u/Longgone___

I met a girl at a concert around a week ago. We had a great time and kissed on the way out. We planned to meet up tommorow for a date and walk around town (no pressure and she seems kind) and I was fine until now.

I woke up with a massive wave of anxiety over me. I feel nauseous and my heart is racing.

Anything I can do?

In my dreams if a s4 was ever made they'd do filming in SF for Enid (and cause I live on the west coast) id try to apply.

I would LOVE to be an extra on this show more than anything 🥲

Hello!! I've been using shitty ten dollar gloves off Amazon. They've got this insanely itchy stuff on the inside that makes my hands sweat.

Any better cheap alternatives I could use? 🥲 I don't care about shitty quality but the itch factor got me lol.

I keep seeing everyone discuss JLLM and how bad it is. What exactly does it do? What do proxies do?

I am a tech idiot lololol

I just have had so many strange interactions over the years.

Tyler is such an interesting and well written character, but I also don't think he should be dating someone who he's tossed out a window lol

Why is this so controversial?? 🥲🥲 it seems like everyone is SO hardcore on picking a side but nobody wants to analyze characters and nerd out

I'm a big figurine and prop hunter. I don't want this show to end anytime soon but when the time comes and things start getting auctioned off I wanna be first in line :)

I went to the final ritual in inglewood and man. I am still kicking rocks over it being all over (at least for now).

Generally I'm fine but whenever I listen to the RHRN soundtrack I feel it all come back. It just proves how powerful rituals really are. Viva ghost!

It's obvious she's gotten worse over the years. She's deteriorating and pushing herself to preform anyways.

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I really hope her support system and whoever surrounds her can get her help. She's so talented it's so unfortunate you can become so blindsided to your own pain.

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It seems her ED goes back to even a decade ago, and worsened in the last two years so I wonder at what point will she seek help, if ever.

In the past I've heard people talk about the overlaps of Wednesday and other burton projects but now I'm blanking.

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The only thing I can remember is the overlap of music from Dark Shadows in Wednesday.

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Any others? Info dump on me!

This is a completely random thought but I didn't get anything in the mail the first two times. It was funny, I didn't even get rejected either, just silence.

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I'm hoping to break my years long streak of being ghosted by nevermore academy if they do a third mailing promo!

I think if he wasn't so kind it would be easier. I'm 19F and he's 20M.

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We met a few years ago, and got along easily. I'm on the west coast and he lives in the Midwest. He has family here and visits roughly once a month now, but besides that it's long distance.

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He is kind, funny, and we have a lot in common. Our families are so closely interlinked and I've really bonded with his family. That's why it's so difficult to just bite the bullet.

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I don't see a future with him. I want to try new thing and get out in the world. We also have very different plans for the future (he's picking up a trade, I'm going to college). We both deserve someone who can match ourselves.

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How can I gain the confidence to spit it out and not feel like a terrible person?

Haiii!!! I'm coming to saturday/day 3 of aftershock and planning to make bracelets to pass out.

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It'll be my first time going and I was wondering how many I should make? Do you think people would be receptive to it?

I'm going to the show in concord in September. I was wondering what the dress code is at rob shows. I love to go all out dressing up if applicable.

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Also I was wondering if it seems there's trinket trading there. I don't need some fancy scene I just was wondering if people would appreciate getting handed some bracelets?

This is a pretty rough one.

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My dad has been the owner of a buissness for over 20 years. Currently the insurance companies he works with cut him off. (Which is how he gets his pay). He's been fighting it but in the last few days people in his company have been dropping out and it has forced him to quit.

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He's destroyed. I'm upset for him. I'm a teen or else I'd just pay him through a rough spot.

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How can I support him through his upset? It's his life work and passion.

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Edit: typo!

Hi! I think the title covers it all. I think about who I am really meant to be constantly. My brain is beyond scrambled.

I have always always always been a tomboy my entire life. I think I've been in a dress once in my life and that involved much protest. My parents will support me I think, even if they don't entirely understand me.

As I've gotten older its been increasingly hard to sit and watch my body change, and I feel this dread for my future when I think of the idea of being someone's mother or wife. I guess I always assumed I'd grow up and not have to be a woman. And now it feels like my time is ticking away.

Everyone around me seems so assured of who they are. Don't get me wrong, I love being a girl. Girls are awesome. I will hold my expirences now dearly forever. But in the back of my mind I can't feel like I am preforming.

I have basically rebuked anything feminine about me because I don't want people to perceive me as that. I get kind of anxious whenever people compliment me by calling me pretty or something similar. It just doesn't sit right.

I don't want to stay how I am in this strange limbo forever. If I leaned into being feminine I wouldn't be entirely uncomfortable but it would be a lie. And at this point in my life there is nothing that would benefit from me trying to transition. I already dress like a dude, I already act like one, and I already bind and such. Literally the only thing would be cutting my hair shorter and telling people. Doesn't seem like it's worth it.

I think my friends would take it fine but it just seems like a grueling process.

I also just dislike the idea of being transgender. I don't even feel like I am. I am just a guy. Is that weird? I mean that more as it feels like people would perceive me more like trans > male.

I just wish I could fast forward a few years or press a button to magically be a guy instead.

I don't really feel like I can tell anyone yet either which makes me feel a little stir crazy.

I think I'd like to be called Diego or Simon. One is close to my name now, and the other has been a running joke/nickname for a while.

Will I ever feel normal? Can I live an average life?

This isn't a cardinal sin but it is embarrassing as hell for me. I have been obsessed with a fictional character for around three years now and it's only gotten worse.

I imagine me and said character in a relationship, or in some comforting setting to battle loneliness or boredom.

It's kind of funny because I have a loving family, a bustling social life, and no one would EVER know about this at all. I don't really have a reason to spend my time on this other than boredom.

I am a big nerd on media, love a good movie, show, book, or game, so I figured it would be another hyperfixation that would pass after a few months. It didn't. Three years and it doesn't seem to be going away anytime soon.

I also figured it was just a character analyzation that wasn't anything much to worry about but as time has gone on I realized I treat these fantasies like a crush and have real feelings attached to them.

It wasn't much of a problem in the beginning but now I would rather spend time in my own head than doing anything productive. Also I haven't sought out a real relationship in a hot minute because I don't feel like I'm missing anything. I know that isn't inherently bad but I still feel ashamed because I know its FROM these fantasies that are so deeply rooted in my brain now. Sometimes I wonder if I can even like anyone anymore because I have set such a specific standard. Yikes.