u/Successful_Ranger447

Ok so be warned this may not make much sense and you have to like know what I'm referencing to understand it.

Ok so my brain reads everything in captions Including people talking, Literally like captions on a TV screen that is my eyes. Except I can't like see the captions in front of the person but like I can see the inner eye seeing the captions. Does that make any sense? Another thing I can also "do" ig if that's the right term is when I'm remembering things, they draw themselves in like the first spinjitsu master story with the mountains (except it's not the mountains obviously it's the memory) so say for example I'm remembering my elementary school, the front main area draws itself in, colors itself in a way(?) and then becomes a 3d model in my head, I can then like move around in the memory like I'm on Google Earth while it also being like VR (?) idk if this affects it but I most likely have autism/ADHD/both I'm undiagnosed and don't wanna say I have it for sure but I'm working on getting the diagnosis. But ya, my friends have no idea what I'm on. This may also be a synesthesia thing or just a book reader thing, but when I'm reading a book I can see the characters doing the actions and like as I countinue reading the description (so like in the titans curse when they're fighting the giant) I can see grover under the rocks, the giant rusty statue fighting them the positions Thalia, Percy, and Zoe are in, I can imagine Bianca climbing up the leg, the grin on her face while she makes the giant punch itself, the controls in the head, etc (sorry I forgot the name and am past that now) just a random side tangent I'm posting about before I get back to the book :3

Ok so be warned this may not make much sense and you have to like know what I'm referencing to understand it.

Ok so my brain reads everything in captions Including people talking, Literally like captions on a TV screen that is my eyes. Except I can't like see the captions in front of the person but like I can see the inner eye seeing the captions. Does that make any sense? Another thing I can also "do" ig if that's the right term is when I'm remembering things, they draw themselves in like the first spinjitsu master story with the mountains (except it's not the mountains obviously it's the memory) so say for example I'm remembering my elementary school, the front main area draws itself in, colors itself in a way(?) and then becomes a 3d model in my head, I can then like move around in the memory like I'm on Google Earth while it also being like VR (?) idk if this affects it but I most likely have autism/ADHD/both I'm undiagnosed and don't wanna say I have it for sure but I'm working on getting the diagnosis. But ya, my friends have no idea what I'm on. This may also be a synesthesia thing or just a book reader thing, but when I'm reading a book I can see the characters doing the actions and like as I countinue reading the description (so like in the titans curse when they're fighting the giant) I can see grover under the rocks, the giant rusty statue fighting them the positions Thalia, Percy, and Zoe are in, I can imagine Bianca climbing up the leg, the grin on her face while she makes the giant punch itself, the controls in the head, etc (sorry I forgot the name and am past that now) just a random side tangent I'm posting about before I get back to the book :3

Ok, so I'm 15(NB) technically omnisexual but now I'm not too sure if I can still count as omnisexual, I've recently discovered that I haven't actually had a real crush other than "oh she's pretty I guess" other than the one crush I thought was a crush (and a massive one) that was just i got to know a person who's gender assigned at birth was woman better than any woman I've ever known before (they're agender) anyway, I'm thinking I may be grayromantic but like that means I rarely feel attraction (which isn't wrong) but I am also attracted to all but with a preference for biological woman(specifically boobs) or muscular men (there's just something about muscular males that are so attractive, so is it still aromantic if I still feel attraction to those things? I'm just confused somebody help :(

Ok so I'm 15 and nonbinary and my name is Nate, my full name is technically nathaniel like that one Bible/book of mormon character (I don't remember which sorry) and being as my father is homophobic and gave me this name, and the Mormon church is also majorly homophobic (and I've come to realize it feels more like a cult than anything) I want to change my name, I've been debating about "neo" since I found it on Pinterest it stuck out to me but I feel like there may be better ones but I can't find any (I really want it to start with the letter N) I've gone through testing it on my friend group chat servers and they like it but why does it feel off to me? I don't want to stick with Nate or really anything related to Nate/Nathaniel/Nathan, I both like neo and don't like it at the same time, I've come here to ask my fellow nonbinarians (cause we're awesome) of they've done something like this and have felt similar

Edit: hey! Thanks y'all for the help but I think I've decided on Nico

Ok so I'm 15 and nonbinary and my name is Nate, my full name is technically nathaniel like that one Bible/book of mormon character (I don't remember which sorry) and being as my father is homophobic and gave me this name, and the Mormon church is also majorly homophobic (and I've come to realize it feels more like a cult than anything) I want to change my name, I've been debating about "neo" since I found it on Pinterest it stuck out to me but I feel like there may be better ones but I can't find any (I really want it to start with the letter N) I've gone through testing it on my friend group chat servers and they like it but why does it feel off to me? I don't want to stick with Nate or really anything related to Nate/Nathaniel/Nathan, I both like neo and don't like it at the same time, I've come here to ask my fellow nonbinarians (cause we're awesome) of they've done something like this and have felt similar

Help!!!!

Ok so I really hope they don't see this/know it's about them their discord doesn't have reddit linked so I may be fine. Ok so I'm a non-binary 15 year old freshman and this year I had made a friend after moving cross country and they're asexual, agender, but technically gray romantic which as I understand it is developing attraction after really good friendships, so I've developed a bit of a crush on them \\\\\\\*I think\\\\\\\* I listened to Hamilton because of them, I started playing genshin cause of them and I normally wouldn't do that. They've said they see me as a friend and I think I was brother zoned at one point? But like they've been making jokes about some other things and like I wait for them every day after band class while they put their alto away (I'm a tuba) and they've really really encouraged me not to quit band next year, we've gone to a school play together (it was supposed to be with another friend aswell but they couldn't make it) and I'm pretty sure they would lean their shoulder on me, they're a potterhead we're both Hufflepuffs and I even invited them to the pride fair this weekend they had planned to go but we have band final due that day so they're doing that, I think I've been developing a crush on them like they have straight up offered me to live at their house cause of crazy stuff in my house. There are so many plans we've made together I haven't even considered making with other friends and they're also the only one whom has physically hugged me. (They're biologically a female but I'm also attracted to men and I am aware they don't identify as a woman and that doesn't change anything for the attraction except maybe more attracted? Being as neither of us identify as assigned gender) There are so many things but like ik they probably don't feel the same and I'm reaching for scraps here what do I do cause I don't think they feel the same, I don't want to ruin the friendship but we're most likely not gonna have any classes together next year and I don't want to loose what I have

So this is my first pride month after realizing I am both non-binary and omnisexual (pan but picky) what can I actually *do* during pride month, like are there fairs, I saw other posts about pride march? I'm also making a bunch of flags and stuff in Minecraft and making a video on that on my channel when it's done (epicgeckomasters tours) feel free to give me ideas for that aswell, but like actually what can I *do* during pride month what activities are there that happen or is that a regional thing?