
u/kland84

Night shift checking in
Reporting for work. Will need 1,000 breaks, 5 naps, a churu, 10 chin scratches and will still not get a lick of work done.
Handsome Face
He was so anti-social around everyone else but every night- we had a snuggle routine.
I unexpectedly had to say goodbye to him almost 2 months ago and I really miss seeing him look up at me.
I don’t want to call my mom tomorrow.
I have a complicated relationship with my mom and I have limited visits and communication even though we live less than an hour away from each other.
A month ago- I had to euthanize my cat unexpectedly and I called her, upset. I knew she would say what she said but it still was so hurtful.
I lost a sister to cancer 20 years ago and in the phone call about my cat- she said “better a cat than your daughter.” I am childfree by choice and she has always been passive aggressive judgmental about it.
It just made me so angry she had to say that out loud when I was practically hysterical on the phone.
After that- I canceled a visit with her because I just didn’t have the mental energy for her.
It’s been about 3 weeks and I have a belated present and a mother’s day present for her but I have no desire to reach out to her tomorrow.
Stouffer’s lasagna and Bloom soda for dinner.