I think i had my first lucid dream in years and it was weird
Hello, this morning i woke up early and decited to go back to sleep after a while, i fell asleep at 10am, and started to dream.
Initially, my dream wasn't lucid, i couldn't move, neither blink, and yk, not having control. I was in this green hill and there was only a willow tree, where i was sitting under with lots of other people (that i don't know). This might sound a bit gruesome for some people, but there was someone behind me that was like, peeling my skin off my back, like, literally, it's hard to explain but it was hurting.
Then, i think that i started to become more conscious, i started to blink and i started to hear a costant wave sound (that then remained for the whole dream until i woke up). I was then able to stand up and move, so i run away distant from the tree and down the hill, while for some reason i was shouting a name of a person that is close to me. I then walked up the hill again and while the tree was still there, all the people that were there before disappeared.
So i decited to explore a bit the area, but then i transitioned to a more wooded area, i don't really remember how it happened but eh well. I decited to try to fly or something like that but everytime i tried to, i just jumped very hight and floated for a while only to then fall down.
Then, at a certain point, a girl (which also didn't look like someone i knew, tho her face was like, hard to figure out, as if she has some features but was also faceless, it's so hard to explain) approached me, and said "thank god" (i'm not christian tho), and behind her i saw a car passing. I then followed the car that stopped at an house and i saw an old lady with a kid going inside (ofc, i kept following them), and the kid was inside a bath tub, while the old lady was hitting him with something, while shouting at him. So, like, i tried to stop the old lady, and she said "i'm doing this becouse he's bad", so, out of curiosity i told her "this is a dream, you don't even exist, you're just in my mind", and then she grabbed my arms and had a somewhat pained expression (also, this old lady was the only one who seemed to have an actual, clearer face between the girl and the kid who both had unclear/distorted faces).
I then thought that i was about to wake up, becouse the dream was apparently fading, but instead i was somewhere else. I was in a place that kind of resembled my old house from where i tranferred around five years ago, but i really didn't spent a lot of time there, the only thing that was weird in this, is that there was a clothesline with a single red shoe hanging from a lace.
At this point, i was thinking that hours probably had passed and that it's probably late, so i troed to wake, by blinking a lot, and i thought that it had worked, becouse it seemed like i woke up, i was in my bed again, i had my drawing ipad on my lap (on which i was drawing before falling asleep), but there was immediatly something odd, the fact that it's protective screen was cracked (which isn't irl). So, i stood up and went downstairs, but here i understood that i wasn't awake becouse i transitioned to my grandma's house, and my parents weren't at home, but for some reasons there were my dad's friends. Also, another detail, is that, on a table, there was again the exact same red shoe i saw before, but with it's other missing shoe.
Then, i actually woke up. Probably this dream may seem totally sensless, and i mean, it most likely is, but i think it was a lucid dream becouse i knew i was in a dream and i could do what i wanted, tho i didn't have like, full control of what happened in the dream as others say it's usually like. I admit that it felt kinda creepy in some parts, but it was a pretty cool and sick experience for me, ngl. Also, i was so sure that at least a few hours had passed, but i dreamed this whole thing in only half an hour, since i woke up around 10:30am.
I would be curious if there are any "interpretations" or "metaphors" in any of this since i heard that sometimes dreams have things like that, it'd be interesting to know.
Sorry about my not very good english, and thank you for reading everything about my dream until here, have a nice day!