u/inthemirr0r

Self harm is all I have left and I can't even do that right, I'm so tired so very tired

I know theres several places in nac it just cant be a title loan

Only 19 and I've run myself into a hole I can't get out of. I lost my second job and for the last 2 weeks I have been applying to new jobs and for loans for hours a day and nothing. Denied, denied, denied. The only I asset I have to my name is my car and I can't even get a title loan because my parents have the damn title. I have 5 dollars to my name and I'm opperating at a loss of 300-ish a month I genuienly don't know what to do at this point I have been through all my options. The stress is driving me insane and I don't know what to do.

Objectively its better than self harm because if youre doing it right theres no harm involved. But I'm writing this because the post shave clarity just hit and idek what I'm doing anymore. Its so much more obivious in a way even though people dont know why I did it. Please tell me I'm not the only one whose done this before

I dress very alternatively or when I have low energy (which is most of the time) I look very butch lesbian imo. I love my style I don't want to change my style and I know theres a lot of controversy in some of the more toxic ftm spaces that you cant be alt and still pass, screw them. For me spesifically tho... my body is wonky. If I could get my shit in order I could start taking care of my body and I know that would help to an extent. I am just impatient, and stuck at a phase in my transition that is displeasing to me (which is a fancy way of calling myself ugly) I don't know, I'm only 19 I have time for things to change but shit just sucks right now.

Hi this might be a bit embarassing but I have a lot of trouble brushing my teeth on a regular basis. Luckily I don't have a lot of dental problems but I would like to improve my habits. Do yall think brushing my teeth in the shower would help since I'm already cleaning other stuff?

Unsure if this belongs here I posted a similar message in the autism subreddit but i have gained a new hyperfixation. The problem is i am on the brink of an episode and i can feel this movie triggering it. My body is starting to go in and out of auto pilot and all i can think about is this movie when im not stressed w work and other shit. How do I detach myself from this movie before I get worse??? All i do is consume content about it or around it and I'm obsessed with the main character and fighting this off is so hard. Due to an incident I am between therapists so it'll probably be a few weeks before I can see a professional again.

Tagged this as comorbidity because I found a movie I am currently obsessing over but it always ends up triggering me and I end up feeling depressed and detatched but I keep wanting to watch it and watch media related to it but it keeps hurting me I'm unsure of what to do

Recently got diagnosed with bpd and bipolar 1 and I don't know how to feel about any of it. It's kind of surreal in a way but it also answers a lot of questions I have about myself so??? I have a couple other diagnosises and its idk it feels bad that things are wrong with me and i now have a "laundry list" of issues. I can't even tell my family because they won't take it well and my friends basically just said "fork found in kitchen" so wow so helpful. I just wanna hear from some people who have been through it

19f tomorrow morning I'm taking myself to a psych clinic to hopefully get out patient care as I was in therapy through the later half of high school but have been struggling to find help in college. I relapsed last night and I'm afraid they're going to make a big deal out of it or call my mom or something. I don't know how this works. I'm afraid to talk to people irl, I don't want to scare anyone as none of my college friends know the severity of my mental health struggles. Sorry if this is off topic or something, I just need to hear from someone whose already been through it.

For me it's gotta be Staying Up, Baby Came Home 2/Valentines, Daddy Issues Remix, and R.I.P to My Youth (in no particular order) but it really depends on what made me sad in the first place

For years I was 100% sure I was a sex-repulsed asexual but as I've gotten older I've been playing around with different labels and trying to understand how I feel but it's leaving me with more questions than answers. Like in day-to-day life I am still very repulsed. Sex scenes in shows make me uncomfortable and if someone tries to initiate something with me when I'm not in the mood I don't get turned on I just get more uncomfortable or feel apathetic. BUT I do feel sexual attraction when I want to, it's hard to describe without being explicit. But it's infrequent, my feelings are inconsistent, and I never seem to be on the same wavelength with any potential partners. What is this?? Also I'm autistic if that has any effect on this?? I just hate the feeling of not understanding how I feel

Hey so like 5 or 6 years ago I had a really good friend on quotev named K or Kay. They lived in Australia and we were quite close off and on for a couple of years and I am putting this out there to see if they want to reconnect. We would draw fanart of our ocs together and roleplay and it was really fun! I THINK I went by Nico at the time if that rings a bell to anyone but I went by a lot of names and there were a lot of Nicos so yeah. I remember a couple of other details but theyre a bit more personal and I don't wanna blast them like that so Kay reach out if you see this!