u/vaniquee

I’m someone who is diagnosed with both GAD and OCD. Altho, beside those, i do think im e6, just not my main instinct and idk how to figure it out as GAD and OCD does make it harder to decide if im sp6 or so6.

I want both security and being morally good. I focus both on myself and socially dude…💔

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Type me, based on my description of personality

I’ve been into this enneagram thing since july. I knew about enneagram before and types myself as sp/so2w3. However, that was when I was going to 7/8th grade. After forcibly changing school, I realized and discovered myself more.

I’ve let people find my tritype or enneagram multiple times before because not only am I lazy to read but indecisive as well.

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Today, a old friend of mine(who now is me and my friend’s “enemy”) came to me. She realized that I was kinda uncomfortable and tried to avoid her despite whatever allegedly happened was between my friend and her. If anyone wonders what happened, basically, this old friend of mine apparently talked behind our back. Since I wasn’t really active on instagram, i didn’t saw my friends discussing about this situation.

Since I wasn’t aware and besides my friends, we also had other friends in common and we met up in shipping center. She explained me before I even saw my friends arguing about this topic. Altho at first, I believed her(and lowkey still do)— I decided to ignore her overtime because I didn’t wanted to be left out or “kicked out” by my friend group. This happened a year ago and I slowly avoided her(despite sometimes talking with her which made my friends mad) but this year, we share classes.

She came to me and said I didn’t had to be uncomfortable because whatever happened didn’t happened between me and her. As much as I wanted to say something, I just said I don’t know because people were near and those people also knew the argument too. I didn’t wanted them to snitch so I just left… despite wanting to hang out, maybe get them to talk again— I know I can’t say it because its been a long time since they talked and at this point, I didn’t thought that sorting things out was an option…

We share things in common, I also hang out with someone (which my same friends told me to not to hang out) secretly and I try to avoid him when I’m with my friend group. You see, I struggle to express my desires fearing that I would loose my friends. Besides this, I don’t know how to feel or what to feel. Sometimes, Im happy with my friends. They care about me, they make me feel less awkward but sometimes, I fear expressing my opinions, afraid of them judging and leaving me.

Yes, I have an issue that I don’t want to stay alone. Being alone seems… awkward. I feel like it drives attention, makes me look weak even if its not true. I do enjoy being alone but in class, I feel weak, small and embarrassed in front of my classmates. It makes me feel not special and unloved so I often try to talk with someone to not to stay quiet. However, at home, I prefer to stay alone. Not that I hate my family but sometimes, chit chatting when I’m focused or relaxed feels irritating. This whole summer, despite being sad hearing kids screaming happily with their friends at street, i stayed alone as meeting up with my friends most of the times feels like a chore.

So yeah, I can run away from responsibilities that I don’t care too much by choosing easier way or avoiding. For example, if I come across a hurt cat, I can’t leave them there alone. I feel responsible, guilty. Yet I feel too lazy and try my best to get help from others by telling them that a cat is hurt and need help. Its usually someone near, an adult like security or teacher. This way, I feel relaxed knowing that I left the responsibility to them. This makes me feel better, rather as relaxing or pride. It’s not like I don’t care about the cat, I do. However, I can’t help but try my best to avoid tasks UNLESS there is no option.

A confession, I remember leaving a cat who had slightly closed eye at street simply because I felt too lazy to visit them after school. To this day, I feel bad because what happens if they went blind? What happens if they died? I blame myself. I tried to excuse it by thinking that maybe her eyes were naturally like it… I also told this cat to some cat caretaker. She said nothing is wrong with her eye and simply needs to be applied cream and something else. I felt too lazy because that road wasn’t my casual road… can someone tell me if I’m someone terrible? A k!ller? A animal ab*ser?

As you see, I guess I can runaway from responsibilities by simply trying to find alternative ways. However, I deeply regret and sometime, either excuse to make myself feel better, to feel less terrible or try to fix it if I can. I’m not the best human, I want to be loved. I can be hurtful to my family, like being blunt because I can get defensive. I try to avoid sorting things out or apologizing and let others approach me. I want attention, I need one… I’m indeed conflicting because sometimes, I don’t. I want to belong.

I hate how even at simplest decision, I still struggle. Despite being seen easygoing, laid back and energetic— I’m also emotional. I’ve lately started to think of death and the time passing… I can’t enjoy things properly without wondering when I’m gonna die or feel melancholic by the thought of time passing. Yes, I have GAD and OCD and I make sure my friends know it because it gives me sense of specialty, importance… I be toxic and get upset when I see someone having the same disorder yet acting different. I’m quick to blame. My thoughts r unlogical and I know it but can’t help but to be stubborn.

Enough melancholy because I have other traits like being immature and child-ish. I tend to be loud even without knowing and can blurt things out. I’m also creative but ungrateful and tend to give up. I want to impress people but feel like have no talent despite people telling me I have one…

Hello, for now, I think my type is sp/so6w7. Looking at enneagram sixes motive, they are dependent on other for their security meanwhile I’m dependent on other because I want to be loved, be valued, be sure of myself.

This might sound like e2, which is why my tritype includes e2. But at the same time, I want to hear about people’s opinion because I can’t decide which one do I relate more or what type I am.

I relate to sp6 but the core desire? Yes, I relate but I relate to every core desire, Especially e1 despite my characteristics not matching sp1. Maybe when school opens, I might be able to type myself as my class changed which means I’ll meet new people. Its still summer vacation to me and humans are social beings that their personality depends, changes and expands with people. We realize our personality(or at least I’m) via by interacting with people.

I got into enneagram mid summer, the time I basically didn’t even hang out with my friends besides talking through the phone to play. Please type me based on my description:

Lets start with my motives… thats a good thing, how do I know what is my motive? I relate to e1 when I’m doing something, something I’m not sure about. I wonder if I would be loved by society, I wonder if I would be a bad person when doing this. I fear being punished, maybe for cheating, being a toxic person when I was younger and etc… I often ask my friends “hey, are we sure this is ok?” and similar questions because I want and need assurance.

My family views me as a kind hearted, thoughtful person who is there to defend myself and others despite the person I’m defending against might be someone more angry, scary or older than I’m. There are the times I’m pretty bossy with certain stuff like my dad or grandma can’t use toilet because I fear, I dont feel safe. This may come from my OCD and GAD and despite knowing that my reasonings are not too rational, I will still continue believing it because I don’t want to risk. I’ll always have “what if” questions and tend to create heavier scenarios in my head(altho I’m getting help and becoming better). This “what if” thing comes from the fact that I don’t want to be someone bad, horrible. I can’t trust myself.

I’m going to therapist and I fear what will I do without her guidance? After all, my therapist is the only person knows my instructive thoughts and sometimes, I’m still embarrassed and scared to express some of my thoughts. I dont know but maybe because I fear and overreact. Eventually, I try to face the fear and plan in case something happens. Sometimes I disagree with her but I can’t express. I’m afraid of being judged. I can’t even look at someone’s face, eyes because I feel like I’m being judged, being viewed as someone weird.

Besides that, I think obviously I am an ambivert. It depends on my moods- I dont want to be alone but sometimes, socializing is exhausting to me. I’m the loud one, noisy and child-ish one with my friends. Despite fearing about being judged, when I’m with my friends, I feel safer to express my emotions, interests as I feel like I wouldn’t be the only one judged or others may not find me weird knowing that I have friends.

I think becoming highschooler helped me get to know more about myself because I was too stubborn to open myself up, become sociable. Seeing girls hang out together made me want to talk with them but I didn’t know what to do. I expected them to approach. I also tried to talk by being active on class group chat because I felt more comfortable talking via phone. Anyways, after months, I became the weird kid who showed their interests to people and didn’t mind being weird. I’m expressive to hoping to find someone similar to me.

My friends have differences from me like their humors. I’m more into fandoms, weird kid stuff meanwhile they are more into main stream stuff. It sometimes makes me feel lonely because in my view, not having everything in common would create struggle. Of course I also feel lonely mainly because I often feel like not the first choice so I often distance myself, expecting them to approach me as I feel embarrassed to express my desires.

That means I sulk really often and thats not healthy thing. I remember being mad at my friends that I intentionally denied their invites to wonder around school as casual because I expected them to know why I’m mad. Then, I went to 2 girls to hang out with them, right in front of my main friends to show them that I am intentionally distancing myself from them( of course when we sort things out, I return back and often forget about those other 2 girls. I mean, like I wouldn’t hang out with them that often BUT i would make sure to talk with them usually like maybe do small jokes to prevent them from feeling like a second option because i know if I leave them immediately, they might dislike me, find me annoying and I dont want to upset them because i’m the one complaining of hating the idea of being 2nd choice when Im also doing the same thing and its unhealthy)

Hello, for now, I think my type is sp/so6w7. Looking at enneagram sixes motive, they are dependent on other for their security meanwhile I’m dependent on other because I want to be loved, be valued, be sure of myself.

This might sound like e2, which is why my tritype includes e2. But at the same time, I want to hear about people’s opinion because I can’t decide which one do I relate more or what type I am.

I relate to sp6 but the core desire? Yes, I relate but I relate to every core desire, Especially e1 despite my characteristics not matching sp1. Maybe when school opens, I might be able to type myself as my class changed which means I’ll meet new people. Its still summer vacation to me and humans are social beings that their personality depends, changes and expands with people. We realize our personality(or at least I’m) via by interacting with people.

I got into enneagram mid summer, the time I basically didn’t even hang out with my friends besides talking through the phone to play. Please type me based on my description:

Lets start with my motives… thats a good thing, how do I know what is my motive? I relate to e1 when I’m doing something, something I’m not sure about. I wonder if I would be loved by society, I wonder if I would be a bad person when doing this. I fear being punished, maybe for cheating, being a toxic person when I was younger and etc… I often ask my friends “hey, are we sure this is ok?” and similar questions because I want and need assurance.

My family views me as a kind hearted, thoughtful person who is there to defend myself and others despite the person I’m defending against might be someone more angry, scary or older than I’m. There are the times I’m pretty bossy with certain stuff like my dad or grandma can’t use toilet because I fear, I dont feel safe. This may come from my OCD and GAD and despite knowing that my reasonings are not too rational, I will still continue believing it because I don’t want to risk. I’ll always have “what if” questions and tend to create heavier scenarios in my head(altho I’m getting help and becoming better). This “what if” thing comes from the fact that I don’t want to be someone bad, horrible. I can’t trust myself.

I’m going to therapist and I fear what will I do without her guidance? After all, my therapist is the only person knows my instructive thoughts and sometimes, I’m still embarrassed and scared to express some of my thoughts. I dont know but maybe because I fear and overreact. Eventually, I try to face the fear and plan in case something happens. Sometimes I disagree with her but I can’t express. I’m afraid of being judged. I can’t even look at someone’s face, eyes because I feel like I’m being judged, being viewed as someone weird.

Besides that, I think obviously I am an ambivert. It depends on my moods- I dont want to be alone but sometimes, socializing is exhausting to me. I’m the loud one, noisy and child-ish one with my friends. Despite fearing about being judged, when I’m with my friends, I feel safer to express my emotions, interests as I feel like I wouldn’t be the only one judged or others may not find me weird knowing that I have friends.

I think becoming highschooler helped me get to know more about myself because I was too stubborn to open myself up, become sociable. Seeing girls hang out together made me want to talk with them but I didn’t know what to do. I expected them to approach. I also tried to talk by being active on class group chat because I felt more comfortable talking via phone. Anyways, after months, I became the weird kid who showed their interests to people and didn’t mind being weird. I’m expressive to hoping to find someone similar to me.

My friends have differences from me like their humors. I’m more into fandoms, weird kid stuff meanwhile they are more into main stream stuff. It sometimes makes me feel lonely because in my view, not having everything in common would create struggle. Of course I also feel lonely mainly because I often feel like not the first choice so I often distance myself, expecting them to approach me as I feel embarrassed to express my desires.

That means I sulk really often and thats not healthy thing. I remember being mad at my friends that I intentionally denied their invites to wonder around school as casual because I expected them to know why I’m mad. Then, I went to 2 girls to hang out with them, right in front of my main friends to show them that I am intentionally distancing myself from them( of course when we sort things out, I return back and often forget about those other 2 girls. I mean, like I wouldn’t hang out with them that often BUT i would make sure to talk with them usually like maybe do small jokes to prevent them from feeling like a second option because i know if I leave them immediately, they might dislike me, find me annoying and I dont want to upset them because i’m the one complaining of hating the idea of being 2nd choice when Im also doing the same thing and its unhealthy)

I want to be part of this community. Seeing people being sure of their enneagram is honestly impressive. I want to also know mine too but despite reading, I still can’t figure out or be sure of my enneagram. I want to know my enneagram so that I can identify myself, associate myself with that enneagram and be seen… I’m going to be honest, I’m usually the silly, unserious type of person. I’ll try my best to sound more serious and talk about my feelings openly and will probably sound different.

To many, I’m easygoing. I can accept that I’m easygoing to some part like exams and try to find easier ways to do my homeworks etc but i would NEVER ever do it on my exams as people work hard and I don’t want to fool others. If i get low scores, I tend to pretend as if I don’t care and excuse that I’ll do better next time. This of course doesn’t fully make me easygoing as I’m a very anxious person.

When I’m doing a project, I try my best to pour my talents to impress others, to get their attention. I want to be seen, I want people to be impressed… No matter what I do though, it seems like I cant get it. I will forever be ungrateful. This habit of mine, being stubborn to complete a thing according to my imagination often leads me to waste time.

Of course, I have to include the way I show my emotions to determine my enneagram, right? I’m LOWKEY sure that I’m withdrawn person. I won’t confront but rather attack by teasing behind and expecting their reactions. To my friends, if they upset me(by making me feel alone), instead of talking I’ll just sulk and expect them to immediately know why I’m mad. I will intentionally hang out with different people, will ignore them- hoping for them to come and ask me why.

A lot of time, people easily irritate me. If I’m focused, I want silence because my attention diverts easily…. Speaking of irritation, i get irritated by opposing opinions that I deem wrong(for example feminism. I cant watch people pretend as if women still don’t struggle worldwide). However, I will surpass these negative emotions. Even if I want to argue online, I fear that my words can drive them sad and maybe harm themself, especially if so many other people replied to their comment. We know how internet is filled with harmful people who think wishing death is ok.

When I’m arguing online, I tend to use my alt accounts to defend myself to make it look like I’m the better one, the one people support more. I also use alts when I want to ask the same question over and over again without angering them(so like they wouldn’t think the same person is asking and I would be less annoying)

Thinking about authority, what type are we talking of? I’m not too religious but I’m indeed afraid of god. I’m afraid of angering, going to hell so I often try to follow it(of course some of my beliefs would still remain same as I think the world needs to be EQUAL. No hating etc…) but i can be rebellious too. I may sometimes spit so much that teachers might wonder “does this kid sees us her peer?” Because I like to be friendly with everyone.

Generally, people would consider me annoying, loud and immature. I like but hate it at the same time because i want to be something else, yet I dont know what I even want. To close people, they know I’m anxious, emotional and thoughtful. I have lot going on in my head and prefer to explain it to my psychologist as I only feel like she would understand. Besides that, some may find me weird or dramatic(apparently, I overreact and that is true lol)

I’m asking for people to find my enneagram as I feel like people are more knowledgeable than I am. I can’t even decide the simplest stuff. Im self aware that most of the things I mentioned point to either so or sp, my sx part is me wanting to be with someone, someone to love me. No matter what love people show, i’m greedy, will overreact. I connect with people easily, I’m awkward- introvert… sometimes I’m lazy, sometimes determined. It depends on what I want… I’m basically - and + at the same time.

629 feels too people oriented. Yes I sometimes cant speak up about things that bother me and I feel guilty for that but I can stand up for myself against people I dont get along and I also focus on myself too by expressing my opinions that I think wouldn’t hurt my friends. But 649 seems too sad???? I tend to overthink my actions and sometimes justify but fail and ask for other’s opinion. I cant trust mine😢

I know my type, i just wanna see what people would guess

How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.

I’m 15 years old, female.

• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?

GAD and OCD

• Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?

My parents often argued and my father got mad at me for littlest stuff but no religious structural or influence. Well, i became more cautious and defensive. However, I must admit that years ago like when i was sixth grader, i was toxic and possessive i guess. I didn’t understand how to express my love correctly but now I’ve matured

• What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?

Hm… idk man… Product designer lowkey sounds cool. I’m interested in pretty packaging but graphic designer doesn’t sound bad also.

• If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?

Like without my parents or calling my friends? Well I dont think I would mind that much. I could sleep all day, play games and so… no need to worry about the toilet being used. But at some point, i would be bored without commotion. I always play online games with my friends so watching videos all day without playing with anyone would be boring.

• What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?

No, stay at home is the best

• How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?

I like to learn weird infos so I can flex at people and impress(tho i fail). I have many ideas in my mind but i don’t think I have the talent to create. I do creative writing for example, have my own characters but for some reason, despite people telling me I have talent and passion for drawing, I can’t do that. I kinda gave up on drawing because compared to others, I don’t think my art is worthy and I’m not proud with it.

• Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?

It depends honestly… I’m creative and I would like people to follow my ideas but I prefer to do it alone. Would I be good at it? No lol. I’m not good with deadlines or sometimes I can’t really defend my point so I rather be the one that gives ideas and expect people to follow it.

• Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?

I have no clue what coordinated mean but I like to create solid models or write.

• Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.

Idk man i draw anime style that looks so bad

• What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?

Past? I’ve grown out of it. I hate myself for my past and I can’t help but to think of it. Not just myself but my past relationships too… like i miss my old friends and feel lonely with my newer ones. Plus, past makes me feel sad because it feels like the time moves on too quickly. Present? Okay, we’ll see once the school opens again. Its been awhile since i psychically met with my friends and maybe this year, I’ll feel warmer with them. Of course I love them but sometimes, I don’t think I’m noticed. I give more than receive and lowkey feel like my interests aren’t similar with them. I love them tho

• How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?

Yes! I would like to help. It makes me feel happy to help others. Even if they were mean to me, I want to do things I like. Of course it gets awkward though

• Do you need logical consistency in your life?

Idk

• How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

Idk

• Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?

No

• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?

Writing. It makes me feel organized and happy to see my characters having fully lore so I can dream about them.

• What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?

My learning style is learning alone. That way, I can ask questions i dont understand(even if i sometimes get shy). I struggle with classrooms. Seeing people understanding things I don’t understand makes me sad. Plus, the teachers would follow the majority. I probably couldn’t even answer the questions I know. I like math science etc when I can. I like art classes too but I can’t keep up with something for too long.

• How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?

Im not good with it lmao… i usually postpone until the last week. However, i will still be passionate about it if its about crafting a project. If its regular homework, I wont even do it anyways❤️

• What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?

To live

• What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?

Becoming bad person in anyway. Hearing triggering stuff just makes me feel afraid because anyone can be anything at anytime(not as in like do what you want but rather people are unpredictable so one day, you might hate the thing but years later, you might do it). The thought of this makes me doubt myself. Being someone bad just makes me irk… at the same time, i don’t want to be alone.

• What do the "highs" in your life look like?

• What do the "lows" in your life look like?

Sometimes I’m afraid to express myself. I dont want to be misunderstood.. i want to express my opinions, that I’m angry but i fear that it will harm them. Like for example, if someone in internet wrote something offensive, I want to attack(like express my opinions in nonchalant way) them but I know it might be harmful to them especially if that comment has many replied that are attacking the OP. I sometimes feel alone… like i care about my friends but i want to be someone’s number one. I want people to care about me. Even if I have friends, i always question their loyalty or get upset when they have someone closer. I guess it comes because I always get left out at some point but continue hanging out with them to not to be alone. I want them to give me attention so I distant myself from them, expecting them to run after me, ask about me. I would intentionally make it obvious that I don’t talk with them.

• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?

I day dream often but until i realize Im day dreaming, i dont think im aware of my environment.

• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?

Probably question where am I and get anxious

• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?

It doesn’t matter if its important or not, i struggle to decide simple stuff because idk dude… when i make decision, i choose the thing that would actually relax me. I like to hear others opinions too

• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

Hm… i get tired easily(idk what this info does with the question tho LMAO🥹🙏) but i cant understand my emotions without the help of someone telling me that its normal or explain it to me. Emotions are important cus without them, how can you emphasize with others or express yourself?

• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?

Kinda? I struggle to sometimes express my true opinions if its someone I don’t know much. If its a friend of mine, the one i know face to face, the one that knows me, I might. But again, I might. Because I don’t want people to leave me, i want them to like me.

• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?

Well there was a drama at school. Wont explain it that much but I felt like the teacher was defending specific person(which has made me uncomfortable multiple times) so I stuck my tongue out as to annoy her. She sent me away but i kept approaching because seeing people that makes me mad get annoyed because of me makes me feel happy. Sometimes, i might even joke around teachers because I see them as someone equal to me. I can’t bring myself to hate them tho🙂‍↕️ it makes me sad okay? Depends? I’m afraid if its someone I don’t know, not like a teacher but maybe god for example even if Im not too religious.

Some people don’t have childhood trauma at all when enneagram I believe borns from childhood trauma… i remember clearly before highschool, I was sp/so2w3 and i never related to sp/so6w7 at all… now, i do have 2 in my tritype but I’m sp6 in general👀

Starting with Nymphia:
Nymphia, once who was the kindest now is hopelessly suffering from the survivors guilt.

She is from a planet that had catastrophe that basically wiped the planet. She remains alive because she was gifted special powers. Not only that but her husband who was a wandering bard also got killed all simply because of jealousy and protection.

Even if she could move on, this deep wound caused her to be silent about her emotions and judge others simply because she believes nothing will ever be perfect and that theres nothing left to fix of herself. She tries to put logic over feelings but deep down, she is emotional, just not expressing it outwardly. However with her sharp eyes, she can sense that her friends might be sad and she is not embarrassed to talk with them or give advices.

Priya:
Priya comes from an influential family. Growing up, she was thought to be cruel, logical and strategic. At slightest thing, she was praised. This led her ego to be high and be picky and stubborn.

Despite all the money, one thing was empty. That was the true love… She fell in love with Nymphia’s husband and persuaded this love by leaving an alliance between other influential families. This led the collapse of the alliance her ancestors swore to be loyal.

This doesn’t mean she wasn’t loyal. To this day, despite hating her childhood frenemy, she still is hiding the secret that he was the one who caused Nymphia’s planet’s destruction. Thats right, she was willingly to take punishment for his sacrificial behavior. Despite wanting to be independent, she is too stubborn to admit that she is in-love with Bram.

Asad:
Being part of universal knights is a huge responsibility. He always admired his dad who was also a fellow knight. After a mission where his father died, Asad was determined to become a responsible and strong knight.

Despite visibly looking nonchalant or emotionless, Asad lives a lot. Early knight years, he was taught to not show emotions as they were the signs of “weakness”. Because of this, despite having a trauma related to disappearance of his team, in this brand new life opportunity, he is hiding his true feelings to stay professional.

Of course he can’t hide his feelings from Navid, Nymphia or Priya. They can read him easily because he is only open with them, especially with Navid because he holds impressive power and knowledge to trust him more than he trusts himself. Despite Navid seeing him as a leader, Asad downplays this and rather sees Navid as the true one. Of course its because he struggles to trust his own leadership because his previous team disappeared and he is self blaming. Aside from Navid, he is not willingly to give ANYONE the authority or control of the household as he believes every other one may not be able to handle this power. He also knows about boundaries and doesn’t pushes Nymphia to show her emotions more often(yes, they are both similar in a way lmao)

A small thing is that despite being a knight who was hunting the same alliance of Priya, he pays massive amount of coins to delete Priya’s crime history simply because of his other job as the universes secret guardian.
Also, these characters are heavily inspired by zodiac signs, this was the earth signs lmao. If anyone wants, i can give you guys my other ocs!

Guess my tritype by my description😎

First of all, I’m ethical. I don’t like to cheat and if i were to cheat, I would probably intentionally fail the next exam as a punishment because I don’t want to fool myself, disappoint my family or unfairly have advantage from those who actually studied. At the same time, I would probably fear meeting them in after life and paying my price. I’m not too religious BUT I can’t help but to be anxious or scared to pay my price.

I tend to be really anxious and question the uncertainty. I always ask others what to do or fear to choose wrong even if its harmless stuff. I’m afraid to harm others and my mind questions me when I hear heartbreaking stuff(for example, months ago, there was a meme- making fun of someone because of their weird video. I wasn’t thinking much of it when laughing but now, I realized that the person might’ve been hurt and even dead because of the hate so I went tru my likes and reposts in my tiktok to the time the meme was happening to be sure rather if I also mocked them or not because I don’t want to be someone mean or causes harm). I have GAD and OCD, for that— in our house- I dont allow my father or my grandma to enter the toilet I’m using and I’m strict with this. Everytime I hear the footsteps(our toilet is far at the end of the corridor) and make sure if someone comes out or not to make sure to clean it in case I use it later.

If someone does, I get so mad at this, yell at them or doubt them. I’m pretty defensive and I struggle to explain myself. Theres only one person I can comfortably talk most about my instructive(or whatever lmao) thoughts and that is my psychologist because I believe she wouldn’t judge me. Even so, I’m sometimes afraid and struggle to express myself so I often write it down what I want to say.

I’d say I’m talented at arts and crafts, at least thats what others say. I don’t believe in myself and compare myself to others but I like to showcase my talents because I want people to rely on me(?) or praise me so I feel better. I may get competitive at some time because I carve attention and to be loved by someone. I care deeply about my friends but sometimes dislike them for expressing too much for “attention” and sometimes I feel like I don’t belong. I want to belong somewhere, ok? I’m not TOO possessive but I get sad when someone forgets about me or doesn’t try to do much for me.

I get irritated and mat at people easily so I often argue with my parents. However, if something is bothering me like my friends annoying me or making me feel left out, I’ll start to avoid them or try to show them slightly. I don’t like to ask for attention, I want them to give me one which is why I’ll distance myself from them hoping them to recognize me or ask me.

I’m generally child-ish person who struggles to keep us with psychical activities because Im lazy and I get bored easily. I feel happy when someone gives me special attention because it makes me feel child-ish. I also tend to be the energetic/joker one in my friend group because I don’t like silence or awkwardness between people BUT i hate noise. People say I’m noisy and loud which is because when I’m with my friends or in a place I feel adapted, I won’t be judged alone or have people to support me. This doesn’t ofc mean that I’m extroverted because I get tired easily in social groups and I make it obvious so people would leave me alone. I hate chatting in general and I’m a stubborn person. I won’t do something if I’m too lazy lmao… i struggle to express my opinions sometimes to my friends, i dont want them to get mad at me BUT i show my uniqueness to others. I will talk to people or try to if someone catches my eyes because I want to have more friends to feel happy or beloved, belonging or to find someone to replace my friend who now just makes me feel like I’ve been replaced.

I tend to be rebellious with those who disrespect my friends and I can stand up for myself but sometimes, I can’t say no. I feel like I give and not receive. I also like to gift things to people

OC1:
This OC is kinda COLD. She’s there to judge your flaws and admit hers too. However, she doesn’t really try to fix them.

She’s quiet and has a hard time opening up. She may look calm but inside, she’s grieving the loss of her loved ones and her planet. She blames OC2, OC3 and another one, mostly because they were part of her past and the reason of her grief. Despite acting cold towards people in her house, she secretly cares about them and doesn’t want to lose them. She’s not open minded and will take time to understand others. However, if its someone that has similar trauma, hatred or strong opinion, she will emphasize. She may be blunt and way too honest.

OC2:
This OC has many flaws due to her past. She comes from a rich family that controls most of the planets. She was viewed as a god amongst her people. This made her feel superior… however, once she joined the household, no one treats her as special one. Someone has to push her to start an action.

Despite feeling guilty, she will try to surpass those feelings and may be too stubborn to admit. She also gets jealous and defensive easily and will hold grudges. She will mostly avoid conflict UNLESS someone disrespects her.

In order to surpass her past mistakes, she may act like an elderly sister who’s the pretty, gives you the mean girl vibes. Also, she will hide her true feelings to seem unfazed or difficult person.

OC3:
This OC is responsible and takes the leadership role. He tries to maintain everyone in the house, analyze them and offer them help. He often hides those emotions because he feels like he’s the one thats supposed to take the role of leader because others may not be suitable.

He also knows his boundaries and will wait for you to feel better to talk to him. He doesn’t like to ask for help as it makes him look weak and doesn’t want to rely on others. He’d determined and strong, may be strict but think of him as the caring father who will judge you to point out your flaws.

Ig duty comes over that sometimes, he might even forget himself or principles. He may struggle to accept apology and may be cold if you break his heart but he knows when to stay silent and feel regrets.

I’m ISFJ, sp/so6w7 and both 629 and 693 seem similar.

The good Samaritan seems way too people focused meanwhile the meditator seems way too calm and ambitious…

As much as I like to showcase my talent, I tend to be lazy and wouldn’t do much unless I’m “determined” or someone pushes me to do it. I usually postpone important projects to last moment because I’m lazy. Regardless, I will still spend time on that project to showcase my talent and impress people. I easily get competitive but i try to calm myself down because I don’t have to be the center of attention always and I will just silently watch. I get de-motivated and give up easily if I don’t believe myself and sometimes i doubt the compliments I get. If something upsets me, I’ll try to give hints because I’m embarrassed to express it.

As for the E2, I tend to be more child-ish. I’m only energetic when I’m with my friends. That energy disappears easily because i get tired easily and will try to make it obvious. However, I’ll try to crack jokes, act childish if the situation is awkward or silent. I want people to care about me. I want to belong somewhere but whatever I do, I just don’t feel like I belong somewhere and I get jealous easily. At least I’m self aware ig? I make immature jokes or act like a child because it makes people laugh and makes me feel like I’ll get the attention I want. Idk but i feel happy when someone gives me extra attention, it makes me feel like a child. I tend to be naive sometimes and will struggle to understand stuff but I will stand up for myself and others USUALLY if its against those who I hate . I wont let someone stomp on me… but I tend to try my best to make my friends happy. Sometimes, I disagree with them(if its something serious or if it feels like they will be mad at me) but sometimes, I can’t. I’m afraid of their reaction and I don’t want them to dislike me.

Generally, I want to be helpful and loved by people. As much as I described that I like attention, I also hate attention because it tires me. Im not possessive, at least that much because I know that people can have friends aside from me. But i do get jealous ig + have I mentioned that I tend to make child-ish jokes that are too dumb or immature that it makes people laugh? People tend to see me as loud and annoying and I enjoy it because i like it ig… ntm, im pretty much easily annoyed