u/Noobnoobnoo

after talked to "climate change activists" anf "anti ai" people and realizing they r ALL just performative hypocrites and turn into conservative republicans when meat and dairy industry r mentioned so quick..i just don't wanna talk to them again.

like how can one act so progressing and think they r left wing while activly supporting misogyny, rape and slaughter and a literal genocide or multiple species like, they make anyyyy excuse in the world to not have to actually change what THEY DO.

its disgusting and personally i cant listen to their excuses anymore. ik it's also a part of veganis to try and educate people but ohmyfuck i just cant do it anymore. HOW CAN PEOPLE BE SO FKIN DENCE

for the past 3 years or so ive daydreamed about winning a shit ton of money, where exactly id move, what my house would look like etc etc etc. ive literally mostly designed how my house would look like and have a whole usb stick full pictures, layouts ideas even FURNITURE... like today i daydreamed ALL DAY about how id build a house then stables and buy a horse and learning about how to take care of a horse fully. im POOR im never gona have a horse but i still do it. in the back of my head ik im not gona win but the rest of my brain is like "mmm but i will". anyone else?

so lately this past half year mby i havent been playing almost at all bcuz last time i tried to find friends in games they all turned out to be horrible human beings rly quickly and it just got so annoying and lost any hope of finding good people in the gaming community.

id like to chat first and see if we click and play some games mby if we play same type of games. when i played w random people from the other redditsubs i got soo burned out by having to meet new people over and over and over again bcuz they all turned out to be at least misogynistic even tho i said no sexist people... so this time id like to chat for a while before we actually play.

lately ive been playing dayz a bit again but if uve ever played it u know its mostly middle aged people so theres no real community there for young adults. ill put a list of the games i used to play before so if u have those and ud wanna chat and see if we click and mby could play dm me!

DayZ

Peak

REPO

RV There Yet?

most of the backroom games

phasmophobia

houseflipper 1 and 2

police simulator

powerwash simulator

deadside

the forest 1 and 2

i have some more but i havent touched those in years or just dont like em but ill put them here aswell

csgo 2, left 4 dead 2, rainbow six siege, among us, bread and fred, crime simulator, lethal company vrchat, friday the 13th, in silence, 7 days to die, ark survival evolved, dinkum, dyinglight, garrysmod, gtav, greenhell, raft, state of decay, portal 2, some of the dark pictures games, the quarry, icarus (havent tried it yet), dbd, supermarket simulator. those r pretty much all the multiplayer games i have lol (i have some more in epic games but those r the free games.)

im just gona put some must be here so that if we have diffrent political stands we wont waste time.

no racist, sexist, homophobe, religious, zionist, right wing, ableist, no slurs and if ur not a woman no calling people bitches or just being weird in general. if ur vegan thats a massive plus!!

also im 21f so be around 20 to 25 yo and im from europe but i can play US servers aswell if my ping isnt suuuper high

dayz is well liked with more older people and im looking for a community around my age 20-28 or smth.

i like the more chill dayz where u more loot and sell gems, grow weed and sell it etc then the hardcore dayz..

if anyone knows a server like this plsss let me know!!

could be outside of eu but ping shouldnt be too high ahah

i had paused updates but it still forced an updated and suprise suprise it broke smth AGAIN.

now its slow to load when open pc and put password when it used to be super quick. also windows button on keyboard and taskbar it self wont work. it just shows loading for a second and stops. pls help

idk what im supposed to include in this but-

AMD Ryzen 5 5600G with Radeon Graphics (3.90 GHz)

16,0 GB (15,8 GB usable)

os build 26200.8655

i tried to ask help in the microslop site but all they said was
"We'll be back soon!

Sorry for the inconvenience, but this site is currently under maintenance. We'll be back online shortly!"

and the windows 11 reddit page took down my post so no help there either..

it might be a bit silly but the free one feels a bit scary bcuz if u forget to check it in the 6 months its just all gone (thinking like worst case scenario coma situtation or whatever lol)

but the paid one even tho pretty cheap 3.60 a month it just has more then id need. is there any way to make like a 1 or 2 euro plan for a bit more storage then the free one (mby 4-6gb), a few extra email adresses (like 4 or smth) and email support for us who dont rly need anything else but would like to make sure the account cant be deleted. : )

its actually baffling to me. i report a pd f file and no violati0ns found. i report a r@p1st no violati0ns found. i report a person coming to my dms calling me a b1tch and no violati0ns found. i report a sex1st, rac1st, hom0phobe.. no violati0ns found. all the comments even when they straight up say smth like " id r@pe her" NO VIOLATI0NS FOUND WTF

i got a str1ke for saying "how does it feel when no women like u" to a rap1st inc3l sex1st man..

ive gotten comment taken down for saying "lol" to a funny video

make it make sense. either all the people reviewing the reports r a bunch of inc3l rac1st white supremacist r@pists pd f files that u hire on purpose or there is smth wrong w ur system and lets hope its the system, bcuz from here its pretty obvious on which side tiktok is on.

im an adult and i cant drive which means i cant go to buy groceries or just go anywhere on my own even hobbies. i have to constantly depend on my parents for everything. my parents r in their mid 50s and i just started rly thinking about when they r going to be too old to take care of me in that way. i dont even live at home or anything but what then.. how am i going to function w out that help????

can someone who was in this situation tell me how ur life is now once ur parents couldnt help u anymore. im genuinely scared for my future.

for me its blue cheese, where i live theres only one vegan option and it tastes so awful...

I've always dreamed of living in my own house w a yard or even a rowhouse w a small patch of grass where i could just exist w out all the people there.

noone seems to understand how living in an apartment feels so isolating bcuz i dont rly even go outside bcuz theres always so many people there and when i do i cant just be bcuz im so anxious. having my own yard would give the option to just exist outside with fresh air and nature.. but no neurotypical seems to understand this..

so im disabled and cant work and im home everyday and i used to just game all day but after a decade now suddenly i dont like it anymore and have no intrest to play games.. now im so bored idk what to do w my self.. everyone tells me to read a book but first of all im dyslexic and its just not enough.. gaming was kinda like work for me in a way that it took hooours sometimes the whole day so it made the time go by easily but now i just cant figure out what else could do that for me when i cant even workkk.

if anyones gone thru this pls give tell me what u did to not be so bored all the time..

so ive had this problem my entire life if i bring anything home like cookies, icecream, chips whatever it is ill eat it immidietly and i cant help my self. even if i rly try at the end of the day im like "but i already ate that much so it wouldnt make that much of a diffrence anymore" so i just eat it... but it would be nice to be able to have those things at home and eat them a little bit daily, so if anyone has fixed it plssss give me ur tips

anyone else on a similar situation?

all i ever wished was not to worry about money and have a home w a small yard so that i could go outside w out all the people there.. but its literally never possible bcuz of my disablity.. (not like even working people have that chance nowdays but i cant even dream of working and mby one day having it)

ive been doing the same things everyday for years, cant afford hobbies or trips or even rly a livable apartment, distractions that ive used for a better decade arent interesting anymore so all this just kind of come to the surface of how awful life is when u cant afford anything..

all the stables i check theres reviews or stories of them abusing animals like... all of em...

would think if they have horse riding they would love the animals but ig not...

i have this weird feeling like oh im just gona go on the back of the horse and remember everything and be just as good as i was before but thats most likely not going to happen lol. also ik ill be sore the day after bcuz i barely workout at all but what can i expect from the first lesson if anyone here took that long of a break aswell and has tips?

im going back to horse riding after a loong time, any tips on how to feel more comftrable, the tight clothes arent comftrable and i just hate the way they look and push my stomach, i ordered one of water proof horse riding pants that r more loose and idk if it looks rly silly to use those on a sunny day lol but anything else i can do clothing wise to feel more comftrable in my own body?

any tips (from anyone w a big stomach)

also my everyday pants r ALWAYS sweatpants so idk is there anything like those for riding?

everything seems so complicated and i cant find ANY recipies in my language so mby people will have super easy recipies here

why.. ive been on rocky ground w my n mom for like a week wanting to cut her off but cant for many reasons. i asked months ago for a simple gift.. a gift card to ikea or jysk or rusta (for decorations) months ago. this morning she bought a gift card for some online health store.. i never asked for nor have i ever shopped there and there is NOTHING FOR ME THERE. i was rly clear what i wanted and it was super easy and she couldnt get it but rather waste her money on smth i dont even want or need..but if im annoyed she will act like im ungrateful. she never rly has gotten wat i asked for like last as i asked for lego flower and i didnt get that and they sell those in like all the stores..

also im vegan keto THIS STORE HAS LITERALLY NOTHING FOR ME..

ive always given good gifts, thoughtful and expensive but now no more bcu what the fuck how hard is it to just give someone what they ask for its so simple it never happens..

edit:

HA MY DAD DIDNT EVEN GET THE GIFT I ASKED FOR. he said he will give cash.. i wont be able to use it ive told them many times it needs to be a gift card bcuz if its not its actually my money and i wont have the heart to use it bcuz IM POOR and have to save everything i can... cant believe this another year of not getting smth as simple as a gift card to ikea.. actually now that i think about it i dont remember getting a gift ive wanted since i was a lil kid.. like a tiny baby..