Some people don’t have childhood trauma at all when enneagram I believe borns from childhood trauma… i remember clearly before highschool, I was sp/so2w3 and i never related to sp/so6w7 at all… now, i do have 2 in my tritype but I’m sp6 in general👀
Starting with Nymphia:
Nymphia, once who was the kindest now is hopelessly suffering from the survivors guilt.
She is from a planet that had catastrophe that basically wiped the planet. She remains alive because she was gifted special powers. Not only that but her husband who was a wandering bard also got killed all simply because of jealousy and protection.
Even if she could move on, this deep wound caused her to be silent about her emotions and judge others simply because she believes nothing will ever be perfect and that theres nothing left to fix of herself. She tries to put logic over feelings but deep down, she is emotional, just not expressing it outwardly. However with her sharp eyes, she can sense that her friends might be sad and she is not embarrassed to talk with them or give advices.
Priya:
Priya comes from an influential family. Growing up, she was thought to be cruel, logical and strategic. At slightest thing, she was praised. This led her ego to be high and be picky and stubborn.
Despite all the money, one thing was empty. That was the true love… She fell in love with Nymphia’s husband and persuaded this love by leaving an alliance between other influential families. This led the collapse of the alliance her ancestors swore to be loyal.
This doesn’t mean she wasn’t loyal. To this day, despite hating her childhood frenemy, she still is hiding the secret that he was the one who caused Nymphia’s planet’s destruction. Thats right, she was willingly to take punishment for his sacrificial behavior. Despite wanting to be independent, she is too stubborn to admit that she is in-love with Bram.
Asad:
Being part of universal knights is a huge responsibility. He always admired his dad who was also a fellow knight. After a mission where his father died, Asad was determined to become a responsible and strong knight.
Despite visibly looking nonchalant or emotionless, Asad lives a lot. Early knight years, he was taught to not show emotions as they were the signs of “weakness”. Because of this, despite having a trauma related to disappearance of his team, in this brand new life opportunity, he is hiding his true feelings to stay professional.
Of course he can’t hide his feelings from Navid, Nymphia or Priya. They can read him easily because he is only open with them, especially with Navid because he holds impressive power and knowledge to trust him more than he trusts himself. Despite Navid seeing him as a leader, Asad downplays this and rather sees Navid as the true one. Of course its because he struggles to trust his own leadership because his previous team disappeared and he is self blaming. Aside from Navid, he is not willingly to give ANYONE the authority or control of the household as he believes every other one may not be able to handle this power. He also knows about boundaries and doesn’t pushes Nymphia to show her emotions more often(yes, they are both similar in a way lmao)
A small thing is that despite being a knight who was hunting the same alliance of Priya, he pays massive amount of coins to delete Priya’s crime history simply because of his other job as the universes secret guardian.
Also, these characters are heavily inspired by zodiac signs, this was the earth signs lmao. If anyone wants, i can give you guys my other ocs!
im going get mad if someone says “OH. MY. GOD. YOU CANT BE SP6 ANS ESI!!” TF DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? IM BEING CALLED LARPER IF IM ISFJ EII AND GETTIGN CALLED “MISTYPED, YOU ARE PROB NOT ISFJ” BY PEOPLE IF I WRITE ESI AND ISFJ😢
Guess my tritype by my description😎
First of all, I’m ethical. I don’t like to cheat and if i were to cheat, I would probably intentionally fail the next exam as a punishment because I don’t want to fool myself, disappoint my family or unfairly have advantage from those who actually studied. At the same time, I would probably fear meeting them in after life and paying my price. I’m not too religious BUT I can’t help but to be anxious or scared to pay my price.
I tend to be really anxious and question the uncertainty. I always ask others what to do or fear to choose wrong even if its harmless stuff. I’m afraid to harm others and my mind questions me when I hear heartbreaking stuff(for example, months ago, there was a meme- making fun of someone because of their weird video. I wasn’t thinking much of it when laughing but now, I realized that the person might’ve been hurt and even dead because of the hate so I went tru my likes and reposts in my tiktok to the time the meme was happening to be sure rather if I also mocked them or not because I don’t want to be someone mean or causes harm). I have GAD and OCD, for that— in our house- I dont allow my father or my grandma to enter the toilet I’m using and I’m strict with this. Everytime I hear the footsteps(our toilet is far at the end of the corridor) and make sure if someone comes out or not to make sure to clean it in case I use it later.
If someone does, I get so mad at this, yell at them or doubt them. I’m pretty defensive and I struggle to explain myself. Theres only one person I can comfortably talk most about my instructive(or whatever lmao) thoughts and that is my psychologist because I believe she wouldn’t judge me. Even so, I’m sometimes afraid and struggle to express myself so I often write it down what I want to say.
I’d say I’m talented at arts and crafts, at least thats what others say. I don’t believe in myself and compare myself to others but I like to showcase my talents because I want people to rely on me(?) or praise me so I feel better. I may get competitive at some time because I carve attention and to be loved by someone. I care deeply about my friends but sometimes dislike them for expressing too much for “attention” and sometimes I feel like I don’t belong. I want to belong somewhere, ok? I’m not TOO possessive but I get sad when someone forgets about me or doesn’t try to do much for me.
I get irritated and mat at people easily so I often argue with my parents. However, if something is bothering me like my friends annoying me or making me feel left out, I’ll start to avoid them or try to show them slightly. I don’t like to ask for attention, I want them to give me one which is why I’ll distance myself from them hoping them to recognize me or ask me.
I’m generally child-ish person who struggles to keep us with psychical activities because Im lazy and I get bored easily. I feel happy when someone gives me special attention because it makes me feel child-ish. I also tend to be the energetic/joker one in my friend group because I don’t like silence or awkwardness between people BUT i hate noise. People say I’m noisy and loud which is because when I’m with my friends or in a place I feel adapted, I won’t be judged alone or have people to support me. This doesn’t ofc mean that I’m extroverted because I get tired easily in social groups and I make it obvious so people would leave me alone. I hate chatting in general and I’m a stubborn person. I won’t do something if I’m too lazy lmao… i struggle to express my opinions sometimes to my friends, i dont want them to get mad at me BUT i show my uniqueness to others. I will talk to people or try to if someone catches my eyes because I want to have more friends to feel happy or beloved, belonging or to find someone to replace my friend who now just makes me feel like I’ve been replaced.
I tend to be rebellious with those who disrespect my friends and I can stand up for myself but sometimes, I can’t say no. I feel like I give and not receive. I also like to gift things to people
Altho he looks like he’s loyal to ten stone hearts, he’s the only one without turning to screen. Amber could also be one too but I’ve never seen people talking about sapphire… yes, he voted against Aventurine but what happens if in reality, it’s just a facade? I mean, a wing is covering his head, like hiding behind the loyalty look. I might be dumb but lmao, just my opinion.
OC1:
This OC is kinda COLD. She’s there to judge your flaws and admit hers too. However, she doesn’t really try to fix them.
She’s quiet and has a hard time opening up. She may look calm but inside, she’s grieving the loss of her loved ones and her planet. She blames OC2, OC3 and another one, mostly because they were part of her past and the reason of her grief. Despite acting cold towards people in her house, she secretly cares about them and doesn’t want to lose them. She’s not open minded and will take time to understand others. However, if its someone that has similar trauma, hatred or strong opinion, she will emphasize. She may be blunt and way too honest.
OC2:
This OC has many flaws due to her past. She comes from a rich family that controls most of the planets. She was viewed as a god amongst her people. This made her feel superior… however, once she joined the household, no one treats her as special one. Someone has to push her to start an action.
Despite feeling guilty, she will try to surpass those feelings and may be too stubborn to admit. She also gets jealous and defensive easily and will hold grudges. She will mostly avoid conflict UNLESS someone disrespects her.
In order to surpass her past mistakes, she may act like an elderly sister who’s the pretty, gives you the mean girl vibes. Also, she will hide her true feelings to seem unfazed or difficult person.
OC3:
This OC is responsible and takes the leadership role. He tries to maintain everyone in the house, analyze them and offer them help. He often hides those emotions because he feels like he’s the one thats supposed to take the role of leader because others may not be suitable.
He also knows his boundaries and will wait for you to feel better to talk to him. He doesn’t like to ask for help as it makes him look weak and doesn’t want to rely on others. He’d determined and strong, may be strict but think of him as the caring father who will judge you to point out your flaws.
Ig duty comes over that sometimes, he might even forget himself or principles. He may struggle to accept apology and may be cold if you break his heart but he knows when to stay silent and feel regrets.
I’m ISFJ, sp/so6w7 and both 629 and 693 seem similar.
The good Samaritan seems way too people focused meanwhile the meditator seems way too calm and ambitious…
As much as I like to showcase my talent, I tend to be lazy and wouldn’t do much unless I’m “determined” or someone pushes me to do it. I usually postpone important projects to last moment because I’m lazy. Regardless, I will still spend time on that project to showcase my talent and impress people. I easily get competitive but i try to calm myself down because I don’t have to be the center of attention always and I will just silently watch. I get de-motivated and give up easily if I don’t believe myself and sometimes i doubt the compliments I get. If something upsets me, I’ll try to give hints because I’m embarrassed to express it.
As for the E2, I tend to be more child-ish. I’m only energetic when I’m with my friends. That energy disappears easily because i get tired easily and will try to make it obvious. However, I’ll try to crack jokes, act childish if the situation is awkward or silent. I want people to care about me. I want to belong somewhere but whatever I do, I just don’t feel like I belong somewhere and I get jealous easily. At least I’m self aware ig? I make immature jokes or act like a child because it makes people laugh and makes me feel like I’ll get the attention I want. Idk but i feel happy when someone gives me extra attention, it makes me feel like a child. I tend to be naive sometimes and will struggle to understand stuff but I will stand up for myself and others USUALLY if its against those who I hate . I wont let someone stomp on me… but I tend to try my best to make my friends happy. Sometimes, I disagree with them(if its something serious or if it feels like they will be mad at me) but sometimes, I can’t. I’m afraid of their reaction and I don’t want them to dislike me.
Generally, I want to be helpful and loved by people. As much as I described that I like attention, I also hate attention because it tires me. Im not possessive, at least that much because I know that people can have friends aside from me. But i do get jealous ig + have I mentioned that I tend to make child-ish jokes that are too dumb or immature that it makes people laugh? People tend to see me as loud and annoying and I enjoy it because i like it ig… ntm, im pretty much easily annoyed
I’d like to imagine that Luka wants us the focus on hyunas face rather than her unbuttoned(?) shirt because if you look there, your attention easily can switch to “HERE” text on glove
This is a lazy portrait, no rander or anything lol
“Fons lacks a sense of self, and his sole objective is to take Luka's place. After Luka was injured, Heperu modified Luka's remaining clones to create Fons—an "ultimate human." Although he did not go to Anakt Garden, Fons entered and competed in R5 through a rigged arrangement driven by Heperu's financial incentives. To Heperu, Fons is nothing more than a means to generate profit. Lacking a defined identity, Fons's only goal is to win Alien Stage and replace Luka.”
(This isn’t genAI, i used google translate)
I have many OCs ->
Mimi
Miracle
Seraphim
Yihyun
Aeyn
Yesterday, my mom got mad at me because we were late to my therapy meeting. She was blaming me that I actually wanted to be late when in reality, i didn’t. My grandma used the toilet i used and i hate when anyone else uses that toilet so i cleaned it till i felt satisfied and caused me to be late. Since i couldn’t explain this, i yelled at my mom about how i couldn’t sleep properly and i was too tired to argue.
However, she called me messy, thought I straight up woke up and was going to embarrass her and that I was intentionally not taking my Lustral properly. I want to but im too lazy… her words hurt me so much that I started to cry. This wasn’t usual cry… I started to breathe out loud uncontrollably and was crying out too loud. Idk how to explain but you know when you cry so much that when you breath and in the middle of that breath, you take another breath? Thats what happened with me. I couldn’t think much during this time and my eyes swallow so badly from crying. When i got to the office, i couldn’t even talk without my breath or crying whatever you call and I could only mumble.
In case your wondering, i have ocd and gad
Today i got this(not my pic bcuz i forgot to take screenshot, got this from random internet) and what exactly does yt expect me to choose after giving me ads every 3 minutes?
Idk man… 1L seems way too rigid for me. Yes, im stubborn but im not that smart but there are the times my opinions change because my opinion changes when many people disagrees with me(THIS IS SOMETIMES). I doubt everything about myself hence why i placed V in 3rd place. As for F, i dont know too? Like i care about my body, i want to be motivated and be like “yes, ill start doing sports” or “yes ill take. Are of myself and take my pills properly” but struggle because im a lazy person who barely keeps up with hobbies because i grow tired easily
MY FINGERS ARE ACCIDENTLY PRESSING ON THAT AD. IM USING PHONE, WHAT DO YOU EXPEVT ME TO DO OMG
E1: I’m the type to intentionally fail the next exam if i copied at last one(and wouldn’t care even if I have failed) because I have my own logic that may sound dumb to people. I have GAD and OCD so i’m careful about myself. I always ask for my psychologists opinion but somewhat struggle to believe them because i dont want to leave the logic i believe, i trust despite hurting me.
E2: E2’s are known to be social but I’m kinda not… i get tired easily when with social groups but I’ll try my best to charge up quickly to stop awkward moments. In the class, I’m viewed as immature, loud and childish one. I must admit that im childish because childish jokes are funny to me but im used to acting like that because if it means to entertain my friends, im willing to do it. Plus, it makes me feel kinda happy knowing that i entertain people and they view me as innocent or playful. I’m also the type to expect people to do the same to me but for some reason, I never receive what I want. I’m the one to give you attention, gifts- hoping you to give me in return. But, i feel like i dont. Maybe its because of my ungrateful ass🙂↕️ also, sometimes i feel irritated by my friends(like them repeating the same thing or even harmless stuff believing that they are acting like that to get attention or i disagree w them but i dont want them to hate me). However, i dont think i care much if people i hate hates me because i hate them for a reason.
E3: I’m not high achiever but i can be determined. I used to draw really often and show it off to people but eventually, either they didn’t gave me the reaction i expected or i started to compare myself to more talented people. I must admit, i get jealous easily, in fact competitive. However, i dont do much because im lazy. I just don’t really think im talented compared to others
E4: i tend to be secretive about my thoughts. I only express it to my psychologist and rarely i cant open up about my feelings and i write them because i cant say it out loud. I get embarrassed easily, you can say that. I’m also ungrateful, wishing for better even if my life isn’t that bad. I compare myself to others and question about my self. I dont even know what i want lmao but i wish to have someone, in a friend group or a person- people that wouldn’t replace me easily, care about me. I do have many friends but sometimes, i have hard time being happy because our jokes don’t match and i must admit i miss my old friendships… im jealous and i cant do anything but to watch that other people belonging. My old friends moved on, have new friends but i don’t want them to forget about me- especially her
E8: idk man… i prefer to argue back at people who irritate me or dare to disrespect me because being silent means being weak. I get mad easily and im defensive of my friends. My opinions change easily with pressure or people but i will defend my friends.
E9: im lazy and usually, unless someone pushes me i wont do much. I also dont like changing stuff.. i have hard time adapting.
If disney + isn’t free, why do we pay to watch 2 min long ads? Just make it free
i think im sp6(or sp2 but sp6 is more relatable to me) and i dont know much about PY. I tried to rank them and i kinda struggled. I actually wanted to put all of them to 3rd place but yeah, its impossible so anyone can explain me wtf is EVLF or how i find it? Like positions and if its possible for EVLF to be e6?
Im sp6w7, 126 and I relate all of the 4 types in 3rd place— what am i or what can i do