The Mormon Church is a very bad place for people who are mourning
Today I realized that the Mormon Church is a very bad place for people who are mourning, especially who those who don't believe anymore.
My beloved non-member grandparent was dying and the first thing my institute teacher, who I barely know, told me that I could soon get baptized for him and I was devestated. I don't believe anymore in that nonsense and find it very disrespectfull for my non-member family. And most importantly I find hurtfull it that my loss is turned into weird do to list.
This Sunday in class we were forced to talk to our neighbour about a moment we didn't prioritize God in our week and I told my neighbour about the death, and how I found it hard to think about God. My neighbour forced me to talk about it in front the whole class, what I hated.
Other members didn't care much about my mourning either, which was dissappointing since I haven been to that ward for years and I thought that I had a connection with them.