghosting away,what is bugging you if someone is a woman if their family knows or not?like what does it mean?and what should be the reaction when you asking an adult if your family are concern or not?are people liable,have to give explanation to you if their family knows or not?what the fuck is that question

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 2 months ago

Friends,is constant thought about curse is that normal?

According to my religion there is no such thing but i dont follpw my religion properly,i am more of a spiritual person and my guts became always right from my childhood.

I get affected by other people's negative energy

Why i keep thinking that i am a curse, my life is curse?

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 2 months ago

How can i know i am alive

After a deep pain and great loss i always feel i am not alive anymore, i feel like i have been dead and what i am dping is not me, its my departed soul,i am no more,why i feel like that?any idea?

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 3 months ago
▲ 16 r/NEET

I cant work properly because my brain dont function properly

Living in fear and anxiety since i was born,the way they treated me always made me doubtful that i am not worth it,i am not good enough,no matter what i do they didnt like it,if i did something that they should be proud of they never clapped for me,couldnt raise my voice,couldnt function properly,didnt make right choices which made me feel always dizzy and awkward and scared of public place,no matter what i jate outside world

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 3 months ago
▲ 5 r/lonely

I am always lonely

I am lonely, pretty much more or less,all my life,now at this age of 40 i have family but still i am lonely and i will be till i die

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 3 months ago

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Hey, you were a soft breeze in my life,you didnt know aat that time how much i was hurt and i dont know why i had to go through this,but that time i felt so comfortable around you,and was waiting for your text reply,thankyou Ussama

Yours N

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u/Embarrassed-Emu-2397 — 3 months ago