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I feel absolutely terrible

I am GENUINELY trying to fight the suicidal thoughts

PLS HELP ASAP

I’m 19 and just finished high school. In 3 days I need to get myself into college and idk which one. I’ve always debated between law and psychology but couldn’t get into psychology bc of my grades.
Law has been my passion for 2 years now, but there’s a problem. In middle school I was an A+ student. In high school I choose a very hard high school in my country we call it gymnasium and my grades genuinely dropped to barely passing some classes. I also developed a huge phone addiction to the point where I literally avoided studying bc it didn’t give me enough dopamine.

I’ve heard a lot of people saying that law is too hard, everyone who I know dropped out of it, everyone is talking sh!t about professors there, and apparently it’s like the hardest degree to study ?? That REALLY demotivates me.

I wanna study it and later become a lawyer ( in my country it’s 5 years of college then you work as a practice lawyer for 2-3 years while getting paid and then u later on finally get paid a lot better), but I just feel like I’m not smart, disciplined or brave enough for it.

Something in me is telling me not to go there and save myself, while sth else screams to get into law

PLS ADVICE

Vec duze vrijeme zelim upisat pravo a zbog osobnih razloga mogu studirati samo u Zg-u.
Cula sam da svi govore da su se ispisali sa tog fakulteta i da su profesori uzas i da je nemoguce skoro sve polozit.
Osjecam se uzasno demotivirano i lose, jedina druga opcija mi je socijalni rad koji me uopce ne zanima toliko.
Ima li netko neki savjet (netko tko studira na ovom fakultetu)?

Vec duze vrijeme zelim upisat pravo a zbog osobnih razloga mogu studirati samo u Zg-u.
Cula sam da svi govore da su se ispisali sa tog fakulteta i da su profesori uzas i da je nemoguce skoro sve polozit.
Osjecam se uzasno demotivirano i lose, jedina drugs opcija mi je socijalni rad koji me uopce ne zanima toliko.

PLS HELP ASAP

I’m 19 and just finished high school. In 3 days I need to get myself into college and idk which one. I’ve always debated between law and psychology but couldn’t get into psychology bc of my grades.
Law has been my passion for 2 years now, but there’s a problem. In middle school I was an A+ student. In high school I choose a very hard high school in my country we call it gymnasium and my grades genuinely dropped to barely passing some classes. I also developed a huge phone addiction to the point where I literally avoided studying bc it didn’t give me enough dopamine.

I’ve heard a lot of people saying that law is too hard, everyone who I know dropped out of it, everyone is talking sh!t about professors there, and apparently it’s like the hardest degree to study ?? That REALLY demotivates me.

I wanna study it and later become a lawyer ( in my country it’s 5 years of college then you work as a practice lawyer for 2-3 years while getting paid and then u later on finally get paid a lot better), but I just feel like I’m not smart, disciplined or brave enough for it.

Something in me is telling me not to go there and save myself, while sth else screams to get into law

PLS ADVICE

PLS HELP ASAP

I’m 19 and just finished high school. In 3 days I need to get myself into college and idk which one. I’ve always debated between law and psychology but couldn’t get into psychology bc of my grades.
Law has been my passion for 2 years now, but there’s a problem. In middle school I was an A+ student. In high school I choose a very hard high school in my country we call it gymnasium and my grades genuinely dropped to barely passing some classes. I also developed a huge phone addiction to the point where I literally avoided studying bc it didn’t give me enough dopamine.

I’ve heard a lot of people saying that law is too hard, everyone who I know dropped out of it, everyone is talking sh!t about professors there, and apparently it’s like the hardest degree to study ?? That REALLY demotivates me.

I wanna study it and later become a lawyer ( in my country it’s 5 years of college then you work as a practice lawyer for 2-3 years while getting paid and then u later on finally get paid a lot better), but I just feel like I’m not smart, disciplined or brave enough for it.

Something in me is telling me not to go there and save myself, while sth else screams to get into law

PLS ADVICE

Please Help, advice

So I just graduated high school and in my country after HS you either go to college or work. I used to be very smart but developed a phone addiction which obviously made me go from an A+ student to barely passing. I also went to a hardest school ( we call it gymnasuim, it’s when u have all subjects instead of one field of study) .

The thing is I really wanted to study law, but everyone keeps telling me it’s too hard and that it’s impossible to pass. It’s been bothering me bc I genuinely don’t see myself doing anything else.
I was thinking about studying social work, but it also takes 5 years + 4 years of psychotherapist school to become a psychotherapist (I can’t get into psychology bc of grades).
And law is also 5 years in my country + optional 2-3 years of practice to become a lawyer.

It’s very difficult when u know u want something but feel incapable.
I just KNOW that if I don’t study law Im never gonna forgive myself that. Even if I try and fail and get into other college, that’s acceptable, but NEVER trying it is not an option for me🙁
Any advice is appreciated

So I just graduated high school and in my country after HS you either go to college or work. I used to be very smart but developed a phone addiction which obviously made me go from an A+ student to barely passing. I also went to a hardest school ( we call it gymnasuim, it’s when u have all subjects instead of one field of study) .

The thing is I really wanted to study law, but everyone keeps telling me it’s too hard and that it’s impossible to pass. It’s been bothering me bc I genuinely don’t see myself doing anything else.
I was thinking about studying social work, but it also takes 5 years + 4 years of psychotherapist school to become a psychotherapist (I can’t get into psychology bc of grades).
And law is also 5 years in my country + optional 2-3 years of practice to become a lawyer.

It’s very difficult when u know u want something but feel incapable.
I just KNOW that if I don’t study law Im never gonna forgive myself that. Even if I try and fail and get into other college, that’s acceptable, but NEVER trying it is not an option for me🙁
Any advice is appreciated

So I just graduated high school and in my country after HS you either go to college or work. I used to be very smart but developed a phone addiction which obviously made me go from an A+ student to barely passing. I also went to a hardest school ( we call it gymnasuim, it’s when u have all subjects instead of one field of study) .

The thing is I really wanted to study law, but everyone keeps telling me it’s too hard and that it’s impossible to pass. It’s been bothering me bc I genuinely don’t see myself doing anything else.
I was thinking about studying social work, but it also takes 5 years + 4 years of psychotherapist school to become a psychotherapist (I can’t get into psychology bc of grades).
And law is also 5 years in my country + optional 2-3 years of practice to become a lawyer.

It’s very difficult when u know u want something but feel incapable.
I just KNOW that if I don’t study law Im never gonna forgive myself that. Even if I try and fail and get into other college, that’s acceptable, but NEVER trying it is not an option for me🙁
Any advice is appreciated

So I just graduated high school and in my country after HS you either go to college or work. I used to be very smart but developed a phone addiction which obviously made me go from an A+ student to barely passing. I also went to a hardest school ( we call it gymnasuim, it’s when u have all subjects instead of one field of study) .

The thing is I really wanted to study law, but everyone keeps telling me it’s too hard and that it’s impossible to pass. It’s been bothering me bc I genuinely don’t see myself doing anything else.
I was thinking about studying social work, but it also takes 5 years + 4 years of psychotherapist school to become a psychotherapist (I can’t get into psychology bc of grades).
And law is also 5 years in my country + optional 2-3 years of practice to become a lawyer.

It’s very difficult when u know u want something but feel incapable.
I just KNOW that if I don’t study law Im never gonna forgive myself that. Even if I try and fail and get into other college, that’s acceptable, but NEVER trying it is not an option for me🙁
Any advice is appreciated

Jel istina da se na pravu svaki dan pisu neki testovi?? to sam cula od nekog

So I’m a 19 yo female but this has been happening for the past maybe 5 years
Sometimes I get this really strong pain that feels like it’s in my lower back or even more forward like maybe my kidneys but it feels lower
It’s very strong but kinda dull and it’s pulsating and it’s that kind of pain that makes it difficult to breathe
It usually comes fast and goes away also really fast, lasting for about 10 min max.
It mostly appears after I ate something and then sit or lay down
Pls help I’ve done my research I can’t seem to find the right answer

I’ll try to write this as short as I can so people will read it
So I’ve had OCD since I was 12, along w anxiety and depression. It was bearable for like 6 years, but now I genuinely can’t take it anymore. It has come to the point where I genuinely can’t stop doing the compulsions, and even if I DO, the guilt feeling starts coming. Even without the urge to do any compulsions it’s just sitting there in my head like it’s literally killing me all the overthinking. Actually it’s even worse without compulsions bc then I’m just thinking about a certain thought 24/7 with no idea how to get rid of it , no compulsions. WITH compulsions it’s at least like ok I’m gonna do this so it’s gonna end
SO CAN SOMEONE JUST PLS GIVE ME ADVICE HOW TO STOP THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING SO MUCH
THE PROBLEM IS THAT THESE THOUGHTS ARE VERY MUCH REAL AND THEYRE NOT IRRATIONAL, THEY JUST DONT NEED TO BE THOUGHT OF SO OFTEN

I’ll try to write this as short as I can so people will read it
So I’ve had OCD since I was 12, along w anxiety and depression. It was bearable for like 6 years, but now I genuinely can’t take it anymore. It has come to the point where I genuinely can’t stop doing the compulsions, and even if I DO, the guilt feeling starts coming. Even without the urge to do any compulsions it’s just sitting there in my head like it’s literally killing me all the overthinking. Actually it’s even worse without compulsions bc then I’m just thinking about a certain thought 24/7 with no idea how to get rid of it , no compulsions. WITH compulsions it’s at least like ok I’m gonna do this so it’s gonna end

I’ll try to write this as short as I can so people will read it
So I’ve had OCD since I was 12, along w anxiety and depression. It was bearable for like 6 years, but now I genuinely can’t take it anymore. It has come to the point where I genuinely can’t stop doing the compulsions, and even if I DO, the guilt feeling starts coming. Even without the urge to do any compulsions it’s just sitting there in my head like it’s literally killing me all the overthinking. Actually it’s even worse without compulsions bc then I’m just thinking about a certain thought 24/7 with no idea how to get rid of it , no compulsions. WITH compulsions it’s at least like ok I’m gonna do this so it’s gonna end

ja sam prvo pisala esej na koncept i izbrojala sam 360 rijeci ali mi je ostalo premalo vremena i trebala sam vec krenut prepisivat na list za esej, dodavala sam jos neke citate i podupiruce podatke i jel postoji sansa da je broj rijeci dovoljan? I ako je dovoljan hoce mi uzet bodove jer je premalo rijeci

I don’t know if anyone else relates to this, but I feel like I’ve built my entire self-image around a version of myself that never actually existed.

My body image issues started really young. I’ve always had wider hips, a larger chest, and a more curvy build, and growing up I hated it. Around the same time, my TikTok and Instagram feeds became completely flooded with gymnastics content. Gymnasts had the exact body type I wished I had. The leotards, the strength, the way they carried themselves—it became my ideal.

The weird part is that I was never a gymnast.

But somehow I started using this imaginary gymnast version of myself as a coping mechanism. Every time I felt ugly, fat, or uncomfortable in my body, I’d imagine myself as a gymnast. I’d picture myself training, wearing a leotard, doing routines. It sounds ridiculous when I write it out, but it genuinely comforted me.

For years, whenever I had a problem with my appearance, the answer in my head was basically: “Okay, but imagine you’re a gymnast.”

Now I’m trying to be more realistic and accept that I’m not an athlete and never was. But without that fantasy version of myself, I feel completely lost. It’s like I don’t know how to see myself anymore. I don’t know what I’m supposed to like about my body when I’ve spent years comparing it to an identity I created in my head.

Has anyone else ever attached their self-worth to an imagined version of themselves like this? Not necessarily gymnastics—just some idealized identity that became your way of coping with insecurity?

I feel like I’m grieving someone who never actually existed

Zar ima vise vrsta eseja koji se mogu pojavit na maturi?? Meni esej inace ne ide bas najbolje, a sad kad cujem da se moze pojavit i usporedni esej za kojeg sam tek nedavno saznala da postoji…