u/SeniorBolognese

First set of pictures were from 2021-2022 where I was arguably at my leanest. I was fat all my life and once covid happened and after everything had settled down for a bit I was 315 pounds and I knew that I needed to lose weight. I was in the best shape of my life and had done Thai Boxing for 2 years, completed my first 10k at my lowest weight at 195 lbs, and my fastest 7:28 mile. And now here I am in 2026 in the second set of pictures 100 lbs heavier than when these photos were taken at 285 lbs. And it was all my own fault. Life related stress had taken its toll and instead of maintaining my exercise and diet, I relapsed back into my food addiction and substance use to cope and feel some sense of control in my comfort zone. I took the 2nd set of pictures today after a run, sauna, and cold plunge and not only do i feel amazing physically and mentally; I also feel great shame that I let myself get to this point. I thought that I could just as easily start again but i've come to realize that im fucking terrified. I need a plan but my ADHD brain makes it difficult to maintain it. I originally did just fine without one, only to gain back all of my weight but I dont ever want to be where I am right now ever again, something needs to be different this time. For now I'm rolling with each punch, just as I always have.

What rhymes with Jerry?

Going under at PNC last night. Spiritbox and Evanescence killed it, opener wasnt my cup of tea but everyone still had a blast

For Holter Monitoring, and your monitoring for a potential MI, how could you document whether it is anterior, posterior, or lateral?

Come again?

Wondering if anybody else has randomly gotten multiple machines delivered to you without ordering them.

Madreblu - Certamente: This was a crazy pull from the sopranos

Why is this the first picture that pops up

Do you like this painting?

KEP Productions is the promoters of the Nazi show in Garfield, NJ this weekend. And if you have any questions about what they are about they are promoting that ideology on their Facebook page on a post that should be reported as well as the entire page. That is all.

The cream always rises to the top, and im about to show you the white hot cream of an 8th grade boy

Dating or friends I have zero interest in your family and want to interact with them as little as possible🫠

Any hot takes or suggestions for this?

[Story] I let myself fall off the wagon... Again.

Mayonnaise and chicken 😍😍🥰🥰🥰

The Stagnant Pool by Felt has to be the deepest of deep cuts in post punk

Whats going on in the isoelectric line on the cover of both sides of the brain?

Had a lot of variety this week

Just moved into a basement. What do you guys think? Used for gaming and eventually remote work.

before cringe was invented and based ruled the world

Found a working audio sequencer from 1996 on the side of the road. This is currently selling for over $200 on ebay.