u/galhime

I was thinking abt that while eating and while i understand where its coming from i can't help but feel frustrated by this statement bcs i never had to "control myself" around other women, i never had urges to resist when i was at a sleepover or in changing room in sports i simply don't objectify girls , i could care less abt another girl i don't know in a bathing suit , i can find girl attractive and think "oh she's my type" on the street but imagining her in a sexual way is not something that would even come to my mind , society sell us how men act towards us as innate and just the laws of nature when its simply not , its a direct consequance of patriarchy (btw i also know there is some lesbian agressor i wasn't trying to diminish that i was just talking abt this point in particular)

When i talk abt finishing the quest im talking abt getting all the places and villagers, the moment you unlock everything, not the decorating part , what is like the time on average and the quickest you can do ?

Not a vent post im just talking , i recently realised that i was a lesbian , part of the reason i thought i was bi is bcs i quite frankly had no experience dating and i also have low self esteem i knew i liked girl but i wasn't sure abt guy , i talked to a guy and realised i was a lesbian not gonna get into it even if the story is funny

At first when i realised i was a lesbian i was really happy , it felt "right" and liberating and it still does bcs i can't imagine myself with a guy but from an objective point its so annoying , on top of that my type are girls into underground music 😭 i legit never met one outside of concerts in my life let alone a lesbian one AND on top of that im autistic ?? You gotta be kidding me , if at least i could be attracted to guy too it would be easier but my system decided that they turn me off lmao , living the dating pool on hard mode

Ok this sound dumb bcs i have an ed so its expected but everytime i tried to eat without vomiting i tried it into a kcal deficit bcs i currently don't like what i look (failed everytime), and today ive wantew to try maintenance and just eat normally ,i was going to eat pasta with tomato sauce and cheese and i was already planning on giving up to purge bcs this meal will probably be more than the kcal that i allow myself to eat without purging(not gonna say how much to not trigger ppl) which is so dumb bcs ive definitelly assimilated more kcal just by having an insane b/p session but those cheese pasta scare me sm rn , ig i never really realised how scary food was to me as odd as it may sound