It's a relief to not be seen as a loser.
But at what cost when all I ever longed was to be loved and seen.
How much harder am I trying to not go crazy.
I wanna win, and be loved.
But how do I?
Sorry, No sound! But if you've been there, you know the variations of sound from frame to frame (loudest to the quietness) 💔
My unsuccessful life is nothing more than a punishment for my parents who are in their 60's
\-a 23M (failure) who couldn't enter the college & unemployed because of weak physique (due to premature birth)
\*I'm pro life but I don't like myself. The only person I h#.te is 'me'
My unsuccessful life is nothing more than a punishment for my parents who are in their 60's
-a 23M (failure) who couldn't enter the college & unemployed because of weak physique (due to premature birth)
*I'm pro life but I don't like myself. The only person I h#.te is 'me'
Messi - 3 🔥
but a//ah - 0 👻
Ooh! The inevitable consequences of my own foolishness 💔
Most people think they have a confidence problem.
They don't.
Most people have a belief problem.
Somewhere along the way , life taught them something about themselves that was never true.
A rejection became " Iam not valuable" , a failure became " Iam not capable" , a betrayal became " I can't trust anyone" an abandonment became " Everyone leaves"
Over the time those beliefs become lenses . They shape how people see themselves , how they approach opportunities , how they built relationships , and how they respond to challenges.
The problem is that many of those beliefs were never based on truth . They were based on pain .
You can not consistently live beyond what you consistently believe about yourself.
This is why renewing your mind matters . Until the belief changes . The behavior rarely does.
Romans 12:2
" Do not be conformed to the pattern of this world but be transformed by renewing your mind then you will be able to test what God's will is "
Most people think they have a confidence problem.
They don't.
Most people have a belief problem.
Somewhere along the way , life taught them something about themselves that was never true.
A rejection became " Iam not valuable" , a failure became " Iam not capable" , a betrayal became " I can't trust anyone" an abandonment became " Everyone leaves"
Over the time those beliefs become lenses . They shape how people see themselves , how they approach opportunities , how they built relationships , and how they respond to challenges.
The problem is that many of those beliefs were never based on truth . They were based on pain .
You can not consistently live beyond what you consistently believe about yourself.
This is why renewing your mind matters . Until the belief changes . The behavior rarely does.
Romans 12:2
" Do not be conformed to the pattern of this world but be transformed by renewing your mind then you will be able to test what God's will is "
23 M, still repeating final school exam for the third time after skipping it for two times, my last but longest recent purity streak ended in December 2019 after that I couldn't stay without falling in to PMO 💔. I never thought it would ruin my whole life in the most hopeless manner that woild happen to a foolish purposeless student.