u/Greedy_Attitude_8103

I lived right in front of a Middle Eastern family who came over from wherever they came from back in the 80’s because of war.

The only people who were legal were the kids. THEY WERE THE NICEST PEOPLE IVE EVER MET.

The grandpa when we first met, rustled my hair and said ‘I love you, it’s nice to meet you’ about 15 times. His English was good enough to know that saying “I love you” isn’t the first thing you say to someone upon meeting.

The only woman who wore that head covering was the grandmother. All the other women and even kids weren’t allowed to wear it because nobody else here wore one.

They didn’t push their religion on me, they didn’t start up politics around me or even to me, they weren’t mean, they didn’t tell me to go, etc. They fed me dinner and the grandpa gave me $5 bucks as I was walking out the door.

If people who are coming over here illegally would just be like them, everything would be fine. But nooooooooooooooooooo a lot of them are murderers, are in a cartel, drug dealers, sex traffickers, etc. etc. etc. I really don’t understand why they don’t think ICE and the police would be on their ass if they know damn well they have done something wrong. And the fact some of them come over here to “escape” from that past, it just doesn’t make sense to me because the law in any country for that matter will catch up to them in one way or another. While ICE has used excessive force against them but if they have probable cause to use said force, go right ahead. A lot of people who think that anyone should be able to come here illegally because we’re on stolen land, should do their own research on the people they defend. I’m not saying that every single person who comes here illegally should get this treatment because a lot of them are simply wanting a better life, but for everyone else who uses this country and kills its people, rapes it’s people, steal from its people should in my opinion have all that treatment they put onto others be forced upon them. Which is what ICE is doing. They aren’t going after the people who want a better life and are fully willing to adopt the American way, they’re going after all the people who want to change this country for their own sake.

Again this isn’t going after the people who want a better life not the people who are trying to “escape” from their past of doing bad things. The Law is the Law for a reason.

When you were a kid, time felt like it was suppppppeeeeeerrrrr slow. Now that you’re an adult and or older, you feel like you don’t have enough time.

Time is a human perception. No other creature uses or even understands time like we do. They go off the position of the sun. While yes we also use the position of the sun and moon, but clocks, digital clocks, time dials, etc, are only used by the human race. You can tell time by the stars yes but still.

For the love of god and all things holy, DO NOT BRING UP EINSTEIN OR ANYONE ELSE WHO STUDIED SPACE AND TIME. I WILL NOT FUCKING CARE. You can argue and argue. Try to prove points and whatever. I will not fucking care.

Time simply doesn’t exist. We use time like it’s the end all be all. When you die, time doesn’t matter. You are a sprit in wherever you go too. I had a NDE and went to the area of judgement. It felt like I was there for years. It had only been 15 seconds earth time. I have also had “visions” if you will of the past and future. I had an intrusive thought so to speak of my dog dying. It felt like a memory that didn’t happen yet. I was walking my older dog with my mom and she said “how are you holding up without sassy?” (Sassy is my dog’s name.) I laughed it off. A few months after she died, this came true. We were walking my older dog and my mom asked the same question. I laughed it off as well. Everything was the exact same. Down to what I was wearing, if the sun was setting or not, how I felt in the moment, everything.

Another time I had a dream of the USS KRAKEN.

I was there when it was talked about in the red room of the White House. I saw and remember the blueprints. I talked to some of the people who were working on it, they kept saying how fucking nuclear it’s going to be, and saw it be launched in the dead middle of the ocean, in the dead of night to land on the dark side of the moon. If you look this ship up, it was created by the US government and the UK as a last resort if WWII got nuclear.

Another time is Deja vu.

I was riding a roller coaster with my sister. I got a feeling that this has happened before. I got another “vision” if you will of the exact same thing that was happening but it was a memory.

If time exists, explain everything I just said. Explain Déjà vu, Deja reve, explain the billions of experiences from all over the world of this type of thing happening. This has been happening for thousands upon thousands of years. All over the globe. If you say it’s a “phenomenon”, you don’t know what you’re talking about then.

Time doesn’t exist and or matter.

For anyone who doesn’t know (I’d hope you know…) there was this thing where whoever posted everything he did and allllllllll of his emails, texts, calls, etc to the public. But now everyone has fuckin forgot about it all. Nobody cares anymore.

Where I live, he had house in the mountains. The police department, the mayor, and everyone of power here would go to that house CONSTANTLY. It’s mentioned in the files. This entire city was at one point, ran by him. One of my friends almost got picked up by the mayor himself because he wanted her to meet Epstein. His actual words “would you like to meet Jeffery Epstein? He’s in town at his house, I can take you to him.” I am dead fucking serious. She called the cops and told them that the fucking mayor just tried to pick me up and shit. They called her a liar. “He wouldn’t do that!”

This man and everyone who was close to him, is PURE fucking evil. Pure evil. Also if you read all three million files, you’ll start to notice how many “conspiracies” there are in them. Like how it says “Joe Biden was an evil ass man who hated everything and everyone. We had to kill him and replace him to front as a “nice man””. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm I wonder if that was already known or not by “conspiracy theorists”? And yet it’s there. In black and white. Everything they’ve called us for being “conspiracy theorists”, like how we’re crazy, a crack pot, etc, is all there… you can look it up right now if you don’t believe me. Also if you actually read the CIA black book

They wanted us to completely forget. Like they do with everything, they sweep it under the rug and then call us crazy for remembering it.

His missing posters were everywhere for a year, Oct something of ‘24 was when we went missing. He’s a light orange cat with fluffy hair. If anyone has any information about him like if he’s still missing or he was found, PLEASE let me know because I’ve been looking for him for a year. HE IS NOT MY CAT! I just really want to know what happened to him if anything.

This might sound a bit odd… but around the time I first saw his missing posters, he came to me in a dream. I am dead serious. He was super loving but just seemed like he wasn’t safe because I kept seeing him laying underneath a porch near where I live not breathing. This terrified me and I was gonna actually call the number that was on the posters but never did out of fear of getting blamed.. I really need to know if he’s ok or not and if that dream was some sort of a “vision” if you will (I have gotten them before) about his well being.

I died when I was 4 or 5 years old. It was because of a silent heart attack.

It first started out with me laying in my bed sick as a dog. My arm felt really weak and it kept tingling. I fell asleep and on my second dream, I went out of my body. I was starring at my physical body laying on my back, mouth open, dead. I started walking around my room because I didn’t know what was happening. As soon as I stopped, I started going towards the ceiling. It terrified me so I started screaming for my mom and trying to grab ahold of whatever I could. I physically couldn’t touch anything. I went against the wall screaming and sobbing. I slowly went through the ceiling and out to see the roof of my grandmothers house and her backyard. As soon as I went higher than the trees, everything went pitch black to bright white.

I “woke up” in an area I can only describe as the ‘area of judgement’.

As soon I woke up, it felt like a million suns were right in my face. It was as bright as that too. There were about 15 people who greeted me and helped me up. One of them was my great grandmother. They all said they missed me and loved me and that they were waiting for me. They showed me around and let me just say the peace and love I felt is something I physically cannot describe. It was like a wave that crashed over me. I can’t even tell you just how much I miss it.

They showed me around. There was so many trees, the river that’s said in the bible to be so clear and calm that it looks like there’s no water flowing in it, there were animals, and millions of people. It was literally like a can of sardines. I lost the people I was with for a few minutes before they called me and told me to pick a line.

There was three. They all stood in front of Jesus Christ throne. His throne was bigger and taller than Mount Everest. He himself was even bigger. I picked the middle line and it went in a blink of an eye. There were three roads leading to different places behind him. One lead to nothing and nowhere, that was the middle one. The second one lead to the pit of hell. It was a physical pit of absolute darkness. The third lead to a city. This city was so loud and bright that you could see and hear it from anywhere. My guess is that it was heaven.

I went in the middle line and it went in a blink of an eye. I was at the end then I was at the front starring at Jesus’s feet. He picked me up in one hand and held me up to his face but I couldn’t see his face. It was like the sun was in between us. I could see the rest of his body but not his face which is also mentioned in the bible. He said “what are you doing here? You’re not ready yet!” He then kissed me on my forehead and sent me back with an angel putting me back into my body and then I fully woke up and came back.

I’m constantly sick. I’ve been to so many doctors, so many hospitals, but NOBODY can figure it out.

I shit my brains out over four times a day. I’m nauseous to the point I haven’t slept in three days because each time I lay down, it gets so much worse. I keep feeling like I’m going to pass out because my heart rate is constantly in the 120’s. I can barely walk let alone stand. I’m losing my hand strength, leg strength, and my muscle mass. I constantly feel like I’m dying. I’m constantly in so much pain I can barely even move or breathe on my own.

I’m fucking miserable and nothing helps. I’ve tried going the natural rote for medicine but it did jack shit. I’ve had multiple MRIs, multiple EKGs, hundreds upon hundreds of tests of my blood, weight, sleep, etc. with all this going on, I really wouldn’t doubt I won’t live past 30. I’m 20 now. I’ve lost 114 pounds in less than a year because I physically cannot eat without puking or getting nauseous. I’m losing my mind as well because with not eating or sleeping, I’m getting not only autotrie (idk how to spell that) but also visual hallucinations that is causing me so much fucking stress and anxiety. I also have a constant fever of 100.1. I also have bald spots all over my head from the sheer amount of hair I lose.

I’ve tried so fucking much but nothing helps. The ONLY THING I’ve found that ACTUALLY HELPS, is raw ginger. It’s a god send for my nausea. Oh and fans because I get really bad hot flashes. THATS IT. I’ve tried thousands of medications, so many different treatments and all that, and just everything you can think of, I’ve tired it.

This has been going on for well over a year at this point. I’m dying.

I’m constantly sick. I’ve been to so many doctors, so many hospitals, but NOBODY can figure it out.

I shit my brains out over four times a day. I’m nauseous to the point I haven’t slept in three days because each time I lay down, it gets so much worse. I keep feeling like I’m going to pass out because my heart rate is constantly in the 120’s. I can barely walk let alone stand. I’m losing my hand strength, leg strength, and my muscle mass. I constantly feel like I’m dying. I’m constantly in so much pain I can barely even move or breathe on my own.

I’m fucking miserable and nothing helps. I’ve tried going the natural rote for medicine but it did jack shit. I’ve had multiple MRIs, multiple EKGs, hundreds upon hundreds of tests of my blood, weight, sleep, etc. with all this going on, I really wouldn’t doubt I won’t live past 30. I’m 20 now. I’ve lost 114 pounds in less than a year because I physically cannot eat without puking or getting nauseous. I’m losing my mind as well because with not eating or sleeping, I’m getting not only autotrie (idk how to spell that) but also visual hallucinations that is causing me so much fucking stress and anxiety. I also have a constant fever of 100.1. I also have bald spots all over my head from the sheer amount of hair I lose.

I’ve tried so fucking much but nothing helps. The ONLY THING I’ve found that ACTUALLY HELPS, is raw ginger. It’s a god send for my nausea. Oh and fans because I get really bad hot flashes. THATS IT. I’ve tried thousands of medications, so many different treatments and all that, and just everything you can think of, I’ve tired it.

This has been going on for well over a year at this point. I’m dying.

The Pakistani food truck that was at that thing in Cara’s park today made me so fucking sick. The reason is, MSG. (Idk the name of it sorry.. it’s white and has extremely colorful pictures on it.)

IF YOU ARE ALLERGIC TO MSG, DO NOT EAT FROM THEM!!!!!!!

I have a fever of 101.8, I’m nauseous as all hell, my body hurts like hell, I can’t really stand without almost passing out because I have POTS and MSG is known to make your heart rate go insane. I’m getting REALLY BAD hot and cold flashes. I’m fuckin miserable. The food was delicious don’t get me wrong but this shit? FUCK NO. I’m in so much pain.

This isn’t against the food truck at all because it was again delicious, I’m just giving y’all a warning if you’re allergic to MSG like I am.

(I feel like I have to clarify, NO I DID NOT KNOW IT HAD MSG IN IT. I got the pontine butter chicken.)

This is gonna be sad.

I’m in Hollywood trailer court off Cooley and turner. Today I saw a white truck dump three cats. They slowed down and dumped them. They didn’t stop. The amount of cats I’ve seen be dumped here is beyond sicking. There’s ALREADY a really bad feral and stray cat problem. ESPECIALLY in this trailer court. I feed and have helped over 20 cats and kittens. 20 cats is a colony. THERES THREE COLONIES HERE.

Whoever dumped those cats, I hope you rot. They are petrified. I tried feeding one of them but it ran in complete terror. It’s also limping because of how you dumped it.

STOP DUMPING AND ABANDONING YOUR FUCKING CATS!!!!!!!! I DONT GIVE TWO FLYING FUCKS IF ITS LEGAL OR NOT! ITS ANIMAL CRUELTY AND ABUSE.

When you dump an animal, it loses that love and trust for humans. Sometimes it stays but the majority, it’s replaced with fear. Fear of abandonment, fear of getting hurt or even killed by us and so on.

I knew a cat who was dumped and had lived here for a few years before meeting me. He was so sweet and yet so fucking scared of what I’d do to him. He got into a SUPER BAD fight one night and I tried to help him because he had an actual chunk gone from his arm that the other cat bit off. I tried my absolute hardest to help him and to keep it clean but he physically wouldn’t let me because he was terrified of me. He would let me pet him but not help him. He was also smart enough to know what a trap was, so every time I tried taking him to the vet, he’d hide from me and wait about a week to come back. He’s long since passed, my guess is from infection, but he is only ONE reason to not dump your damn cats. There’s also another cat I feed who’s also been dumped who’s a short hair Bombay and has only one eye because whoever decided to declaw him before dumping him. His only protection he has is his teeth but he has really bad feline gingivitis so whenever he eats he screams in agony. He also knows what a trap is because multiple people have tried to trap him to take him to the vet and a shelter, so now he completely avoids them at all cost. He seems like he wants human interaction but whatever happened to him, made him petrified of us. We make eye contact for not even a second and he bolts out of fear.

I have also seen people be mean to them on purpose. Since there’s a lot of black cats around here, people still think they’re evil and bad luck so they will go out of their way to hurt or even kill them. I was walking down the street and one of the cats I feed was walking with me because she just loves me, and some dude driving by went on to the curb to attempt to hit her since she was a bit of ways ahead of me. He almost hit me in the process. I’ve seen people kick them, shoot BBs at them, pepper spray them, leave out rat poison, etc.

THEY DID NOT ASK FOR THIS LIFE!