u/kazedank

hello. I am looking foward to talk to someone who can read energy and see the future. I am willing to pay, I just need to know the most asertive person you know. Recently ended a romantic relationship that came with severe physical body aches and sensations and what shocks me most is that two of my close friends who I didnt meet nin person for a long time, started feeling the same body aches when they were hanging out with me.

I would like to send some pictures and get a reading.

thank you.

hello. I am looking foward to talk to someone who can read energy and see the future. I am willing to pay, I just need to know the most asertive person you know. Recently ended a romantic relationship that came with severe physical body aches and sensations and what shocks me most is that two of my close friends who I didnt meet nin person for a long time, started feeling the same body aches when they were hanging out with me.

I would like to send some pictures and get a reading.

thank you.

hello. I am looking foward to talk to someone who can read energy and see the future. I am willing to pay, I just need to know the most asertive person you know. Recently ended a romantic relationship that came with severe physical body aches and sensations and what shocks me most is that two of my close friends who I didnt meet nin person for a long time, started feeling the same body aches when they were hanging out with me.

I would like to send some pictures and get a reading.

thank you.

hello. I am looking foward to talk to someone who can read energy and see the future. I am willing to pay, I just need to know the most asertive person you know. Recently ended a romantic relationship that came with severe physical body aches and sensations and what shocks me most is that two of my close friends who I didnt meet nin person for a long time, started feeling the same body aches when they were hanging out with me.

I would like to send some pictures and get a reading.

thank you.

Hi! I've been having this issue where my body tells me to run away from my current parter in a situationship. I am wondering if my body wants to tell me something I don't know. I feel physically anxious even thinking about my partner and it has happened to me since I met them, like a weight in my heart and knot in my stomach I dont get it because they are good to me and never mistreated me. I want to know exactly what is going on energetically. if it is telling me that something bad will happen I would like to know what it is.

Please let me know if theres a way to understand this that I am feeling or if I need some sort of reading. Thank you so much.

Hi! I've been having this issue where my body tells me to run away from my current parter in a situationship. I am wondering if my body wants to tell me something I don't know. I feel physically anxious even thinking about my partner and it has happened to me since I met them, like a weight in my heart and knot in my stomach I dont get it because they are good to me and never mistreated me. I want to know exactly what is going on energetically. if it is telling me that something bad will happen I would like to know what it is.

Please let me know if theres a way to understand this that I am feeling or if I need some sort of reading. Thank you so much.

Hi! I've been having this issue where my body tells me to run away from my current parter in a situationship. I am wondering if my body wants to tell me something I don't know. I feel physically anxious even thinking about my partner and it has happened to me since I met them, like a weight in my heart and knot in my stomach I dont get it because they are good to me and never mistreated me. I want to know exactly what is going on energetically. if it is telling me that something bad will happen I would like to know.

Please let me know if theres a way to understand this that I am feeling or if I need some sort of reading. Thank you so much.

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I (25F) am currently in a situationship with another girl (22F), and I'm trying to make sense of an experience that has been deeply affecting me on what feels like an energetic level. I'd really appreciate any insight from people who have gone through something similar.

I met her about a year ago at university, and from the moment we became close I felt like I started losing some sort of inner balance I used to have. She touched me emotionally in a way no one else ever had. She was the first woman who ever made me feel genuinely safe, and I care about her deeply.

The confusing part is that the closer I became to her, the more I felt like I was losing touch with myself. I don't mean that she's a bad person at all. She's incredibly kind, loyal, patient, and loving. She has never mistreated me. Yet, whenever I'm around her, I often feel energetically drained, almost as if I'm losing touch with myself or with the sense of inner balance I used to have.

Early on, I also started experiencing physical sensations whenever I was with her: pain or heaviness in my stomach and limbs, anxiety, and a strange feeling in my solar plexus. Around that same time I was also under a great deal of stress for other reasons, and eventually I experienced a psychotic break about a year ago.

I'm aware that my mental health history could absolutely be part of what's happening, so I'm not trying to say this is *only* an energetic issue. But even now, after recovering in many ways, I still experience a constant pressure around my solar plexus and a feeling that I've somehow lost the energetic balance I used to have. It feels deeper than ordinary anxiety, although I know those things can overlap.

We spent some time apart after everything happened, but eventually we started seeing each other again. The problem is that I don't know whether this relationship is helping me grow or whether it's contributing to this ongoing feeling of energetic imbalance. At the same time, she's a genuinely wonderful person, and I'm afraid I may not be able to love her the way she deserves. The thought of hurting her breaks my heart.

Has anyone experienced something like this? Feeling deeply safe with someone while, at the same time, feeling energetically drained or as though you're slowly losing your own center?

If you work with energy, do you think this sounds more like trauma surfacing, an energetic dynamic between two people, or something else entirely

I'm genuinely trying to understand my experience and would really appreciate hearing different perspectives. Also if anyone is willing to do an energetic reading or intuitive reading it would be really welcome, I can pay maximum of seven dollars, please dm me if you are interested. thanks in advance.

Thank you for reading.

Hello everyone,

I (25F) am currently in a situationship with another girl (22F), and I'm trying to make sense of an experience that has been deeply affecting me on what feels like an energetic level. I'd really appreciate any insight from people who have gone through something similar.

I met her about a year ago at university, and from the moment we became close I felt like I started losing some sort of inner balance I used to have. She touched me emotionally in a way no one else ever had. She was the first woman who ever made me feel genuinely safe, and I care about her deeply.

The confusing part is that the closer I became to her, the more I felt like I was losing touch with myself. I don't mean that she's a bad person at all. She's incredibly kind, loyal, patient, and loving. She has never mistreated me. Yet, whenever I'm around her, I often feel energetically drained, almost as if I'm losing touch with myself or with the sense of inner balance I used to have.

Early on, I also started experiencing physical sensations whenever I was with her: pain or heaviness in my stomach and limbs, anxiety, and a strange feeling in my solar plexus. Around that same time I was also under a great deal of stress for other reasons, and eventually I experienced a psychotic break about a year ago.

I'm aware that my mental health history could absolutely be part of what's happening, so I'm not trying to say this is only an energetic issue. But even now, after recovering in many ways, I still experience a constant pressure around my solar plexus and a feeling that I've somehow lost the energetic balance I used to have. It feels deeper than ordinary anxiety, although I know those things can overlap.

We spent some time apart after everything happened, but eventually we started seeing each other again. The problem is that I don't know whether this relationship is helping me grow or whether it's contributing to this ongoing feeling of energetic imbalance. At the same time, she's a genuinely wonderful person, and I'm afraid I may not be able to love her the way she deserves. The thought of hurting her breaks my heart.

Has anyone experienced something like this? Feeling deeply safe with someone while, at the same time, feeling energetically drained or as though you're slowly losing your own center?

If you work with energy, do you think this sounds more like trauma surfacing, an energetic dynamic between two people, or something else entirely

I'm genuinely trying to understand my experience and would really appreciate hearing different perspectives. Also if anyone is willing to do an energetic reading or intuitive reading it would be really welcome, I can pay maximum of seven dollars, please dm me if you are interested. thanks in advance.

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Thank you for reading.

Hi everyone,

I'm 24 years old and experienced psychosis almost a year ago. I wanted to share some of the experiences I had during my episode to see if anyone has gone through something similar.

During my psychosis, I became convinced that my chakras were becoming unstable. I felt like my root chakra (associated with stability and grounding) was "falling," and later I felt what I interpreted as my heart chakra suddenly "exploding." When I closed my eyes, I saw vivid green colors and heard a distressing sound. At the time, I believed that my love for my family and my passion for my profession were leaving me. Before that, I had experienced something similar with what I believed was my third eye chakra, which I associated with knowledge and understanding.

I had gone about six days without sleeping. One time, when I finally tried to sleep, I woke up and saw a glowing orb of light with green, purple, and bluish colors. It seemed to drift slowly away. At the time, I believed it was part of my energy—or even a fragment of my soul—leaving me. I was so frightened that I didn't try to approach it. I felt as though the person I used to be was leaving and returning to the universe.

Since then, I haven't quite felt like myself. My emotions and the way I experience things feel different, and sometimes I still wonder about those experiences and what they meant.

I'm curious whether anyone else had vivid sensory experiences or spiritual themes during psychosis that were difficult to make sense of afterward. If you're comfortable sharing, I'd really appreciate hearing your experiences and how you've come to understand them.

Thank you for reading

Hi everyone,

I'm 24 years old and experienced psychosis almost a year ago. I wanted to share some of the experiences I had during my episode to see if anyone has gone through something similar.

During my psychosis, I became convinced that my chakras were becoming unstable. I felt like my root chakra (associated with stability and grounding) was "falling," and later I felt what I interpreted as my heart chakra suddenly "exploding." When I closed my eyes, I saw vivid green colors and heard a distressing sound. At the time, I believed that my love for my family and my passion for my profession were leaving me. Before that, I had experienced something similar with what I believed was my third eye chakra, which I associated with knowledge and understanding.

I had gone about six days without sleeping. One time, when I finally tried to sleep, I woke up and saw a glowing orb of light with green, purple, and bluish colors. It seemed to drift slowly away. At the time, I believed it was part of my energy—or even a fragment of my soul—leaving me. I was so frightened that I didn't try to approach it. I felt as though the person I used to be was leaving and returning to the universe.

Since then, I haven't quite felt like myself. My emotions and the way I experience things feel different, and sometimes I still wonder about those experiences and what they meant.

I'm curious whether anyone else had vivid sensory experiences or spiritual themes during psychosis that were difficult to make sense of afterward. If you're comfortable sharing, I'd really appreciate hearing your experiences and how you've come to understand them.

Thank you for reading

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Hi I am 24F, in a couple weeks 25. And I feel like Ive lost so much time, oportunities and experiences due to low mental health and other related emotional stuff. Also LAZYNESS. I was two years locked in my house due to the pandemic and another one because I got mentally Ill and didnt study nor work. To that add another year because last year I got mentally Ill again and also was in the psychward fighting for my mind.

I study animation but I feel like I could be a lot better. my classmates are younger than me and are so much better at this. I also think that I could have joined clubs and stuff in order to have more experiences, and cultivated meaningful friendships. In all these years I was happy for a couple of years, I was cared for in a community felt like I was learning and progressing in animation and had friends that inspired me, but lost them to a mistake I did.

I really regret not having enjoyed youth like the people around me. And kinda regretting not having spent enough time refinishing my animation skills and spending too much time scrolling. I want to think that I still have potential and can archieve my dreams.

Two years ago I wrote a similar post and progress has been slow. Lowkey still in the same place

Thanks for reading.

Hi I am 24F, in a couple weeks 25. And I feel like Ive lost so much time, oportunities and experiences due to low mental health and other related emotional stuff. Also LAZYNESS. I was two years locked in my house due to the pandemic and another one because I got mentally Ill and didnt study nor work. To that add another year because last year I got mentally Ill again and also was in the psychward fighting for my mind.

I study animation but I feel like I could be a lot better. my classmates are younger than me and are so much better at this. I also think that I could have joined clubs and stuff in order to have more experiences, and cultivated meaningful friendships. In all these years I was happy for a couple of years, I was cared for in a community felt like I was learning and progressing in animation and had friends that inspired me, but lost them to a mistake I did.

I really regret not having enjoyed youth like the people around me. And kinda regretting not having spent enough time refinishing my animation skills and spending too much time scrolling. I want to think that I still have potential and can archieve my dreams.

Two years ago I wrote a similar post and progress has been slow. Lowkey still in the same place

Thanks for reading.

Some of the things that happened to me during psychosis and that I dont have an explanation for it until this day is that during a spiritual delusion, I literally saw and felt a hair coming out of my feet. literally, and it was intertwined in my fingers. I still cant wrap my head around this, because my family was able to see it and even my mom removed it. I went to the shower and threw holy water to it and there where like another two of them.

The second thing that happened to me with hairs, was that during the hospitalization I was playing jenga with other people and felt an intense electric shock in my fingers and there was it, a thick black curly hair appeared out of nowhere, almost looked like plastic, and it seemed that I was the one spawning it. I still dont get it. The girl next to me said "Why is there a hair?" I think the same thing happened to me after with a goober. Maybe I dindt notice the goober was there.

Also I touched a plant and the specific leave I touched shrinked a couple of days after. One last thing that happened to me with hairs was that I got used to feel some sort of static in my fingers and saw some thin white translucid threads, semed like fiber. I thpught that somehow it was my soul that was transmuting into these thin threads.

This one last thing is not hair related, but worth mentioning, during my psychosis I felt some sort of swirling energy inide me and my body started moving in the motion the energy felt. I remember vividly a moment where my rigtht eye and eyebrow specifically moved along that swirling sensation and made some really unnatural movements. Scary. I am still confused wheter it was result of psychosis or there really was someting external attacking me.

Until this day I cant find an explanationf to these things that happened to me, and dont feel lik emyself after this experience and it still casues distress. I would like to know if you´ve had similar experiences during psychosis and if tyou did, how did you resolve it?

Some of the things that happened to me during psychosis and that I dont have an explanation for it until this day is that during a spiritual delusion, I literally saw and felt a hair coming out of my feet. literally, and it was intertwined in my fingers. I still cant wrap my head around this, because my family was able to see it and even my mom removed it. I went to the shower and threw holy water to it and there where like another two of them.

The second thing that happened to me with hairs, was that during the hospitalization I was playing jenga with other people and felt an intense electric shock in my fingers and there was it, a thick black curly hair appeared out of nowhere, almost looked like plastic, and it seemed that I was the one spawning it. I still dont get it. The girl next to me said "Why is there a hair?" I think the same thing happened to me after with a goober. Maybe I dindt notice the goober was there.

Also I touched a plant and the specific leave I touched shrinked a couple of days after. One last thing that happened to me with hairs was that I got used to feel some sort of static in my fingers and saw some thin white translucid threads, semed like fiber. I thpught that somehow it was my soul that was transmuting into these thin threads.

This one last thing is not hair related, but worth mentioning, during my psychosis I felt some sort of swirling energy inide me and my body started moving in the motion the energy felt. I remember vividly a moment where my rigtht eye and eyebrow specifically moved along that swirling sensation and made some really unnatural movements. Scary. I am still confused wheter it was result of psychosis or there really was someting external attacking me.

Until this day I cant find an explanationf to these things that happened to me, and dont feel lik emyself after this experience and it still casues distress. I would like to know if you´ve had similar experiences during psychosis and if tyou did, how did you resolve it?

Hello there, I am writing this becasue I had a psychosis episode almost a year ago and I am trying to understand what happened to me.

Last year I met a person, and since I met this certain person, I started experimenting some sort of unbalance in my life, because it is a heavily intense realtionship. a romantic relationship but after some time in negation, recently I found out that I don´t think I am in love with her.

When I met her one year ago, I started feeling some sort of magnetic sensation when being around her, as if the world seemed in a differnet frecuency, I used to feel dissociation adn that the world around me seemed slower adn stagnant. I started disliking her smell as if my body was rejecting her, despite not noticing anything wrong with her, because she was so sweet to me.

I started thinking that she absorbed my energy and that her energy was being intertwined with mine and that I was vibrating in a different frecuency to match hers. I felt the need to pull away, but I couldnt draw a limit, until I lost it to psychosis and started feeling that she was sending me some sort of entity that I could hear its voice in my head and that if I didnt love her back or correspond to her feelings this thing was going to kill my family. I literally felt some external force pulling me to the ground. I felt like I was going to a different dimension, time felt slower and I saw reality with a "Yellowish filter" everything seemed surreal. I thought I was receiving electromagnetic signals from another dimention -her dimention- . Something that really scared me was that the song "Welcome to my world- AESPA" was on my phone while everything was happening and I didnt remember putting it on. Also I heard the dinging of birds and now I dont like that sound.

Long story short, I got hospitalized, ghosted her for four months, started talking again because I was all alone and now I somehow ended in a situationship with her. I know, I am stupid. Sometimes I am scared that I may have ignored a warning from my mind and body. I feel really stupid, lost and scared.

Has anyone had a similar experience regarding psychosis and an external person?

One year and a half ago I lost my first year uni friendgroup due to an incident involving misbehaviour from my part. I had an anger attack in front of them. It wasnt 100% my fault but I was triggered by another person. I guess they couldnt see that tho. It hurt so much I cried more about this than when my father died and it hurts so much that these friendships broke because of my fault.

What hurts me the most is that the average uni experience is peak friendship experiences and I threw it away. I didnt get the normal uni expefience because of this.

Now I have one year left to leave college and I feel so alone. I screwed my uni experience up and I cant forgive myself. I fuined everything.

Not only this. I study animation and I am afraid this could ruin my network. I wanted to be a recognized creator in my area but i am scared to show myself and that people could hate me since I've felt some people drift away since that happened. I had everything I wanted. A loving community. I was loved and respected by my ex friends. I was looked up to.

Anyways I fucked up and I dont know how to move on since this left me traumatized.

Now I am starting to see a new group but it still shocks me that I couldn't get to live this peak moment in my life and ruined it because of my misbehaviour.

thanks for reading.

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I used to feel genuinely liked in my career. I had friends, people appreciated my work, I felt talented and hopeful about my future. But after conflicts, distancing, and feeling excluded from people I cared about, I feel like I became someone who has to beg for attention or reassurance from others.

What hurts the most is that it’s affecting my art too. I feel dissociated all the time and suddenly things I used to do naturally — perspective, drawing, visualizing scenes — feel difficult or inaccessible. It scares me because animation was the one thing that made me feel like myself.

I also feel terrified that I ruined my chances of becoming a director because I don’t have many contacts anymore and I feel emotionally exhausted around people.

Has anyone else in animation/art school gone through a period where social pain completely affected their confidence, creativity, and sense of identity? Did it ever get better?

I had friends once, but I pushed a lot of people away during a period where I was angry, emotionally unstable and overwhelmed. I changed a lot since then, but sometimes it feels like the damage is already done and everyone else moved on while I’m stuck grieving a version of my life that no longer exists.

I keep seeing people talk about their unforgettable teenage years, their friend groups, parties, relationships, memories, and I feel like I missed something fundamental. Like everyone else got a “coming of age” experience except me.

The weird thing is that my life wasn’t empty. I make art, I study animation, I’ve worked on projects I’m genuinely proud of, and I’ve grown a lot as a person. But emotionally I still feel behind. Like I spent so much time surviving my own mind that I forgot to actually live.

I don’t even know if I’m looking for advice. I think I just want to know if anyone else reached their mid-20s feeling this kind of grief and loneliness. Like mourning memories you never got to have.

I had friends once, but I pushed a lot of people away during a period where I was angry, emotionally unstable and overwhelmed. I changed a lot since then, but sometimes it feels like the damage is already done and everyone else moved on while I’m stuck grieving a version of my life that no longer exists.

I keep seeing people talk about their unforgettable teenage years, their friend groups, parties, relationships, memories, and I feel like I missed something fundamental. Like everyone else got a “coming of age” experience except me.

The weird thing is that my life wasn’t empty. I make art, I study animation, I’ve worked on projects I’m genuinely proud of, and I’ve grown a lot as a person. But emotionally I still feel behind. Like I spent so much time surviving my own mind that I forgot to actually live.

I don’t even know if I’m looking for advice. I think I just want to know if anyone else reached their mid-20s feeling this kind of grief and loneliness. Like mourning memories you never got to have.