my phone is crying rn 😭😭💀💀

my phone is crying rn 😭😭💀💀

i want to do smth but idk what. music is my special interest and im not deleting music 😭

u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 4 days ago
▲ 22 r/foundHippostalker69+1 crossposts

Thank you to everyone who made me happy throughout this journey

Unfortunately I dont think my journey of living will go much further, so I wanna say, Thank you to Hippostalker69 himself, thank you to MusicIsMySpecInt, thank you to chudery, thank you to Outrageous air, and most of all, thank you Latvia (LK).

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 4 days ago

What’s the difference between pronouns.cc and pronouns.page?

Right now, I have a profile on pronouns.page for myself, but I’ve seen a really cool UI and different customization pronouns.page doesn’t have.
Is that the major difference, or is there others?

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 1 month ago

i’m board at 3am (was; repost), and may or may not be a desperate call for talking/venting/whatever it is

i recently turned 17, i’m audhd, trans (she/they), generally not happy, and probably depressed with suppressed emotions.

im not happy with my appearance and being called a girl makes me in general the happiest i’ve ever felt, or the happiest alongside my interests. i’ve also kinda drifted out with my friend of 3(+) when i was making him uncomfortable due to being heartless and stupid. this isn’t the first time i’ve had smth with him or that included him, as well as making me feel like shit and a terrible person.

oh, and i think im still part kid inside; i don’t think i’ll ever fully mature into a typical adult, and just want to be a kid. i love the pure innocence and degeneracy that comes with being a child (innocent) and teen (lexual degenerate). we definitely do not have to discuss the lexual part out of the sub’s rules and the overall atmosphere. so, aside from the sad shit, let’s keep it lighthearted (even tho i wish, but, due to unfortunate and stupid circumstances, can’t. but i’m okay with that :)). anyways, i believe my experience and thoughts align with age regression mostly, and *maybe* NGU (r/nevergrewup).

that’s wasn’t that small, hahahaha. i’m just going thru a lot of thoughts, annoying loss of interest due to me not controlling myself. alright, ask away…! or smth lol

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 2 months ago

I have come back to get a warrant for a welfare check. Reason of welfare check: Concern for Cynnah’s wellbeing

(legal: not literally, just my own goofy way of posting this)

i hope cynnah is ok. we haven’t seen her for a while. she isn’t forced to stay, of course, i’m just being a nice fellow human being.

Next news update is planned to come soon from this reporter

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 2 months ago

if I share a document or anything where my email can be seen, is there a way to turn that off or something?

I’m asking here so that I can get a quick answer without having to dig through the official support website, hahaha

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 2 months ago

being trans, and audhd with a deficit in hygiene at age 16 makes me feel hopeless/worthless/smth

background: im audhd, and probably depressed or some form of the feeling rather than the medical condition.

idk how much I want to share. not doing the normal practice of no 2 (as in, not doing dealing with it myself) makes me think about how I will be in future if I don’t work on it. and I am; I want to! idk if it’s a change issue or not

I’ve also been feeling a loss of pleasure in gaming on the xbox for who the hell knows. I *love* music, and all i’m doing is listening to music on my ipad looking at the same stuff I already saw while being a shut-in, and not attempting to make friends irl like I want to.

and the gender dysphoria is difficult to spot, but being called a girl makes me really happy. and since hair/thicker hair is more associated with masculinity, I think im sh-ing because of that. idk if I am, but it seems like it.

but even with the music and video games, it really only just muffles the anhedonia, while still enjoying the things i like. it’s like an endless cycle.

(trying this again since i didn’t get much engagement last time)

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 2 months ago

being trans, and audhd with a deficit in hygiene at age 16 makes me feel hopeless/worthless/smth

(trying this again since i didn’t get much engagement last time)

background: im audhd, and probably depressed or some form of the feeling rather than the medical condition.

idk how much I want to share. not doing the normal practice of no 2 (as in, not doing dealing with it myself) makes me think about how I will be in future if I don’t work on it. and I am; I want to! idk if it’s a change issue or not

I’ve also been feeling a loss of pleasure in gaming on the xbox for who the hell knows. I *love* music, and all i’m doing is listening to music on my ipad looking at the same stuff I already saw while being a shut-in, and not attempting to make friends irl like I want to.

and the gender dysphoria is difficult to spot, but being called a girl makes me really happy. and since hair/thicker hair is more associated with masculinity, I think im sh-ing because of that. idk if I am, but it seems like it.

but even with the music and video games, it really only just muffles the anhedonia, while still enjoying the things i like. it’s like an endless cycle.

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 2 months ago

is Cuba actually democratic?”

i watched some videos and was surprised to know that it apparently is then i saw this one too. i cant see how cuba is democratic when castro was the leader of the communist party (the main government) for years on end. it simply doesnt make sense.

the videos are in the comments

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 2 months ago

제가 어떻게 한국어 좋은이예요?

안녕하세요 여러분! 전 한국어를 배워요 왜냐하면 한국 문화를 너무 좋아해요! I never really had pratice typing/speaking Korean, but I’m trying to work on that more.

Shorter sentences are easier for me - just plain subject object verb and nothing else. For example:
제가 블랙핑크고 에스파 너무 좋아해요 🫰🏻

제 어떤 피드백/비평을 고맙을게워요 😊

In advance 고마워요 :3

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 3 months ago
▲ 8 r/TeenVent+1 crossposts

being trans, and audhd with a deficit in hygiene at age 16 makes me feel hopeless

idk how much I want to share. not doing the normal practice of excretion (as in, not doing dealing with it myself) makes me think about how I will be in future if I don’t work on it. and I am; I want to! idk if it’s a change issue or not

I’ve also been feeling a loss of pleasure in gaming on the xbox for who the hell knows. I *love* music, and all i’m doing is listening to music on my ipad looking at the same stuff I already saw while being a shut-in, and not attempting to make friends irl like I want to.

and the gender dysphoria is difficult to spot, but being called a girl makes me really happy. and since hair/thicker hair is more associated with masculinity, I fear i’m participating in self-harm because of that. idk if I am, but it seems like it.

but even with the music, it really only just muffles the anhedonia, while still enjoying the things i like. it’s like an endless cycle

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 3 months ago

has bp ever reacted to the hate they receive?

there’s this one clip i remember seeing where the girls are talking a show except for Jisoo, expressing a sad face. it’s so sad. anyways, so is there some sort of video or compilation of all 4 or at least one of them?? thanks in advance! :D

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 3 months ago

if you’re a native Chinese person living in China, what’s your opinion on the government of the mainland?

你好 r/AskAChinese! 😊 hello! 👋

personally, I like the state-owned entities/enterprises they have, but I definitely do *not* like the authoritarian part of it. they may have one of the biggest economies, but the CCP definitely isn’t and been around for too long

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 3 months ago

[tips and/vent flair] my friend is depressed/really sad and i wish i can talk with him

something happened recently to him that made him really depressed and i wish i can talk to him because i feel like it would be better for us if we do. would it??
he’s always felt some kind of depression that has been with him for a long time. he thinks talking with him won’t benefit him, also.

it makes me sad seeing him and as a fellow human being to be avoidant of human interaction with his friend (me).

and before anyone asks, no i don’t want to dm because it feels like my parents don’t trust me to even talk in dms so quickly. but that’s for a different post

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 4 months ago

what pronoun set do you use for F1NN?

i’m curious to hear what u guys would use. i like using she/her and they/them for her. plus, i have a feeling she likes being called with fem pronouns, or sometimes

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u/MusicIsMySpecInt — 4 months ago