Hey guys. I've been working my ass off trying to find pea coats that are made entirely from wool and don't have any sort of polyester or any polyester sub blend. A 100 percent authentic pea coat made from wool. It needs to ship internationally and no im not paying a really high price so it needs to be affordable too. Reasonable. HELP PLEASE😔😔😔
A year ago I always thought i had my life figured out , I.e go into med school , become a doctor and life the life i want. But these past few months? Everyday I wake up and feel so lost. Ever since I've started connecting with myself , all I want in life is just this:
All my life i was brought to eventually become a doctor. That's all what I wanted too. But now I feel like I was made for so much more. I've been thinking and everytime I think of pursuing medicine I feel like there's something internally wrong with me. Like my soul just rejects the idea. Doing so would trap me in for 6 years of brutal study and everything , then further specialization for another 5 years. By the time I'll be done with my satisfactory degree I'll be....30. Sure I'll be hella rich and have so much money but will i get my 20s back? My prime back? Will i ever enjoy myself as freely as I truly want? Would I be able to roaming mountains and rivers and watch seasons change then?
Don't get me wrong, my interest completely lies in medicine. I suck at all other subjects and medicine is inherently the inly one who interests me. But I feel like I value the freedom of my soul more than I value my life. I want to see the world and I want tk travel and I want to learn and theres so much. But trapping myself feels....wrong. we all are going to the grave one day , and I just think my life will be worth nothing if I didn't let myself feel the happiness of the freedom I've craved ever since I was born.
I dont know what to do , I feel like im made for so much more. I just..everyday i wake up and I feel lost.
I was wondering if I could apply to shanghai government scholarships , coukd I possibly secure a tuition free and maybe an accommodation included ride to any one of the medical schools in shanghai given the fact I do have the grades and required documents for it? for undergraduate eng mbbs?
anyways so since im to join mbbs in pak next year , i was just thinking of the sheer scheduling..........are you guys as mbbs students there content and happy in your lives? matlab are your vacations that are given decent and long enough? are there any vacations at all? is there even a week to just stay at home and relax? whats the attendance requirement for yall?
lately, having been going through alot by myself , i need books that completely change how you view life and people and honestly everything. the impact being positive ofcourse. i want it to focus on how to go through everything , life lessons , people and relations , loss and grief , man's search for meaning and purpose , life itself (philosophical touch) , loneliness , and stuff in relation to this. i want to start reading this book and come out a different person because i believe books have the power to change anything. i want the impact so deeply lasting that i carry it with me everywhere. i hope good recommendations come my way!
Are grape cases in pakistan seriously fluctuating as bad as that's being shown on media or is it even worse. Is pakistan , especially lahore even safe enough for women anymore? Can women go out and be safe and enjoy themselves without a male or will they end up being graped too? I would kindly appreciate the responses of women especially. How safe is ur life in pakistan? should women even consider moving here again or just leave?
Are rape cases in pakistan seriously fluctuating as bad as that's being shown on media or is it even worse. Is pakistan , especially lahore even safe enough for women anymore? Can women go out and be safe and enjoy themselves without a male or will they end up being raped too? I would kindly appreciate the responses of women especially. How safe is ur life in pakistan? should women even consider moving here again or just leave?
Are rape cases in pakistan seriously fluctuating as bad as that's being shown on media or is it even worse. Is pakistan , especially lahore even safe enough for women anymore? Can women go out and be safe and enjoy themselves without a male or will they end up being raped too? I would kindly appreciate the responses of women especially. How safe is ur life in pakistan? should women even consider moving here again or just leave?
i think ive always been lonely. even as a child id be outcasted or forced to sit by myself. growing up the same shadow of this loneliness followed me into middle school.i to this day do not know how i survived the bullying and being left out from everything. high school came and up until last year i was so happy. i had a bestfriend i was platonically in love with. i had my group. i had so many people i loved i was so grateful.
and then all of a sudden its just gone? i was being treated horribly. being disrespected and i let them disrespect me because i was scared of being alone. but last year i did stand up for myself and cut off every single person who remotely backbit , bodyshamed , lied , ghosted or did whatever to me. i never knew how much id need to pay for this. starting this year , there hasnt been a single day where i havent felt this mind numbing loneliness. i gave up trying to blend in with my class befriending new people because theyre extremely......typical highschool groups and excluding and disrespecting. i keep waking up every day and go on , but its so hard im holding on for the hope of it all.i have a few months before i graduate , and all of a sudden i have no one. i try and hold on. i distract myself from this destructing loneliness but how long will i keep running? i literally have to deal with this AND the ache/grief of losing my soulmate and my friends because i love deeply
im scared that ill always feel like this. that ill never make friends again and spend my entire life crying. my self respect doesnt allow me to beg my way back after i begged back then. but this loneliness is eating at me. i dont know what to do. do i keep going on with this? i dont want to give up. i want to be loved and feel surrounded. will i ever feel this way?
does loneliness ever go away? like truly or does it stay with you forever? i am lonely right now because i dont have many friends at all esepcially being last year hs. am i being deluded that itll go away a few years later?
hi. so ive been co erced into pursuing mbbs as almost any desi child out there. but one of the main hurdles im facing is actually my future and not just getting a degree for it to sit on the countershelf. i geniunely wanted to know how these medical school are in pakistan , specifically in punjab and whether theyre truly worth it. the education quality , the credits the alumnis the job oppurtunities abroad the people enviorment and work enviorment how is it all...the hostel? since im going to be giving the mdcat , its just......honestly its barely possible for me to secure an acceptable aggregate (94-96). what do i even do? ive been hearing and even knowing that pakistan's own mbbs doctors are highly unemployed. so is pakistan truly worth it
okay so being an avid dramione reader , i am constantly in need of an amazing fanfiction. one shots or any sort of fanfiction below 105 000 words is not my desired area. i need INSANE level fanfiction underground suggestions that do nt involve werewold or any extra supermagical theme than what already exists within the universe. i want exquisite detailed and beautiful writing done by the author. it needs to have intense plot nd need to be atleast 110 000 words with good character builidinga nd strong plot armour. the romance shouldnt be dislike but actual deep integreted hatred that slowly shifts and then turns into dislike then disdain and VERY slowly love. banter and wit and intelligence and you get me bro i need smth like that. ive ready many many many masterpeices like isolation , entropy , and pretty much all classics. i hope the niche community finds me good suggestions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(i desperately need them)
ALSO needs to be SOMEHOW conanon divergent no shit like oh hermione has a secret brother or shes idk tom riddle related or born different whateveer that shit is
thnx
So I've been stuck in this situation and it's honestly getting pretty overwhelming. So anyone out there who could help , hear the entire shit out and give peoper advice on how to go from here , id really appreciate it. Text me if anyone is able to.