u/Forsaken_Art2205

I used to think the hardest part of UPSC preparation would be the syllabus, current affairs, optional, answer writing, etc. But lately I feel the mental isolation is much harder to deal with.
And the worst part is the constant guilt.
If you rest, you feel guilty.
If you go out, you feel guilty.
If you’re not studying, your mind keeps reminding you that someone else probably is.
Some days I genuinely feel motivated and hopeful. But some days I just feel mentally exhausted and emotionally numb. It’s weird because you’re technically alone most of the time, yet your mind never feels quiet.I don’t even have friends in the same town anymore. Most people I know are busy with their own lives, jobs, colleges, relationships, or have moved away. Meanwhile my life has become limited to my room, books, lectures, and the same routine every day.

Inframe : Suchanda Banerjee
Hi guys,
I recently discovered that tuition fees exist, which is honestly very anti-artist of society. I got into a Fine Arts master’s program abroad, and instead of taking a loan like a normal person, I’ve decided to emotionally crowdsource my lifestyle.🤣

At this point, I can only hope that people who believe in art, and understand what it means to hold onto something cultural, will come forward to support me. Right now, I have more faith in people than anything else.
As per University of the Arts London, Central Saint Martins:
College tuition fee: £19,845 per year, For 2 years (MA degree): £39,690.
As per UK government guidelines:
Living cost in London: £1,529 per month For 24 months: £36,696.
Student visa application fee: £558
2-year visa health insurance: £1,552
Total: £78,496.
Which is 1,00,85,480 INR as per OANDA currency exchange rate on 1st May 2026.
If I’m able to go, whatever I learn will not stay limited to me. It will find its way back into my work, into the society and into the people who engage with it. Many have told me my dedication inspires them. If that is true, I hope my journey can stand as an example of hope, faith, and the idea that if there is a will, there is a way—for other dreamers as well.
Your contribution and effort would mean the world to me. Please don’t forget to share this with others. PLEASE.
Thank you.

₹1,00,85,480 goal
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