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Writing about myself upsets me

I know it's probably not just me but I HATE writing about myself especially when prompts are too vauge it genuinly pisses me off to write about it. I don't know much about myself, I don't do much. I would be able to write something if there where clearer instructions but since it's the start of the year I've been having to answer all these 'questions about me' and it's so upsetting to me. It doesn't help the papers I have to write about myself are for grades and I genuinly cannot do it especially when they have prompts like "A time you failed at something" because it's way too vauge for me to actually think of something I like projects with specific instrustions where I know what I'm doing and I have a direct rubric right infront of me so it's so hard for me to do writing prompts. I hate having to answer questions about myself, and I feel like everyone would say "but you'll need to talk about yourself once your going and getting a job!" but I can manage that, I can't manage vouge and deep questions.

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 3 days ago

Can someone explain to me something about the end of the pmmm anime

I've had this question for a minute but I've only watched the anime of madoka magica (if the answer is in rebellion feel free to spoil me about it because I genuinly want a answer so bad and I haven't been able to watch the movie!!) But after Madokas last wish in the anime where she becomes a god and re-writes the universe everything is reset right? Like everything? The OG Magical girls get a second wish (sayaka , mami and kyoko) but their wish turns out the same because their circimstances , personalities and morals never changed from the origional universe so whats the reason Homura wouldn't get a second chance at a wish? Since Madoka no longer existed as a mortal being her wish of going back in time to meed Madoka all over again would no longer be a viable wish because Madoka no longer existed for her to go back in time and meet again. So how does it work??

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 3 days ago

I constantly feel like I'm faking (small vent)

I'm a person that's unoffically diagnosed and I've been so all my life (boo!!) yeah I know everyone hates self diagnosers and I always feel like I'm faking or maybe I'm just imaginging that I have it. I think a lot of it comes from when I was younger , my guardian always loved to think I was the only one they didn't get wrong or their only 'normal' child from raising two other children with very bad and hard to mangage mental illnesses. I never really turned out normal anyway, never getting help kinda drove me away from relationship building and figuring out how to work properly but I never really blame them I do always have the constant doubt in my head that maybe it will just be a fase but I don't know. Like I wanna just say it's not real but at the same time it's ruining my life so what am I supposed to do.

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 3 days ago

Sua's physical condition in ZOMST

is it just me or does Sua seem more malnourished in zomst? (before the actual stage) I mean she seems much more thinner than usual and her collar bones are way more prominent like she's totally neglecting herself (which wouldn't be suprising with her extremly codependent self)

u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 4 days ago

any obsessive or co-depedent yuri..?

I know I come back like every month just to ask for more yuri reccomendations but please I need more yuri. I'm looking for obsessive / codependent yuri not really yandere (though I wouldn't mind if anyone reccomended some I just generally don't look for it) but yes anything like that would be great

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 4 days ago

Could anyone help me figure out these bites?

I live in the US (tx) and I've had a problem with these bites since this morning. The bites have gone away in maybe a hour to a few hours. They're a bit itchy but not enough to cause a lot of discomfort. I usually sleep next to a window so it might be something that got in (I do get carpet bugs that come around every 2-5 months from my window) I've also had a little cough (though it might be seasonal allergies I got it a few days ago I've only gotten these today) I haven't seen any bugs on my bed today and that's the only place I've been the whole day (though if it helps I was out the whole day yesterday so that might be it. So far it's just been one bite on my wrist, the bite on the side of my leg in the photo and one small bite (about the same size as the one on my wrist) on the inside of my leg.

u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 10 days ago

is Nana a good read for a yuri lover?

I was just wondering would Nana be good for a yuri lover? I've seen it a bunch on my fyp and it's always of those two girls (idk their names sorry) but I know it's not yuri because their not in a relationship at all I've heard its more like a more than friends but less than lovers type of thing but I'm not 100% sure on what it's about I'm fine with them not being in a relationship or anything I just wonder is it something like theres a lot of romantic tension and they just happen to be very straight or is it different.

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 14 days ago

how do I start learning completly from scratch?

I really want to learn vietnamese because of my grandma but I don't know where to start at all, I don't really know anything at all besides a couple numbers. I've been thinking about using duolingo but I feel like it doesn't help me that much and it doesn't help with teaching the 6 tones I would need to learn. Where did you guys start? I'd download other apps but I don't want to waste my time or storage on something that won't work but I don't know how or where to start from

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 14 days ago

Has anyone made a alien alien stage AU?

I'm just wondering has anyone made a AU with the aliens on stage because I feel like I've seen AU's of people turning the aliens into humans or making the humans as guardians to the aliens but I've never seen someone actually fully draw the aliens like it always has to do with humans but I just wanna see the aliens

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 19 days ago

Glorys disguises

I really enjoy seeing her try to disguise as other tribes especially her skywing disguise in the book 5 graphic novel (which I feel like no one ever talks about this one) I get her icewing one is the most known since it had a lot of shots

u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 20 days ago

Does anyone relate to this??

For some reason I have a very odd way of thinking about numbers (which usually means I fail most of my math classes) but I have this thing where odd numbers look like even numbers and I don't know why I feel that way. Like for me 6 and 8 look like odd numbers , they're too round and they look nothing like the number 2, in my head it makes sense for 7 to be a even number because when I look at 7 I immediatly think "oh 5+2" and then I think about 2 and it also just looks like a even number like it just reminds me of a even number because of the way it looks and I can never explain it. I know it doesn't make sense because theres still a odd number in the mix but whenever I see 7 my brain automatically decides it's a even number

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 21 days ago

How do you stop the itch from hives?

I've been trying to fix my itch from hives for a while now, at first I tried a cold wet cloth which worked for a bit till it got too warm and then I just tried direct ice but it wears off really quick and I don't think I have enough ice to last me anything. I randomly just got hives this morning , I think it's because of the new oyster sauce i bought but I usually have it all the time and have never had this reaction. It started on my face but now its on my face , one arm and my legs and It's getting really hard to manage all the patches at the same time . It was the worst on my left arm but its basically gone now only on my right one but my face has been itching non stop and I'm trying my best not to itch anything. I don't have any lotions or medicines at home all I have is ice and maybe some non scented lip balm or pain killers if I can find it but it itches so bad

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 25 days ago

Is blackwashing wrong?

I see so many people talk about blackwashing and whitewashing , a lot if people say blackwashing and whitewashing are the same kind of bad. I do agree whitewashing black characters is bad because it removes rep but a lot of people say blackwashing doesn't exist. I've seen a lot of people draw asian or mexican characters as black and I need to know is that blackwashing?? So many people say blackwashing isnt a thing and that people are just trying to have more representation but I'm still wonder about it a lot. I'm not saying it's bad to do it at all I personally don't exactly have an opionion myself I'm just wondering what other people think of it I usually don't have a problem with it when it comes to characters without confirmed races (like book characters for example)

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 29 days ago

please help me find this song!

I found this song in a animal crossing playlist and I need it so bad but I can't figure out the name at all!! I think it might be some new horizons song? I'm sorry if I've miscatagorized it I haven't played in a while!

u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 29 days ago

How do you really write a switch / swap AU?

I've been wondering about this for a long time because I'm not really the best at righting fan fics but how do you really write a swap AU? Theres a lot of ways to write a swap AU and I have no idea what to choose whenever I want to make a swap AU so I'll just make a list of some of the types because I don't even know if these count as swap??

  1. Personality swapping Like there two characters swap personalities but they still have the exact same roles / fates
  2. Fate swapping, where two characters switch fates (ex: Character 1 dies in cannon and character 2 survives but in AU character 2 dies and character 1 survives) they still have the exact same lore as usual but their fates are swapped now.
  3. Lore swap , two characters switch lore with each other but everything else about them stays the same it's just their backstory makes them different now which I guess could also be kind of like personality swapping??
  4. Role swap? I don't exactly know how to explain this one but it's where like two characters swap roles not exactly like fate or lore swap but more like just the role of the character (like character 1 is prince and character 2 is a guard but in AU character 2 is prince and character 1 is guard)

I think what I really don't get is the roles when it comes to things like swap AU's because a lot of people in swap AU's swap the two partners but a lot of people also swap enemies or characters that are opposite to each other but theres also AU's where people swap pairs instead of just two characters. I know theres a lot more types of swap Au's but I just can't exactly explain them because they're so complecated to me. Do different types of swap AU's have different particular names? What really is a swap AU??? ( I know I'd probably know this if I read or wrote more fanfictions but I really don't so PLEASE help me)

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 29 days ago

It's nice to learn more about the background characters

https://preview.redd.it/xqfmnu0pevdh1.png?width=250&format=png&auto=webp&s=84390f36b044e9d07760a01540df6248bb69d460

I just read the new comic and it had me thinking about Mizis family / her parents. I assume it was maybe her mom who hit her since there was the scene in zombie stage where her mom is hugging her after she got hit (or maybe she has an abusive dad?) but I mostly think it was her mom it's nice to know more about Mizis home life and her family. I personally think it's really nice to see how the parents / family of the alnst cast would be like without the circumstances of the stage and I really hope we get some more comics with people like Io or Hia to see what they'd be like too. I mean we haven't really got to see them much in alnst since they weren't involved in the main casts life much so I'd be nice to see how they act with being in their kids/family members life now.

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 1 month ago

Pmmm absolutely broke me

I just finished the anime for madoka magica and I don't think words can exactly describe anything I feel. Originally I thought it was going to be a light watch through since I already knew most of the plot and the events for it already but I don't think anything could've prepared me. I think episode 10 broke me the most personally (not that I'm going to spoil anything) but I just feel so shocked and I haven't even watched any of the movies or anything so I still have all of that and then also probably get into magia record and I don't know whether if it's better or worse or if I should be prepared or not and I'm not saying pmmm was bad in any way possible pmmm was absolutely amazing just like a shocking type of amazing.

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u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 1 month ago

Why does Mizi dye her hair blue?

This might be a stupid question but why does Mizi really dye her hair blue? I get that many people talk about the symbolism in her blue hair but what was her specific reason for wanting to dye her hair blue? How did she even dye it ?

u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 1 month ago

The infection wasn't spread by their kiss

You know how in that once scene in Zomst theres that sign that says "One bite= Infection" that really had me thinking about how the infection really spread. If the infection is related to bites that means that Sua was never infected my Mizi from their kiss but she was infected by Mizi after Mizi bit her hand while they where kissing. (which could be why they chose to chop off Sua's arm since it was the body part that was first infected) In the back of the scene where Sua finds Mizis body it's shown that most of the infection is located on Mizi's shoulder and eyes, I could guess she was probably bitten on the shoulder or neck and it spread to her face quickly (or maybe she was bitten on the face it just seems harder for that to happen) . It seems like the infection is more of a rapid spreading thing since it's very odvious that the infected wounds are spread rather far on their bodies from when they where origionally infected. This also made Sua's kiss unnecessary (in terms of morality not in terms of plot) since Sua knew the infection could only spread by bite she deliberatly placed her finger into Mizi's mouth so the infection could actually spread to her since theres no sign of infection near Sua's mouth at all. I'm guessing they cut off the parts where the infection started from which is why they took Sua's arm and Mizi's eyes. But that also makes me wonder how much can the infection really spread, we know Sua's left leg is extremly mangled I mean you can see the bone I just wonder if that will happen to the rest of their body or if the infection only spreads so far.

u/Fearless_Ad5079 — 1 month ago