u/TheManWhoSleep

First of all, I’m still new to this. I’ve shot here and there, but I still haven’t made a short film or anything "major"

I see a lot of videos of directors who started small and then, boom, they’re making a whole feature film with a whole crew. Every time I see something like this and imagine myself as the director, it feels kinda...scary?

I think it’s the idea of ME being responsible for almost everything that’s going on. I know I’m jumping way ahead because like I said I haven’t made shit yet, but for some reason i can't stop thinking about it.

I graduated two months ago with a degree in Computer Engineering. It’s a good field, but I absolutely hate it. I’ve never enjoyed programming or anything related to my degree, and I’ve realized this career just isn’t for me. My family, especially my father, keeps telling me to find a job and reminding me how good my degree is. I know they’re doing it because they care about my future, but I can’t see myself being happy in this field.

I do have a passion for something else, and I genuinely believe I can succeed if I put all my effort into it. But my family doesn’t know any of this, and it’s hard when they keep pressuring me to apply for jobs and take courses related to my degree. I’m worried they won’t accept me spending my time pursuing something I don’t have a degree or experience in, especially since I’d need time to study and build my skills on my own.

I always hear people say, “Don’t tell people your goals,” so I don’t know. Should I tell my brother? I’m genuinely curious to hear what he thinks about what I’m pursuing. I could explain to him that I want to get a part-time job while I work on my passion, since I’m not employed and don’t have the financial stability to spend a long time doing nothing but studying it. At the very least, it might take one person off the list of people pressuring me.

دبلوم مبتدئ بالتوظيف بالاكاديميه اللوجستيه، قدمت عليه لن كل شيء اشوفه قدامي اقدم عليه وجاني قبول منهم اليوم

محتار هل اروح له؟ زي ماقلت هو لحملة الثانوي وانا معي بكالوريوس ذكاء اصطناعي وتخصصي مب من ضمن تخصصاتهم اللي عارضينها(ماعندي مشكله اشتغل بشيء ماله علاقه بتخصصي)

شوركم؟