u/hotdog_w1zard

artists, songs, genres etc. i’ve realised i’ve never actually hated a song, like sure theres songs that i wouldn’t listen to a lot but theres not a song that i would instantly turn off or cover my ears

not that serious but OH MY GODDDDD, THERE WAS THIS VIDEO LINKED TO DROWNING AND SOMEONE SAID IMAGINE HOW SCARY DROWNING IS AND HOW TERRIFIED THE VICTIM IS IN THEIR FINAL MOMENTS, AND TO MAKE THE PERSON FEEL BETTER I SAID “drowning is very peaceful in the final stages, when your brain loses oxygen you enter a state of confusion and a deep calm” AND SOME RANDOM ASS DUDE REPLIED SAYING “nooopeeeee… drowning is very painful!!! when water is in your lungs it feels like they are on fire” OBVIOUSLYYYYY DUHHHHH I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE FINAL STAGES, EVERYONE KNOWS WATER IN YOUR LUNGS IS PAINFUL, I LITERALLY SAID IN MY COMMENT THAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE FINAL STAGES, 20 IDIOTS HAVE AGREED WITH THIS PERSON, AAAAAAAAAA, why cant people just fact check their comments before trying to act smart oh my days

i swear every single time i join a game like destruction physics, i’m being shot at by non vr players, followed around, getting my hands disabled by them so i have to rejoin etc etc, i normally just give them a look once and then ignore them, obviously hitting them back is gonna make things worse, but normally when i ignore them they just continue to be annoying until i leave, why do they even act like this anyway?

TW for violence || No matter what emotion i’m feeling i’ll still daydream these kinds of scenarios, most common ones are >!skinning a person alive, dismembering, cannibalism, stabbing, mangling limbs!< etc

sometimes i’ll act out on some of these thoughts on myself, >!deeply slicing my skin, ripping chunks out, tearing my nails off, stabbing myself with knives, using my nails to try tear areas of my skin apart blah blah.!< should i speak to somebody about this?

thoughts about harming myself or others. i’ve tried stopping it or at least managing it but it’s getting worse, i’ve done a few things to myself to cope with it like ripping chunks of my skin off, cutting myself to the fat layer, snipping my flesh off with scissors, hitting myself (most commonly in the head), burning myself etc, mostly to see what would happen and how i would react, i thought i was getting better mentally but i’m honestly just giving up more and more every day

it’ll either be nightmares about all the things he did to me mixed together or nightmares of seeing him again, hes not allowed to see me because of some police law and i’m trying to get a restraining order against him, it’s like he’s haunting me.
my mental health is declining again too and i’ve fallen back into old habits, i think the nightmares are a big reason, i struggle with coping and processing things which has caused these nightmares to have only started around this month, i’ve already had 10 and they’re pretty frequent, he also logs into my social media accounts somehow which worsens my paranoia.
i had to carry a knife around with me in my house for months just to feel safe, i couldn’t go outside and was isolating myself because i was scared he’d show up, i haven’t had nightmares in years up until this month so that just makes things even worse, i don’t know what to do.

its unnerving, abrasive and hypnotic, the way that i interpret this song is stress, like having a panic attack, i want songs that feel like that

Kind of a vent, when i was little if i even hummed a tiny bit of a christmas song i’d get immediately yelled at and punished, my friend sent me a christmas playlist she made and i listened to one song from it, had to do it in private though with headphones, nobody was even home but trauma stuff from by abusive father made me paranoid, even though its not that serious it’s made my whole week! i’m super happy and will definitely be listening to more christmas songs in the future.

This is the first time it’s happened to me, i mean i’m surprised it took this long, i won’t go into detail but i’m just confused on how this happened, i’ve recovered, not stressed, i’m happy etc so idk what caused this. Just trying to see if anyone else can relate.

I love the randomness, exploration, and the overall vibes these games give off

some other examples i can think of are cruelty wrap, symmetry, and し

creators of these games: 4slug, cnotma, vityhysa, imthedoge123, and ca33umb3

i have a very sensitive family that think so and they won’t let me wear it.

i don’t know why but i’m really into things like this, don’t know a lot about it though