u/ThoughtPolice66

I guess the root of my behaviour, like everybody's, is my low self-esteem.

I never thought I was very pretty or had any particular talent.

The only time I felt special was when men were attracted to me sexually.

And it started out innocently enough, you know.

I would sleep with a guy on the first date, every now and then.

But it wasn't long before I was having a first date every night.

And soon, sex was all I could think about.

Morning, noon and night.

Seven days a week.

It wasn't enough as far as quantity, it had to be dangerous, too.

I would duck into an alleyway with a guy on the way to work.

Or I'd stop an elevator between floors.

Sneak a guy into a department store dressing room.

I would love to put a stop to this, because I I feel like my appetites are out of control.

I mean, I hunger for it constantly.

And there is no limit to how low I'll go.

There's no chance I won't take.

No fantasy I won't fulfill.

My lust controls me and that's why I'm here.

So, do you like Chinese food?